Life ... can be so damn crazy, ya know what Im saying?
My guy best friend is simply amazing ... I met him off sg, too! Its rare for me to find guy friends that dont hang out with me to get into my pants, so it really means a LOT LOT LOT when I finally *do* meet this rare breed. This guy is totally...
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My guy best friend is simply amazing ... I met him off sg, too! Its rare for me to find guy friends that dont hang out with me to get into my pants, so it really means a LOT LOT LOT when I finally *do* meet this rare breed. This guy is totally...
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I guess Im not going to PROM afterall. I havent gotten my tax return (still!) so I havent been able to book a flight in advance. I remember saying to shawndaddy that the only way I would be able to go would be if some airline had a KILLER deal sometime in the near future. Then, the southwest commercial came on my tv ...
79$...
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jermhawk:
I recently got to ask a friend who has a prothetic leg about that topic. His responce was "the guy has some denial issues going on" and to just ignore people like that.
For the record, he got shot in the upper/inner thigh with a 12 guage shotgun held 8 inches away. His leg wasn't imediatly aputated. They said it could be saved and the risks outwieghed the benifit. He finally found a doctor willing to amputate 12 years later, now he can run, jump and even play basketball thanks to his prothetic!
For the record, he got shot in the upper/inner thigh with a 12 guage shotgun held 8 inches away. His leg wasn't imediatly aputated. They said it could be saved and the risks outwieghed the benifit. He finally found a doctor willing to amputate 12 years later, now he can run, jump and even play basketball thanks to his prothetic!
paleenchantress:
i 
you !
you !Well I did it. I joined Bally's. I weigh 173 pounds, by the way. 
isnt that sexy? I love to watch the rolls of fat accumulate when I sit down. Sometimes I like to stretch them out and bunch them together and ... ewww. Wait ... gross. Anywho .. had my first workout today. I wanted to kill the personal trainer. I fucking HATE him....
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isnt that sexy? I love to watch the rolls of fat accumulate when I sit down. Sometimes I like to stretch them out and bunch them together and ... ewww. Wait ... gross. Anywho .. had my first workout today. I wanted to kill the personal trainer. I fucking HATE him.... Read More
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doublec:
hi sweetie...i owe you an email, i know...things have just been a little fuckd...i'll write soon, i promise 
queenmab:
hey babe,it's me.W/b soon
Well I want to update ..
I still want to show my love for pav, hunny you were much too young ... and I will miss our silly talks and your witty-ness. I can only hope that you are in a better place right now.
Im doing ok .. I am sad, of course .. but I know that this couldnt have been prevented...
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I still want to show my love for pav, hunny you were much too young ... and I will miss our silly talks and your witty-ness. I can only hope that you are in a better place right now.
Im doing ok .. I am sad, of course .. but I know that this couldnt have been prevented...
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apotheosis:
*cheers*
Life is short but good.
Life is short but good.
ether_medius:
Yeah.. I don't even do drugs anymore for this reason.
I just found out that one of my friends is dead.
pav
Im speechless.
I just hope that hes in a better place. R.I.P
pav
Im speechless.
I just hope that hes in a better place. R.I.P
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nightvixen:
hey chick,i'm really sorry to hear about that,do you know what happened?
thanks for the wishes of wellness,i'm in a hell of alot of pain.
yeah i know my life is like a blur.........hahahaha
and as for what happened at work,as my best friend i would think she would tell me about an affair,see we became friends at work, but her husband has been my friend for 8 years,i want to know but then again i dont think i do......
so hope you'll be ok,i'll shutup now.
love ya chick!
thanks for the wishes of wellness,i'm in a hell of alot of pain.
yeah i know my life is like a blur.........hahahaha
and as for what happened at work,as my best friend i would think she would tell me about an affair,see we became friends at work, but her husband has been my friend for 8 years,i want to know but then again i dont think i do......
so hope you'll be ok,i'll shutup now.
love ya chick!
malloryknoxx:
Oh man!!!! I'm very sorry to hear that.
*hugs*
As to the kind of book I'm writing - I guess it falls into the roman a clef category - sort of a fictionalized autobiographical thing. I'm actually really surprised at how well it's turning out - this is my first attempt at a full on novel.
And I've got a connection or 2 here in LA - so I'm relatively sure I'll get this bitch published. Hell - even if my contacts don't pan out...I'l publish it my damn self if need be
*hugs*
As to the kind of book I'm writing - I guess it falls into the roman a clef category - sort of a fictionalized autobiographical thing. I'm actually really surprised at how well it's turning out - this is my first attempt at a full on novel.
