ana's SuicideGirls Blog

I am going to go eat subway. I'm really mad at my ex. who is now my EX and ex friend... I'm pissed. I think i'm going to spray paint the dress he gave me. he's a bastard.

I'm pissy. but happy. things have been going we'll. school, meds... way too much coffee.

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maddesthatter:

So much caffine i cannot sleep either, but sleep is for the weak (ha ha ha) and yes exes can be bastards, no matter the sex, I have to deal with that shit right now but that is life. No matter where you go there you are.

Oct 24, 2006

piratagaston:

mmmm well I think actitng against him will just show that u still care for him. nothing its worst to us men than not getting attention

Shit. i ll have to kill you i just let out some of those man secrets

Nov 1, 2006

school. homework, sleep.

all work. no play
*cries*...

I'm very sad to have class tomorrow. Hopefully ill stay alive... if only coffee fell from the sky.

Frankie is curling up next to my lap-top because it's warm. it's cool.

I think this was a bad karma weekend. a lotta people had bad relationship things happen.

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izzy:

doesn't school suck? i'm so sick of it, and i've only been in college for like two months.

i just want to live off campus, and be able to have pets!

and isnt that weir that a lot of times people seem to have relationship problems around the same time?

Oct 21, 2006

shazkhan:

It doesnt really change when you finish school, it changes to work, bills and sleep

Oct 22, 2006

Down by the bay... down by the bay... where the watermelon grow... back to my home... I dare not go... for if I do... my doggy will say... it's 10am in the morning why have you not fed me chicken jurkey yet today???

I'm been lost deep int he sea of homework... I see no end to this... Homework is forsure going to eat every...
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scheisskopf:

HOmework is the stuff nightmares are made of. In fact, if I start thinking about it too much I find myself awakening in a cold sweat, screaming in the dead of night, even though I left the entire concept behind well over a decade ago.

Scary stuff.

I feel for you.

Oct 11, 2006

brok3ndoll:

No problem Darling. I put more on my about me page if you want to check it out. I hope your having a good day sweetie.

Oct 11, 2006

It's just me and my puppie sitting in the dinning room with the laptop. I'm drinkng a redhook, listening to Elliott Smith...

Lately I just have so many thoughts I end up randomly spitting them out at people. I feel like so many people around me DON't wanna hear what I have to say. I just want someone to watch and movie with me and...
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charm:

you and i need to hang out. when we're both not busy with school *sighs*

Oct 4, 2006

vrulovwrath:

Yes its sad when you can't talk to someone about the stuf youre realy thinking. I guess theres nothing to be done about it either.

Oct 8, 2006

the show was amazing... meeting the MOST amazing women in the world.

hot damn.

i'm happy now.

sirloins:

Fabulous!

Sep 21, 2006

afterbirth:

Yeah, but what about ME????

Sep 21, 2006

SOOOO excited
ill be at the SG show tonight.
I hope everyone in the area is there tonight!!!

xoxoxoxoxo

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gishimpish:

*wants to be there!*

Sep 20, 2006

vintage651:

I've got my ticket for the Minneapolis show; can't wait to hear your review!

Sep 20, 2006

I'm hella deperessed.
end story.

I think it's the meds... not working. before them I was slightly more manic... but now I just have no energy and hate life.

I'm doing laundry and watching scrubs...a lotta things are okay I guess.

school starts soon... SPANISH!

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afterbirth:

It's the meds I think.
I've been going through the same shit, but am coming back around.
Every once in a while the meds aren't enough, but the crisis will pass in week or so.
My doc and I discussed upping my dose, but the side effects wouldn't be worth it.
Hope you're feeling better.

Sep 18, 2006

sirloins:

Where do you live in Washington?

Sep 19, 2006

i'm sooo excited about the SG tour!!!! Big deal, so happy it's coming right to me.

do people even date anymore? or just they just hook-up?

I'm slightly depressed about life and CONFUSED about everything.

Anyone have any answers?

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sirloins:

I have all the answers.

Sep 8, 2006

toupee:

Some still date.

Sep 23, 2006

ehhh I feel kinda sick from being lazy, drinkng pbr, and watching project runway...

oh my netflix... how you bring joy to my door step.

long laberdayyyyy weekend with family... usually don't see family much... haven't seen most of these people in over ten years... it didn't go over too well.

COME to find out i'm the only punk-ass in the family.
sad story.
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afterbirth:

Define "punk-ass" please.

Sep 5, 2006

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