So I just got off work and realized something pretty lame...I am completely lonely. I'm not an idiot by any means, I know its my fault I'm jaded and have made myself immune to love or feelings of any kind when it comes to having a "relationship." Like anyone I've been hurt in the past difference is I've given up on dating or anything. Working...
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thyestean23:
Karma smiles on everyone...at least thats what im hoping. This doesnt change the fact that people suck and tend to disappoint. You'll know when its right, but I dont blame you for staying off the market. I personally could never imaging dating again...i'd like too, but I don't I could actually do it. Chin up, sister...we all have our shit.
look_mom_no_soul:
I guess good luck? I know this is an old one but I felt compelled to say something. I am where you were a year ago and after talking yesterday with my son's mother it has become so much clearer why people do these kind of things. I don't know what to tell you that would be very encouraging, im so fed up with the whole thing that even going to dinner with someone seems like a waste of time. But if you long for that companionship it will find YOU, not usually the other way around. Hope he comes along for you, just cuz some of us are too fucked up to function in a real relationship doesn't mean you cant be happy
I'm such a loser I haven't wrote in a while. Life has been a little hectic lately so ya know. I've picked up some extra shifts at the bar since my dad lost his job so just been doing a lot of sleeping/ working on Spinecrank stuff during the day. My air conditioning in my car is on the fritz it seems, gotta take it...
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indiebuddhist:
Hi-dee-hoe...I hear ya on the busy thing. Everyone has stuff going on, especially when it gets close to the summer.
I'm just happy to BE working, not striking / picketing (which almost happened ).
I'm just happy to BE working, not striking / picketing (which almost happened ).
bloodhigh:
don't work too hard!
my a/c is slowly going out too
new ink is always good times, i hope to finish my HQ piece next week
my a/c is slowly going out too
new ink is always good times, i hope to finish my HQ piece next week
So I haven't had a blog in a minute. Been working some extra nights at the bar. I go to AZ this week!!! Yay!!! I love going there and spending time with my best friend and getting work done for Spinecrank. Plus we're shooting pics for a new poster so that should be a good time. So today was lame, my sister had a baby...
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bloodhigh:
lol having to be awake for anything when you're hungover sucks ass
I'm glad you made it through lol
I posted pics of the new ink i was telling you about
I'm glad you made it through lol
I posted pics of the new ink i was telling you about
indiebuddhist:
Heyyyy, how have you been? Haven't "spoke" for a while. Hope all is good with you.
I can't sleep!!! I guess with so much on my mind its just not happening for me. So I watched that movie He's Just Not that in to You or whatever its called and I was actually pleasantly surprised. It was pretty cool and in my opinion kinda accurate on some things. Its so amusing how men's and women's minds think differently. I was looking...
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indiebuddhist:
Never seen Stepbrothers, so I don't really know. Have fun at work tonight. Rock out with your... well, you get the idea.
I'm leaving to go to work right now. Hopefully chat with you later.
Bye for now
I'm leaving to go to work right now. Hopefully chat with you later.
Bye for now
bloodhigh:
Wow, that's over a month away lol
I'll mark my calender
I'll mark my calender
Soooo I haven't written in a few days because I was counting on my mood to improve, but it hasn't so fuck it. My life is just a hot mess lately. I go to AZ to work in a little over a week for Spinecrank and I can't wait. I love doing the Spinecrank stuff, bartending is getting old with all its drama and craziness....
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indiebuddhist:
Would a long distance hug help?
Enjoy your lazy Sunday.
Enjoy your lazy Sunday.
So I got off work and got home like 30 minutes ago. It sucks because it's my favorite kind of night, its raining with a lot of thunder and lightning, and I'm just really down tonight and can't enjoy it. I've been working in bars for the past four years and I swear I become more jaded with each night I spend there. Its like...
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indiebuddhist:
Thanks, but it hasn't. My watch band broke and there's a HUGE leak from the upper tenants's bathroom into my bathroom. Sigh
bloodhigh:
that sucks
i hope things get better for you with all of that and you can get back to drama-free fun times
i hope things get better for you with all of that and you can get back to drama-free fun times
So I was right about work last night, what a shit show!!!! Just like every Saturday I get to deal with the blondies (not that I have anything against them) and their Malibu and what the fuck evers. You know what though, every weekend I work and listen to bad music all night makes me a stronger person. =p No not really, it just makes...
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indiebuddhist:
Ya, I hear you. I used to be a fine dining waiter/bartender. i know all about late nights/drunken idiots. You definitely need the down-time. And sleep.
bloodhigh:
You would never believe how big of a Freddy fan I am!!!
Which Nightmare is your favorite?
Which Nightmare is your favorite?
So its Saturday...
I'm sitting here listening to the new Manson CD "High End of Low" pondering how tonight is going to pan out. I bartend on Mondays and Saturdays and Saturdays lately have been pretty fucking hectic. We get slammed with obnoxious drunken young people. Mondays are awesome. It's "Metal Monday" I can wear my ripped jeans and bandanna and chill and have some...
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bill_krueger:
July 17th should be a good day! Can not wait to see your set! From what I can see now, you are gorgeous!
bloodhigh:
i'm digging the new manson, it's good times
welcome to the site and all that fun stuff
i look forward to seeing your set, you're a really pretty lady
have fun!
welcome to the site and all that fun stuff
i look forward to seeing your set, you're a really pretty lady
have fun!