And I've got a connection or 2 here in LA - so I'm relatively sure I'll get this bitch published. Hell - even if my contacts don't pan out...I'l publish it my damn self if need be
Lets have a discussion ...
My sons biological father (sperm donor) decided to call my son on the telephone last night. Just ... out of the blue. I found it to be awfully strange, ya know .. since he's never called my son. Ever. Not even on his birthday! Which got me thinking that maybe he forgot when his sons birthday was in the first...
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My sons biological father (sperm donor) decided to call my son on the telephone last night. Just ... out of the blue. I found it to be awfully strange, ya know .. since he's never called my son. Ever. Not even on his birthday! Which got me thinking that maybe he forgot when his sons birthday was in the first...
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gypsy116:
a childs much better off w/o a father than 1 thats a shitty person, your not being unfair at all
Gypsy
Gypsy
ether_medius:
"Is it better for a child to be without a father .. if the father is a shitty person? Or is it better for the child to have a father, regardless of what he is like?"
I haven't talked to my father since I was 15 because he was such an ass and I'd grown to dislike him immensely.
However, I've come to realize that he is fallible and capable of succumbing to any stupid mistake I can make. Even if he did make them, he's still my father.
No matter what, eventually that child will realize this and want to know things. So if it's necessary, they can grow up without a father just fine... but it will be a harder road for them to come to grips with themselves.
I haven't talked to my father since I was 15 because he was such an ass and I'd grown to dislike him immensely.
However, I've come to realize that he is fallible and capable of succumbing to any stupid mistake I can make. Even if he did make them, he's still my father.
No matter what, eventually that child will realize this and want to know things. So if it's necessary, they can grow up without a father just fine... but it will be a harder road for them to come to grips with themselves.
Hey everyone 
I kinda figured it was time for an update ... since I started noticing more and more ppl taking me off their favorites list, haha.. that kinda stunk. I guess its "out of sight .. out of mind" rather than "absence makes the heart grow fonder"...
My teeth are much better, in fact I hardly notice them. Maybe it'll return, maybe not. We'll...
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I kinda figured it was time for an update ... since I started noticing more and more ppl taking me off their favorites list, haha.. that kinda stunk. I guess its "out of sight .. out of mind" rather than "absence makes the heart grow fonder"...
My teeth are much better, in fact I hardly notice them. Maybe it'll return, maybe not. We'll...
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anarchick:
I forgot the questions!
questions!
~Name a suspenseful "on the edge of your seat" book to read
Hmm, I don't usually read edge of your seat stuff- I'm a memoir kinda girl. I'll say A Clockwork Orange is pretty dramatic, all the violence etc. It kept me hanging out to find out what happened to the guy at the end.
~what are some of your fave websites to go to when you're bored?
SG, myspace, greenday.co.uk, quizilla.com
~do you see yourself doing what you're doing now for work in five years? how abt ten years?
I don't know, I'll probably be working in a shop in 5 years time. In 10 I hope to be something more fulfilling
~when you were a teen, did you see yourself being where you are now? Are you dissapointed or proud?
Hmm, I suppose I'd have liked to have been going to University- but now I don't think I'm going to go. I guess I'm a little dissapointed really. Bah.
questions!
~Name a suspenseful "on the edge of your seat" book to read
Hmm, I don't usually read edge of your seat stuff- I'm a memoir kinda girl. I'll say A Clockwork Orange is pretty dramatic, all the violence etc. It kept me hanging out to find out what happened to the guy at the end.
~what are some of your fave websites to go to when you're bored?
SG, myspace, greenday.co.uk, quizilla.com
~do you see yourself doing what you're doing now for work in five years? how abt ten years?
I don't know, I'll probably be working in a shop in 5 years time. In 10 I hope to be something more fulfilling
~when you were a teen, did you see yourself being where you are now? Are you dissapointed or proud?
Hmm, I suppose I'd have liked to have been going to University- but now I don't think I'm going to go. I guess I'm a little dissapointed really. Bah.
roopie:
gee do you wanna be any nicer my head is actually gonna explode and cover you with brains.. yeah. 
Gah, you can have that girl on 'buy it now' for a cent.*
~Name a suspenseful "on the edge of your seat" book to read:
I guess American Psycho by Bret Easton Ellis kinda covers this in the way that you wonder if he's gonna bite her or stab her...
but the endings pretty interesting
~what are some of your fave websites to go to when you're bored? uhhh... suicide girls?! Hmn I get addicted to a new one every now and again, at the moment it's here and google searches for photography websites.
~do you see yourself doing what you're doing now for work in five years? how abt ten years?
