The mirror reflects someone I don't know anymore. Staring. Searching for something familar. Confused as to what to do with this stranger.
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Have you ever sat at a window and watched the outside for hours? Wondering where you fit into the outside world? Wondering where you fit in period?
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I stole this journal set up from billybillybilly. Hope he doesn't mind. Everyone...
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Have you ever sat at a window and watched the outside for hours? Wondering where you fit into the outside world? Wondering where you fit in period?
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I stole this journal set up from billybillybilly. Hope he doesn't mind. Everyone...
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Have you ever felt guilty because you smiled or laughed? Have you ever had fun one night and then the next day wish you hadn't. Simply because you shouldn't have. I know what I mean. If you don't, then maybe you will someday. Here. I'll try to explain. It's like having your favorite pet get ran over and an hour afterwards you are giggling while...
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linz:
you shant be dissapointed, dahling.
billybillybilly:
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Damnit. I'm running out of inspiration for journals. They used to be interesting and now they're just blah. It's because of the boring town I live in. Or maybe it's a government conspiracy. Yeah, that's it. Blame everything on the government. Heh.
Anyway. I just bought my boyfriend a gift membership to this lovely site. His name is truextilxdeath. You guys should check him...
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Anyway. I just bought my boyfriend a gift membership to this lovely site. His name is truextilxdeath. You guys should check him...
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samaloda:
Don't apologize.
I'm in a mood, too... it must be Ohio?
Just think thoughts of California and life without Bratwurst Festivals...
I'll do the same!
I'm in a mood, too... it must be Ohio?
Just think thoughts of California and life without Bratwurst Festivals...
I'll do the same!
twistedblack:
well don't stop posting i like to know ur alive
HELLO. THIS IS THE JOURNAL OF
CASSIOPEIA AND WE ARE SORRY TO
INFORM YOU THAT SHE IS NOT IN
RIGHT NOW. PLEASE LEAVE A
MESSAGE AND SHE WILL GET BACK TO
YOU AS SOON AS SHE CAN. *BEEP*
CASSIOPEIA AND WE ARE SORRY TO
INFORM YOU THAT SHE IS NOT IN
RIGHT NOW. PLEASE LEAVE A
MESSAGE AND SHE WILL GET BACK TO
YOU AS SOON AS SHE CAN. *BEEP*
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billybillybilly:
K. I'm in, but not...you know what I mean I think. I need your help with something.
billybillybilly:
Well, technically I'm there. If you look at the chat page my name's there. But once you're in the chat room I'm not. But when I see your name pop up I'll be able to chat with you.
Supposedly I should update this thing every once and awhile, but what happens when there's nothing interesting in my life to write about? I think that should be a sign. Some message that I've been overlooking that's telling me that I'm boring, have no hobbies, and should start focusing my life on something bigger. So I'm thinking about future careers and the paths to get...
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jennifer:
Question: If you could have any dream career what would it be? HOUSEWIFE haha
Everything just hurts I have no idea what happened to me
Have a good day sweetie!
Everything just hurts I have no idea what happened to me
Have a good day sweetie!
smuffy:
Hey you changed your name! Why?
How goes it anyway? I haven't heard from you in a bit.
As for what to do with yourself...maybe you should write about your life but expound on certain details. Or make up shit that you had wished happened. That's why it's called fiction.
How goes it anyway? I haven't heard from you in a bit.
As for what to do with yourself...maybe you should write about your life but expound on certain details. Or make up shit that you had wished happened. That's why it's called fiction.
If you could have any dream career what would it be?
Fashion designer.
When you're this close to leaving and never looking back, when you're this close to running away and never returning, when you're this close to escaping and never having to be around this ever again, what makes you try? What makes a person try to be a good person and be productive? Two months from now I will never have to see the people I...
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pedigree_chump:
not so bad, but i've missed you *sniffle*
i hope you're going to update
it's been so long!!!
*sniffle*
i hope you're going to update
it's been so long!!!
pedigree_chump:
yay!!! 
journal-on-demand! i like it 
journal-on-demand! i like it I posted some pics for all of you who insist on pestering me
There's only two of me with my short hair but I bought a camera and it's almost ready to develop... and when I do that I'll have more pics to post.
Anyway, I have a huge crush on a girl in my drawing class. I've said about two whole sentences to her...
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There's only two of me with my short hair but I bought a camera and it's almost ready to develop... and when I do that I'll have more pics to post.
Anyway, I have a huge crush on a girl in my drawing class. I've said about two whole sentences to her...
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jennifer:
thanks so much!
twistedblack:
just a tad
Jessica. The excitement of something new. Soft. Smooth. Nervous. Feelings like a childhood first kiss. Only opposite. Questions running through my head as I explore.
Don't think. This can't be wrong if my best friend thinks it's right.
Keep touching. Kissing. Only now I'm watching with green eyes. Nothing is going to happen between them.
Don't think. Without these experiences how can we poosibly discover...
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Don't think. This can't be wrong if my best friend thinks it's right.
Keep touching. Kissing. Only now I'm watching with green eyes. Nothing is going to happen between them.
Don't think. Without these experiences how can we poosibly discover...
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mqx:
When I was a kid, I wanted to be able to turn invisible. Later, it was flying. Nowdays, aside from wishing I was immortal, I would want to be able to speak/write/signal every language on the face of the Earth.
tikki:
hello local girl 
Update: I cut ALL my hair off and got my lip peirced... twice.
Okay.
Discuss.
... will be back and write more later....
Okay.
Discuss.
... will be back and write more later....
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mqx:
Well, then, my hairless, hot, procrastinating friend, feel free to comment on the play, then. Since you read most of that, I assume.
paulsandman:
Bald girls are hot
Are we all trying to be non-conformists by becoming individuals or are we conforming by becoming our own person (just like everyone else)?
Tomorrow I'm going to The Newport Music Hall to watch Coheed and Cambria. I haven't listened to them much but I enjoy what I have heard so far. I hope it's a good concert. I posted the event in the SGOhio group...
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Tomorrow I'm going to The Newport Music Hall to watch Coheed and Cambria. I haven't listened to them much but I enjoy what I have heard so far. I hope it's a good concert. I posted the event in the SGOhio group...
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pedigree_chump:
(i'll be back with proper comments!)
(i'll be back with proper comments!) 
bort79:
Damn and I was already to go taunt someone.
Oh well.
Favorite Movie: Donnie Darko
Why: Because it makes you think about that every little thing that you do in life has a reaction to alot of other peoples lifes. (Something like that.) Plus the dead bunnie (costum) telling Donnie what to do is cool.
Oh well.
Favorite Movie: Donnie Darko
Why: Because it makes you think about that every little thing that you do in life has a reaction to alot of other peoples lifes. (Something like that.
) Plus the dead bunnie (costum) telling Donnie what to do is cool.
Also see if there are friends you know with trucks that are willing to drive with you for the cost of gas and food or something. Two or three hundred bucks to them instead of a grand for a truck. Plus you get a free moving partner.
And, finally, tossing a bunch of shit sounds hard, but it's very liberating; especially when you're trying to make a fresh start.