10 more hours until the dog is gone. I'm already starting to clean. My self confidence is gone. I remember a time about 5 days ago where I was kinda okay. I have a few hard conversations I have to have this week and I'm crazy behind on homework.
So I'm wondering how to be a normal person again. Not sure how. I can't seem...
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So I'm wondering how to be a normal person again. Not sure how. I can't seem...
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I need a job. I have an unemployment interview and I'm scared about it. I hate stuff like that. And watching 4 dogs has been too much. NO SLEEP. AND I've been sick.... AND I wanna see the guy I crush on BUT I'm a mess... scared to make a move... and still can't get a read on what he thinks of me. AND I...
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rollnrob:
Don't be scared! Go for it, even if he doesn't feel the same at least you gave it an effort. Life is full of challenges, good and bad but all worth the experience. Besides you don't want to end up regretting what you didn't even attempt.
Your too young and beautiful to be worrying about such things ... go for it!
Your too young and beautiful to be worrying about such things ... go for it!
absolutelyzero:
Try not to take everything all at once! Try to focus on each facet in your life, one day at a time. We all have our "I'm a loser moments", but think about how much life you have ahead of you worth of AWESOMENESS! 
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bunny_of_grr:
I get to babysit my friends great Dane while she's away in a few weeks, not sure how that will turn out as he weights more then me and is basically a small pony lol I will soon know your pain! Adorable pics!
I will soon know your pain! Adorable pics!
ana:
It's all about how trained dogs are. If the great Dane is a puppy it could be trouble! This lady trained her dogs, but not that well and yea... puppies are hard to train.
She may have lied about how trained they are/ or they are just having so much panic having her gone they are being bad.
One more day... one more night...
She may have lied about how trained they are/ or they are just having so much panic having her gone they are being bad.
One more day... one more night...
Happy Halloween... and stuff. I now have stuff for my hurt back. Still don't know how I hurt it.
But I have pain stuff now so I'm going to bed. No dressing up for me. I can use my costume next year. I just don't care anymore. Might see the guy I like tomorrow. Not having super energy... he is less than mushy. I don't...
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But I have pain stuff now so I'm going to bed. No dressing up for me. I can use my costume next year. I just don't care anymore. Might see the guy I like tomorrow. Not having super energy... he is less than mushy. I don't...
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ron4164:
Feel better Ana.
Feel better Ana.
absolutelyzero:
So you didn't dress up? Me neither! 
Hmmm I also feel I don't have time for a relationship, yet I also want it so badly at the same time. I've just gotten a voice mail from this cute girl I acquainted myself on OKstupid, but for some unexplainable reason, I can't make myself to call her back.. Oh were both in pain! Hope your back feels better soon!
Hmmm I also feel I don't have time for a relationship, yet I also want it so badly at the same time. I've just gotten a voice mail from this cute girl I acquainted myself on OKstupid, but for some unexplainable reason, I can't make myself to call her back.. Oh were both in pain! Hope your back feels better soon!
I need to write a "Language Poetry" prose poem. I keep reading about language poetry and all I get from it is that you play with words. I need more structure. I don't understand this... yet.
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poeticlicense:
poetry schmoetry / what it feels / what it is / ana one / ana two / ana three / wait I know / all your problems solved / here's the missing N / in ana / you're welcome / oh and a few extras / to go /
nnnnnnnnnnn
nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
nanananananananana
nnnnnnnnnnn
nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
nanananananananana
absolutelyzero:
I don't get it either. I'm trying to write lyrics for my crap noise music, but I'm not worried if the words don't rhyme or make any sense. Just wing it! Hope you have an AWESOME HALLOWEEN!
Hmmmm I guess I should take grad school seriously. But I really want to watch Roswell for the 2nd time. Reality feels so weird lately. I don't feel like being around humans or alone. It's confusing. I've been confused for awhile now.
slave2thegrind:
You just haven't found anything good to occupy your thoughts or time. It will happen though, sooner or later and wether you want it to or not.....
So many hot girls going up as set of the day! I wanna be set of the day again... lol. It's hot.
