Going to put a fire in the fireplace and get down to my finals. I really want today to be relaxed. Cleaning first! Must clean before homework every time!
I will not be checking my email for two weeks. It's finals so I'm going to be hardcore busy. I'm slightly sad about this but I am glad that it's almost over. I need a break. I need to make good changes. I think this is the start of something good. But it's hard to tell.
Loving my SG... Just not loving homework. ALL I need to do is write a poem and my head is BLANK. But blank is not so bad. I just need to come up with something brilliant tomorrow.
I need to write a poem today... I'm starting with a quote from Sex and the City: When men attempt bold gestures its generally considered romantic. When women do it its often considered desperate or psycho.
10 more hours until the dog is gone. I'm already starting to clean. My self confidence is gone. I remember a time about 5 days ago where I was kinda okay. I have a few hard conversations I have to have this week and I'm crazy behind on homework.
So I'm wondering how to be a normal person again. Not sure how. I can't seem... Read More
Europe.. now why didn't I think of that? You are so great!
Yea. I guess not cancel. Though I always have a bad feeling about things... I guess I'm just tired. I have stuff early tomorrow too! I can't wait until next week!
Okay, okay, okay forget about that guy and other distractions that are currently affecting your life right now. Just focus on what's more important ... YOU! Trust me, you'll feel a lot better!
I need a job. I have an unemployment interview and I'm scared about it. I hate stuff like that. And watching 4 dogs has been too much. NO SLEEP. AND I've been sick.... AND I wanna see the guy I crush on BUT I'm a mess... scared to make a move... and still can't get a read on what he thinks of me. AND I... Read More
Don't be scared! Go for it, even if he doesn't feel the same at least you gave it an effort. Life is full of challenges, good and bad but all worth the experience. Besides you don't want to end up regretting what you didn't even attempt.
Your too young and beautiful to be worrying about such things ... go for it!
Try not to take everything all at once! Try to focus on each facet in your life, one day at a time. We all have our "I'm a loser moments", but think about how much life you have ahead of you worth of AWESOMENESS!
I get to babysit my friends great Dane while she's away in a few weeks, not sure how that will turn out as he weights more then me and is basically a small pony lol I will soon know your pain! Adorable pics!
It's all about how trained dogs are. If the great Dane is a puppy it could be trouble! This lady trained her dogs, but not that well and yea... puppies are hard to train.
She may have lied about how trained they are/ or they are just having so much panic having her gone they are being bad.
Happy Halloween... and stuff. I now have stuff for my hurt back. Still don't know how I hurt it.
But I have pain stuff now so I'm going to bed. No dressing up for me. I can use my costume next year. I just don't care anymore. Might see the guy I like tomorrow. Not having super energy... he is less than mushy. I don't... Read More
Hmmm I also feel I don't have time for a relationship, yet I also want it so badly at the same time. I've just gotten a voice mail from this cute girl I acquainted myself on OKstupid, but for some unexplainable reason, I can't make myself to call her back.. Oh were both in pain! Hope your back feels better soon!
I need to write a "Language Poetry" prose poem. I keep reading about language poetry and all I get from it is that you play with words. I need more structure. I don't understand this... yet.
poetry schmoetry / what it feels / what it is / ana one / ana two / ana three / wait I know / all your problems solved / here's the missing N / in ana / you're welcome / oh and a few extras / to go /
I don't get it either. I'm trying to write lyrics for my crap noise music, but I'm not worried if the words don't rhyme or make any sense. Just wing it! Hope you have an AWESOME HALLOWEEN!
take are,
Ph