audio

hello all.
audio is alive and kicking.
it's been a hectic few weeks. i don't know where my summer has gone. tonight i take a break from it all to party hotel style.

business business business.
not tonight.

for the next two days i will be lost in the rabbit hole.

kisses to all. sorry for the neglect.

i was sick. took some antibiotics.
am feeling much better now.

work is ok. need to make more moneys.

i moved into my new pad. bought some high thread count sheets.

i'm going camping tomorrow. be jealous.

might be driving in a jaguar soon. mwuahaha.

DYNAMITE!

tnt

KABOOM!

oxoxox

oh i need to be taken care of.

me fever is back full force.

oi.


now i go back to bed.

sleep is good.

my bed head is out of control.


kisses. hugs.
xoxo
don't come to close or i'll make you all sick.

i had a bad dream last night.

all the things i feared came true. people i trusted were really just using me. all the decisions i made up to this point came to bite me in the ass.

i need to get out of the city.

i need to meet new people or reconnect with old ones.

i need to be able to trust people...
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i want love.
i want that feeling of being with someone that makes you feel so good nobody else can make you even look their way.
i want sillyness.
i want play wrestling and spontanaiety.
i want petty arguments that end in hot sweaty sex.
i want sharing and growing together.
i want a relationship where both involved still try to impress the other.
i...
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i feel happier right now in this moment than i have in a long time.

i feel like crying. sometimes i forget that there are people that care so much about me and love me unconditionally despite my numerous faults.

i think of fun dip and fried calamari and it makes me happy to know that i could share both of those with the same...
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-two days in a row at the nudie beach has made me tan like a toasted bagel.

-i ate a hotdog today.

-i really need new music. i am surrounded be people who believe that there are only four songs out there and that we must listen to them continuously.

-i get my new appliances on the 9th which means i can finally move into...
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-all i can think about is drinking really cold fresh orange juice. all day. all night. i dream of oj. the healing, not the killing kind.

-tomorrow a new ad for my company comes out. i have a lot invested in this. i'm kinda nervous. monetary investment.

-tonight i cook some supper.

-zee hair is dyed and streaked.

-i don't know why i'm gonna cook...
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-i need to make more cashola.

-all i want to do is sleep. i need more sleep.

-i'm sick. fever. headache. body ache. the works.

-i need zee love.

-i want to watch some good movies.

-and sleep.

-i want someone to cook for me. care for me. bathe me. stroke my head. kiss my back. squeeze my bum. massage my shoulders. tickle my feet....
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-there is not enough hardcore porn at my local video store.

-the fact that spam is a favorite amongst hawaiians baffles me.

-i saw the fattest yorkshire terrier today.

-today is our national french person holiday.

-my bank loves me.

-we were supposed to get thunder showers but nada. zip. nothing but drizzle.

-i said i love you today. twice. to two different people and...
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