so much to do... so fucking much to do. and i know it. and i know my time limitations. and what do i do? lie in bed for 14 hours, tossing, in a bizarre limbo of sleep awake, dead alive. bad pictures flitting across my eyelids, eyes open, look at the clock, fuck gotta get up... eyes closed.
queen procrastination returns. i will never finish...
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queen procrastination returns. i will never finish...
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metaleric:
brockenbeatzxbl:
<3 u, hope things workout, if not I've got plenty of wilderness and a place for you to hideout.
the other day i padded into the community garage (its under the building, like a bizarre secret lair that everyone knows about and are totally aware of how to get to), barefoot and rushed. gotta get something out of the vehicle...
there is an exorbitant amount of old ladies in my building, as evidenced by the ratio of how many of them i see and...
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there is an exorbitant amount of old ladies in my building, as evidenced by the ratio of how many of them i see and...
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wed:
I hadn't been here for a while and I expected so much to read some hilarious "mooze-like" words on your page, but no...
I don't know who is your friend but, with my best friends, I never have "those words" or those sighs... puzzling. I'd like to be one of your friend, and you'll see how great I am. That's maybe why I have been having some close friends since the highschool. You know, that kind of friends who know you inside out and you're afraid to have silent moments with... I'd wish I could be one of those.
I recognized myself so much in your daily schedule. I'm unemployed right now and I keep receiving "you'll get better" things. Argh.
I heart you and hope to read from you soon.
I don't know who is your friend but, with my best friends, I never have "those words" or those sighs... puzzling. I'd like to be one of your friend, and you'll see how great I am. That's maybe why I have been having some close friends since the highschool. You know, that kind of friends who know you inside out and you're afraid to have silent moments with... I'd wish I could be one of those.
I recognized myself so much in your daily schedule. I'm unemployed right now and I keep receiving "you'll get better" things. Argh.
I heart you and hope to read from you soon.
grizz3rd:
I hope you have the best of best weekends lots of 
enter last night, the birth of the worst dreams i can ever remember...
i woke up bleary eyed and confused, my head pounding and my lips chapped... i threw on a sweater and padded out onto the balcony. i was greeted by a cool, wet morning. once there i crouched down and pulled my knees to my chest, rocking ever so slightly and shaking my...
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i woke up bleary eyed and confused, my head pounding and my lips chapped... i threw on a sweater and padded out onto the balcony. i was greeted by a cool, wet morning. once there i crouched down and pulled my knees to my chest, rocking ever so slightly and shaking my...
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kiku:
Hope you won't have nightmare ever again 
the_reverend:
Dudette, i have nothing constructive to add whatsoever... but i hope you're doing okay. chin up.
and fair play for 'loving that dykey shit'
a great phrase, no matter what the occasion...
and fair play for 'loving that dykey shit'
a great phrase, no matter what the occasion...
tonight was a tedious night, long and marred by my aching head...
and as i sat in the back room with one of the other girls discussing how perfectly useless we felt this particular shift, she took a moment to throw in how pissed she was about the number of women in the crowd... and followed it up with,
"but benni LOVES that dykey shit."...
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and as i sat in the back room with one of the other girls discussing how perfectly useless we felt this particular shift, she took a moment to throw in how pissed she was about the number of women in the crowd... and followed it up with,
"but benni LOVES that dykey shit."...
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sillyzebra:
Dear benni...
hope u are well.. i misss you alot...
zebra
(that short striped thing)
hope u are well.. i misss you alot...
zebra
(that short striped thing)
rosie_baby:
hey women are absolutely gorgeous...nothing with being gay. Is it wrong that you're description of that was quite erotic?? 
you know, ive gotta tell you... sometimes im a hard act to follow. ive been staring at this screen for some three odd hours, my fingertips hovering just over the keys, completely aware that i have absolutely no idea what i need to say.
not necessarily sure i know what i want to say either, for that matter.
there was a moment tonight where millions...
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not necessarily sure i know what i want to say either, for that matter.
there was a moment tonight where millions...
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osiris408:
SOOO CUTE you are!!
contrast:
its funny, cuz i can't decide if
fig newtons > false sense of accomplishment
or
fig newtons < false sense of accomplishment
its the eternal paradox, really.
fig newtons > false sense of accomplishment
or
fig newtons < false sense of accomplishment
its the eternal paradox, really.
well fuck.
guess i should leave for awhile, eh?
guess i should leave for awhile, eh?
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comicking:
I see I'm not the only one who has noticed profile changes, and fairly recent too. Even if you're not "on" the site, its good to see you're at least online. I'll be sure to ask you tomorrow about how tonight went, though who knows if you'll read this.
francis:
i miss you 
hope ur good now... well, you know
hope ur good now... well, you know 
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squee_:
Feel better. Dammit.
Feel better. Dammit.
comicking:
Just thought I'd let ya know that I talked to the other girl in that picture tonight. We talked about you, and where that picture was from. I don't know if I ever told you or not, but you'd never get me on one of those... but that place is usually crowded, how is it you went? I gather it'll be another week before I see you... at least Wednesday.
i feel... sick.
sweaty sheets and fever dreams. snakes and car chases... colored hair and urgent care.
it was a long night.
ive been away... sick and sleeping, visiting and dreaming... too poetic (if you can call it that) for my own good. 'round these parts they call me auntie tattoo.
please excuse me, whilst i vomit.
sweaty sheets and fever dreams. snakes and car chases... colored hair and urgent care.
it was a long night.
ive been away... sick and sleeping, visiting and dreaming... too poetic (if you can call it that) for my own good. 'round these parts they call me auntie tattoo.
please excuse me, whilst i vomit.
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carmina:
Benni?
Hi. Would you mind telling me a tale about your lasering? I'm thinking about knocking one of mine down for a nicer-bigger piece. Seems like a lot of cash and a lot of pain.... Tell me what you think so far?
Thanks
Hi. Would you mind telling me a tale about your lasering? I'm thinking about knocking one of mine down for a nicer-bigger piece. Seems like a lot of cash and a lot of pain.... Tell me what you think so far?
Thanks
im sick. and im freezing. and in two hours and forty five minutes, imonna be in an assload of paaaaain.
but its no ones fault but mine... my poor nerve endings.
i woke up with a start, sweating and lost... feeling so ill. i drew a hot bath and sat in there for awhile... simmering like benni soup. it was nice. i didnt want to...
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but its no ones fault but mine... my poor nerve endings.
i woke up with a start, sweating and lost... feeling so ill. i drew a hot bath and sat in there for awhile... simmering like benni soup. it was nice. i didnt want to...
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xaqary:
aim me.
tatboy138:
my friends and i have just spent about two hours discussing the whole sneeze/switch thing amongst other strange things you wouldn't share with strangers,i'll just say "human soup" and leave it at that......................
soooooo... mutant arm day is almost upon us. again. how i despiiiiiiiiiiiiise it. next tuesday. i will voluntarily let them zap me with lasers. again. i will then proceed to swell, blister, cry, and overall lose my will to live.
and i paid for this? damn right!
you asked if i was a sadist... im starting to think the answer is yes. but i digress....
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and i paid for this? damn right!
you asked if i was a sadist... im starting to think the answer is yes. but i digress....
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acidevangelist:
I love you more today than I did yesterday.
Stay tuned for further updates...
Stay tuned for further updates...
shanana:
I am so glad I got to met you last night. OMG you are even more beautiful in person. 