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FUCKFUCKFIGGEDYFUCKFUCKALLAROUNDGODAMNITOMGWTFORZBBQ!!!!! mad

yes i'm a tad annoyed.

It must be a law of nature that if anyone ever get's into trouble with an ex, a rotten boyfriend, evil girlfriend, angry hippo, whatever, I somehow get dragged into it!!

WTF

Why is my life riddled with people asking me to walk them to their car, to stand betwwen them and their tempermental jealous boyfirend, to give messages...
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brankauti:
Ice cream makes everything better. Sorry to hear about all the drama. I tend to be a magnet for old socially retarded guys at work - they all have a huge crush on me and call all the time and try to entertain me with their banter while I work on them. Where are all the hot young men? Why only the gross still-living-at-home-at-40 ones? Sigh. Not that I'm in the market or anything, but it'd be nice to have a hot young guy hit on me instead of a Dungeons and Dragons enthusiast who works in computer science.
thetotalm:
drama is defanitly not needed by anybody but it must mean your doing something right in your life that everyone relies on you. But I can see where it would get a tad annoying. My life is my own worst nightmare right now. I have some demos to battle and thats all I'm going to say. I'm gald your doing better though...stay healthy and avoid any more cars OKay. ARRR!!!
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I'm writing this from a wireless connection at the beach. No one is here it's just me and the water. If I coughed it'd wake the sleeping neighborhood rite up. This beach is dirty I used to swim here when I was 8. Now no one comes here anymore, even during the day. It's still special to me. I like it here. And lately there's...
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muse25:
not a spike...and not a monroe...that on the cheek. But maybe a ball...or a cute hoop on the side. I dont like the middle of the lip....I think. Its not for me. My friend told me to try megnet jewelry to "play" with where I would lthink it looks the best.....I have two days to decide. Either way...My moms going to kill me lol.

you think she'd be use to it by now... confused

ps....congrates on the weight loss. Whats your diet like?
callie:
oh yeah? same to you, bucko.
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Two thoughts entered my mind today worth mentioning.

1) My friend got slapped by a chick at the bar tonight. I was busy so didn't see it just heard it. And saw her walking away.
I've never been slapped by a girl in anger before. But for some odd reason I've been thinking about it and the only things I think I could do to...
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perdita:
The ones you have strong feelings for are the ones you can't have anyway? Hmmm.

Yeah I can be the queen of mean for sure. And I've got my manager to back me up. He is all kinds of awesome.
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Got job

Yeah I know, not bad for a reformed criminal.

Things to do with new found money.
1) Fix car.
2) Buy first tattoo
3) repierce old piercings........again.
4) By a bike
5) Get cracking on looking good naked again.....well looking better at least.
6) Go to the doctor's for a complete physical. I haven't tested my health in over 2 years. God knows...
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muse25:
I dont really have time to IM anymore. I will in the winter though during the snow and cold ass weather. What have you been doing to kill time? And what do you want for a tattoo?
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Got job

Yeah I know, not bad for a reformed criminal. biggrin

Things to do with new found money.
1) Fix car.
2) Buy first tattoo
3) repierce old piercings........again.
4) By a bike
5) Get cracking on looking good naked again.....well looking better at least.
6) Go to the doctor's for a complete physical. I haven't tested my health in over 2 years. God knows...
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cap:
Name that quote and you get a prize.
perdita:
I'm going to be doing straight purple, but it will be a sort of brighter to darker gradient like the red is.
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I got hired for a job but I may get another position in the same company only higher. Depends on another interview.

I feel preety healthy today as long as i'm careful about moving my right arm.

I need to change my profile pic. But I'm kinda camera shy.

Overall a good day.

And it's only 2:30

I think I'm going to get a haircut...
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thetotalm:
I dont have a cd player installed in my car just yet but it will proballly be a mix of a whole lotta stuff. Congrats on the job and potenailly the bigger job...but remeber "with great pwoer comes great responsibillity" Ejoy the weather take a walk people watch get a dells and just sit on a park bench for a while maybe feed some birds. talk to you soon dude.
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I did a bad bad thing.......

I did a bad bad thing.......

Going home, showering and getting pretty. Going out and gonna drift on this wave I've made for myself.

Days like today I really wish I had a bike. Or a convertable.

Medical situation: More of the same Ribs hurt, everything else is stiff. The sscrapes are healed so I can finally shave this...
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Itch scratched I feel better now.

I think this medication is kicking in. It's having some side effects in my personality I was warned about. The sterotypical side effects are kicking in. Great that's just what I need. A chemical induced regretion to caveman/frat boy status. Thanx but I'll pass. I never enjoyed being around sloppy testosterone punks. I certainly don't wanna be one while...
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cap:
I did a bad bad thing.......

I did a bad bad thing.......

Going home, showering and getting pretty. Going out and gonna drift on this wave I've made for myself.

Days like today I really wish I had a bike. Or a convertable.

Medical situation: More of the same Ribs hurt, everything else is stiff. The sscrapes are healed so I can finally shave this grit off and not worry about my cuts.

The steroids(technically it's a steroid dirivitive given to people after surgery so they heal quickly, but I don't see a difference) must be wearing off cuz I feel more like myself. Less aggressive and anxious. They helped me heal pretty quickly so I cant say they were a complete bad idea but I don't care what happens next, I'm never taking them again. Just wasn't worth it.

It's 2 in the afternoon. I'm getting a beer, gonna kick my boots on the table and relax.
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Warning the following post is crude, to the point, and brutally honest. Virgins, Mormons, Old people, Children, up tight buzz cut dike femnists, and any girl or guy who hasn't had a good, down and dirty fucking yet this year MAY get insulted.

This post is a rant be warned. If you are my friend think twice about reading this because if you thought I...
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sapphic_plastic:
"Well I find most women don't appreciate the mindset of a man who suddenly is seriously fighting an urge to rip their clothes off with out an introduction. And that is literally in the state I'm in. I'm very inclined to completly ravage the first girl who smiles at me today."

i stole that from Kay_'s journal.

seriously dude, i think you are underestimating girls... or you are hanging out with the WRONG girls!!! wink
missprint:
I agree with Sapphic Plastic, but no surprise there!

Hey, there certainly isn't anything wrong, offensive or unnatural about having certain urges and acting on them, as long as you aren't forcing yourself on anyone physically, verbally (yelling nasty things out car windows) or otherwise.

It seems to be a sadly common missconception that women are less sexual than men. Women have the only organ that's sole purpose is pleasure! I hit the gym every day partly just to keep my libido under control.

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No cane needed anymore. Just a chair for when I get winded.

Apparently I'm gonna be on tv this week sometime on RTP(Portuguese channel) my father couldn't escort my mother in a parade a few weeks ago cuz we had to play with his band in the same parade. So i stepped in and escorted her all around Fall River. Sweat like a Bastard that...
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callie:
good to know you can walk on your own again.

good thing that smells can't go through tv screens.
as_we_whisper:
definately not a toohbrush in my picture tongue

xo
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List of things to do today.

Take a shower. I'm ripe.

Use my newly found, cane. To go upstairs for the first time in 5 days. It's my grandfather's cane. So it's special.

Hit someone with my cane like my granddad used to.

Get a book and sit on the chair in my porch all day reading. That's basically the extent of my traveling abilities....
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thetotalm:
and what does someone say to follow that....I really dont know so I'm not going to try. Just glad your getting better and your able to be outside today.
missprint:
Sad to hear you are in tough shape! If I were still in Providence I'd bake you something.

kiss for your wounds!