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i want to go to barbados for a week. sit on the beach. snorkle. read. have sex. tan. be rubbed with lotion. sleep outside at night. eat yummy seafood. dance barefoot. shop in flip flops. wear nothing under my sarong.

ever get that gut feeling like something isn't right.

normally i follow my gut, but today i'm not too sure where that feeling is coming from.

i feel so exposed on here sometimes. like too many people know what is going on in my personal world when at heart i am a hermit and wish i could hide away from all humans.

i am in...
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i want to go shopping so badly.

i want a cute tube top dress.

i want cute little short heeled flip flops that i saw at browns that cost the same as my rent.

i want my hair to grow four inches before the start of summer.

i want to change my apartment around and go ikea shopping.

i want to have ten more hours...
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i need a vacation.

i'm scared to break the momentum of work.

it's always all or nothing with me.

balance?

what's that?

are you a dreamer or a realist?

people seldom do what they believe in. they do what is convenient, then repent.

BD

and the circle comes to the fold again. i see the beginning clearly upahead. this pattern that i am going to avoid repeating. for my sake, for your sake. time to move on, you coming with me?

under construction

-my lymph nodes are the size of mellons.

-i can't wait to start making some tracks on my puter.

-this world is shrinking in size everyday and it's becoming frighteningly apparent.

-is anyone a stranger anymore?

-thinking jealous thoughts of the girls that are in LA shaking their groove thing for missy, siren and snow for the burlesque auditions.

-i need to get out of...
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still sicky.
must work tonight.

trying to figure out a good beat composition program for mac.
was thinking about storm because it's pretty affordable.

anyone got any advice on that? just looking to make some funky tracks again. i haven't used any sound programs on my mac yet so i'm not too sure what's out there that's good.

oh yeah, and it is so fricken...
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