Watching Bones and eating Pizza.
Grandma went in the ground today. I got pictures of stuff... but I'm pretty upset I was not there. But at least I'll get to visit soon. Don't know how i'll afford food, but I do have a...
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Watching Bones and eating Pizza.
Grandma went in the ground today. I got pictures of stuff... but I'm pretty upset I was not there. But at least I'll get to visit soon. Don't know how i'll afford food, but I do have a...
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absolutelyzero:
Hey, no sighing! Just tell him already, before it's too late! I'd rather if a girl just told me how she felt, instead of keeping it to herself. If I feel I should say something to a girl (and reduce the amount of face palm moments), I tell her right away or else there won't be another chance.
In regard to your eating situation, you should be fine as long as you don't divulge into fast food tendencies every day. It's amazing how much money you can save, just by buying food at the grocery store.
In regard to your eating situation, you should be fine as long as you don't divulge into fast food tendencies every day. It's amazing how much money you can save, just by buying food at the grocery store.
poeticlicense:
hmm the girl can write
this is a good thing
protip: writers....write
Manifesto: Butt in Chair School of Writing
1. Put butt in chair every day
a. same butt
b. same chair
c. same time
d. same duration
2. Write. Or don't.
3. Resume civilian life.
this is a good thing
protip: writers....write
Manifesto: Butt in Chair School of Writing
1. Put butt in chair every day
a. same butt
b. same chair
c. same time
d. same duration
2. Write. Or don't.
3. Resume civilian life.
Thank you all for saying nice things. I'm feeling better now that I know I can visit. Even though it's too late for her service I will get to see her grave and such.
I think I'm going to skip the three Halloween parties I said I would be at. I need distraction right now, but being around lots of people feels like too much....
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I think I'm going to skip the three Halloween parties I said I would be at. I need distraction right now, but being around lots of people feels like too much....
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1sailor:
I believe that when loved ones pass on, they continue to live on in your heart as long as they are remembered.
absolutelyzero:
Writing is good! Make sure you write plenty! Good or bad, it doesn't matter! It's good being distracted, so you can get all the somber feelings out of your system. Thanks for the comment, I got a little carried away there. 
*hugs back*
*hugs back*
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ana:
I like her eyebrows a lot... and chick flicks. I'm a big fan of the eyebrows not being skinny and weird.
pthalo:
This is super random, i know.
Was just reading through your blogs and suddenly saw where you mentioned fairytale theater. I officially love you.
Those were my favorite movies as a child and since .. i have not been able to find a single soul (besides my mother, of course) who knows what i'm talking about when i mention them. Just as hard just to find someone who knows who shelly duvall is. Sad, sad world. I ordered almost the entire series of dvds back when i was in high school because i was feeling nostalgic and wanted to see them again.
I play the frog prince (the awesome one robin williams starred in) whenever someone is over and has no idea what ftt is (yes .. i just made an akcronym (sp?) for it).
Thank you for making my night
Was just reading through your blogs and suddenly saw where you mentioned fairytale theater. I officially love you.
Those were my favorite movies as a child and since .. i have not been able to find a single soul (besides my mother, of course) who knows what i'm talking about when i mention them. Just as hard just to find someone who knows who shelly duvall is. Sad, sad world. I ordered almost the entire series of dvds back when i was in high school because i was feeling nostalgic and wanted to see them again.
I play the frog prince (the awesome one robin williams starred in) whenever someone is over and has no idea what ftt is (yes .. i just made an akcronym (sp?) for it).
Thank you for making my night
Is it bad that the only reason I want a better phone/internet is so I could have that starbucks rewards apps to keep track of my drinks?
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rollnrob:
Well yes, anything but Starbucks!!! lol
absolutelyzero:
Bad! Bad! Bad! 
Yea. I guess not cancel. Though I always have a bad feeling about things... I guess I'm just tired. I have stuff early tomorrow too! I can't wait until next week!
Okay, okay, okay forget about that guy and other distractions that are currently affecting your life right now. Just focus on what's more important ... YOU! Trust me, you'll feel a lot better!