cap

Pain killers are a big no no. Can't open that can of worms. I can't sleep cuz i intentionally slept during the day. But I can walk now a lil so I'm getting there. Very tired tho.

it is a friend of Todd who asked for some help on a job. I thought he would at least throw me 400 or 500 my way. Todd is pissed at how cheap his friend treated me.

that really sucks dude. Just rememeber to keep the ace bandage tight around you even if its uncomfotable. As for the bleeding just drink lots of water becuase your going to be losing it when you bleed out. Thank you for the kind words it espeicallly meant allot coming from you, I will hopefully be able to take my life back in the near future fight now I jsut need some time I guess.

I have nuthing worth an update to write. Starting to get cabin fever. I'm so sick of this bed. Staring at the ceiling. I tried to sleep away most of yesterday. That backfired. I ended up being incapable of sleep during the night and it was twice as frustrating. There is nuthing in my room. No radio nuthing. I'm locked in a box and I cant even get up to pace. I havent felt this ruffed up since.......Not going there.

The shoulder is almost back to normal. I didnt wince from the weight of this laptop. Yesterday it was too heavy to put back on the floor so i slept on it like a pillow. I really should have put a poster in this room. Instead i'm playing with the candlelight reflections. Knee is throbbing but i cant afford another emergency room visit.

I feel like the guy in Metalica's "One" video. I want to lash out. My only visitors today got a very moodswingy me. So glad I didnt take the painkillers. Self control is hard as it is.

lol I can feel my personality deteriorating. Second I can get up from bed i'm leaving the house. And enjoying the sun. It better be sunny or I'll make nature pay.

Ever had an impulse out of no where and wondered where it came from? Then hours later it hit you? This whole thing came about cuz some sweet girl asked me to be her Prom date. Course I said no. But my mind is all dreamy about tuxedo's and dancing like a pro.

I think its funny when men post thier cocks...Im like, yeah. Um gee. Thanks (shutters) ......although some guys are the exception to the rule

before you delelte this comment in disgust you should read my journal...I din't have your email so the journal is specifially for you. Weclcome back by the way.

go for yours cap

Awww, I'm sorry I didn't go. I had just seen them and no one wanted to come with me! Plus, I hate upstaires at the Mid East, especially during the summer. It's always hot and nasty.

I figure Providence is the best place to see those guys.

oooh, thank you.


hahaha...he asked if he got you wet.
hahahaha.

Drunk...will update tomorrow

So, how was it?