Umm.. probably starting up my website properly, finishing up with UNI and then opening my own shop.
~when you were a teen, did you see yourself being where you are now? Are you dissapointed or proud?
I am a teen I thought life would be a little more exciting... but, i'm a geek 
and on a porn site... nothing can beat that can it? Damnit i'm proud.
*offer only valiad for Ash Suicide
ps. this pic
but i'm not sure if it follows the rules for priofile pics... so i'm pretty useless really arn't I... oh well. You're so hot.
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Gah, you can have that girl on 'buy it now' for a cent.*
~Name a suspenseful "on the edge of your seat" book to read:
I guess American Psycho by Bret Easton Ellis kinda covers this in the way that you wonder if he's gonna bite her or stab her...
but the endings pretty interesting
~what are some of your fave websites to go to when you're bored? uhhh... suicide girls?! Hmn I get addicted to a new one every now and again, at the moment it's here and google searches for photography websites.
~do you see yourself doing what you're doing now for work in five years? how abt ten years?
Umm.. probably starting up my website properly, finishing up with UNI and then opening my own shop.
~when you were a teen, did you see yourself being where you are now? Are you dissapointed or proud?
I am a teen
I thought life would be a little more exciting... but, i'm a geek and on a porn site... nothing can beat that can it? Damnit i'm proud.
*offer only valiad for Ash Suicide
ps. this pic
but i'm not sure if it follows the rules for priofile pics... so i'm pretty useless really arn't I... oh well. You're so hot.
[Edited on Apr 22, 2005 6:28PM]
I apologize to my SG ppl ... but I am in such agony due to my wisdom teeth that I just cant sit here at the computer and be witty. Or funny. Or anything, really. Its lookin like it wont go away without the assistance of a dental professional. Which is just WONDERFUL! Not because of my fear of dentists, but because of how expensive...
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yourarchitect:
love ya....miss ya....
desmobile:
i just tried to contact you through myspace for chatting but stopped 'cause i was afraid to speak to you! LOL!
Help me, god.
My mouth hurts.
Holy shit ... when I begged you to help me lose weight, I didnt mean LIKE THIS!
Christ!
Anyways ...
I guess my wisdom teeth are coming in. They've BEEN coming in for ages now, and every once in a while, they hurt. But it usually goes away, so I dont pay any attention to it when it happens....
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My mouth hurts.
Holy shit ... when I begged you to help me lose weight, I didnt mean LIKE THIS!
Christ!
Anyways ...
I guess my wisdom teeth are coming in. They've BEEN coming in for ages now, and every once in a while, they hurt. But it usually goes away, so I dont pay any attention to it when it happens....
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obliviousfocus:
*HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS*
thejuanupsman:
I was so lucky with my wisdom teeth. They never really hurt. The dentist said they needed to come out, I made an appointment, it was an almost painless procedure and I never even needed the painkillers they prescribed. I have heard from some other people that it can be awful, though. I hope it gets better soon. If it doesn't, go to the dentist before it gets too bad. Waiting will probably only make it worse.
I don't like to think of you in pain.
I don't like to think of you in pain.
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miserybleeds:
i love the new tatt
tampa is a cool city
do you ever visit fl now? if so we should meet up and hang out
Q's
~Do/you/use/dental/floss? Yes
~how/abt/that/nasty/burning/mouthwash/crap? Heh yeah it burns.....
and/why/the/hell/cant/you/dillute/it? i dont know but i do anyways
tampa is a cool city
do you ever visit fl now? if so we should meet up and hang out
Q's
~Do/you/use/dental/floss? Yes
~how/abt/that/nasty/burning/mouthwash/crap? Heh yeah it burns.....
and/why/the/hell/cant/you/dillute/it? i dont know but i do anyways
psychobeastxxx:
I'm on my way to sleep, and will be aided by whatever the hell gives nyquil it's 10% of alcohol, getting sick sucks, heh, anyway
I hate using mouthwash and will end up doing it only like once a week cause it makes me kinda sick, and uhm, I floss sometimes, but not nearly as much as I should
anyway hope all end ups well, mouth pain sucks, your tatoo looks great, doesn't look like any monkey I've seen, and I hope you don't have too much of a hard time replacing that keyboard
I hate using mouthwash and will end up doing it only like once a week cause it makes me kinda sick, and uhm, I floss sometimes, but not nearly as much as I should
anyway hope all end ups well, mouth pain sucks, your tatoo looks great, doesn't look like any monkey I've seen, and I hope you don't have too much of a hard time replacing that keyboard
I WANT STUFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you rock