Okay-e. Now that I'm not super hungover from my night of crazy drunk-ynewyearsss. I need to find a job. I'm trying to thing of places to apply. I have a B.A.... but I'm still thinking something simple like delivering pizza. This is becoming more and more important because I'm a writer/someone who likes to chat with you sexy people and I need to save to...
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legman:
um... hell if I know!
Holiday holiday! I have a sexy sexy dress for new years eve. Be prepared for hella sexy slightly drunky photos. I'm super excited to start a new year. The only resolution i have is to not slap anyone next year... lol.
Glad the holiday is almost over. I'm excited to start a new year!













Glad the holiday is almost over. I'm excited to start a new year!
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vincent5:
if anything your resolution should be to slap more people lol
absolutelyzero:
That's the kind of attitude I like! Happy New Year Ana! Oh, what's with the random skull face? Heh.
Today was a good day! Kinda just what I needed, but I don't know why.
AFTER watching the whole series of Buffy for the 3rd time I then changed to the 5th season of Angel so as to follow Spikes character. I don't like some of the middle seasons of Angel so this seemed like a fun way to do things.
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AFTER watching the whole series of Buffy for the 3rd time I then changed to the 5th season of Angel so as to follow Spikes character. I don't like some of the middle seasons of Angel so this seemed like a fun way to do things.
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warskeptic:
Buffy i great. The same writer did Firefly and Serenity - also great.
But he also wrote Alien 4: Ressurrection. Disaster! Although apparently the director really screwed up his script.
But he also wrote Alien 4: Ressurrection. Disaster! Although apparently the director really screwed up his script.
jetta_5:
Happy you had a good day love!!!!
I found out that to feel better/stay healthy I have to fix my blood by eating red me/beef and lamb mostly 3-4 times a week. Seeing as I was raised not eating meat this is a bit weird. I'm going to have to learn to cook it... that's the hard part. I don't mind eating it as long as I can avoid creepy chewy bits....
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cadavre:
there are so many ways to cook it, I hope you'll find a way that you really love!!
absolutelyzero:
I'm also lacking a bit on the red stuff. Chicken is easier to cook than beef. Chewy bits! Yuck! My parents think I'm weird for avoiding that.
I'm all over the place. Feeling good... feeling sad. Distraction seems to be the best thing for me. I guess I'm trying to chat with people online because it is distracting. Sometimes I wish SG had an instant message thing. I put an AIM thing on there... but no one uses aim... and I don't really use it. Too oldschool.
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atlas29:
I think you really need to sit and reflect on everything that has happened. Just remember to look at the big picture, not just scrutinize the bad things. Appreciate who you are like we do. I hope you start to understand and feel better soon 
s_eldorado:
Cheer up, beautiful.
Things will get better. Sometimes you need to just DO things to get your motivation back. It's so hard taking that first step but once you've done that, it makes a huge difference.
Stuff that I've found really helps me "reset" sometimes:
- Start a new workout regimen (keep it small, easy and simple to start - doing it is the important part)
- Clean and/or rearrange my place. Even just one room.
- List everything out that I want to do or have in my life. Even little things. Pick the easiest one and make it happen.
Thinking about you xo
ps: Buffy is AWESOME
Things will get better. Sometimes you need to just DO things to get your motivation back. It's so hard taking that first step but once you've done that, it makes a huge difference.
Stuff that I've found really helps me "reset" sometimes:
- Start a new workout regimen (keep it small, easy and simple to start - doing it is the important part)
- Clean and/or rearrange my place. Even just one room.
- List everything out that I want to do or have in my life. Even little things. Pick the easiest one and make it happen.
Thinking about you xo
ps: Buffy is AWESOME
So when you rarely get dumped. And you don't wanna go crazy and bleach your hair... What do you do?
I feel that NEED. The need to make a big change in my life... no good reason. Just bad girl logic. I'm really good at having crazy girl logic that does not even make sense to other girls.
Any ideas for break-up cures? Or just...
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I feel that NEED. The need to make a big change in my life... no good reason. Just bad girl logic. I'm really good at having crazy girl logic that does not even make sense to other girls.
Any ideas for break-up cures? Or just...
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chameleonbiscuit:
Start a new fitness regime!
chefdaddy:
why does everyone always punish their hair when things go wrong?
I AM SO SINGLE. I have been trying to date this guy and falling for him forever now. He's never let me in. He said he wanted to make things better just a day ago and now he's FLAT OUT IGNORING ME. I deserve better. I hate this. I adore him so much. I wanted a boyfriend this winter. Someone to watch movies with and...
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atlas29:
I really do hope you find someone to connect with. By the sound of it, this guy couldn't see the wonderful thing he had. "Can't see the forest for the trees". The main point is that you keep trying. Its much more than i can say. I'm so scared of a relationship i avoid people all together.
absolutelyzero:
Ana, think about all the free time you'll have to yourself! YEAH! Focus on you, you and yourself (and the doggie too!). Oh and guess what? NO STRESS!! You're still young at 26 years and you'll be happier and stronger from this. Things happen for a reason and now it's time to move on. Work on that book you talked ...err wrote about earlier! It'll be a good way for you to be distracted and heal your awesome heart. I think good things are coming your way real soon! 
I need to get out of town. I need a distraction
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nmatte:
Have fun
ron4164:
Go where there's some fun to be had! 
I got an 'A' in poetry class! YAY!
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vintage651:
Awesome!
cadavre:
Congrats!!!
Happy post! Happy post! I'm just trying to be filled with joy! It's not working... but I can try!
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absolutelyzero:
Happiness should happen everyday! 
Okay. So I know this is a stupid thing to post about. But my head hurts and all I can think about is that I can't find a job. I was distracted with my grandma dying and school when stores were hiring seasonally. NOW when I ask about jobs they say the are not hiring and will be letting seasonal people go in January.
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absolutelyzero:
Nothing to stupid to bitch about. It's happened to all of us. I've learned that your next job doesn't have to be about what you studied for in school, as long as it helps you to support your life outside of work. You can try applying for any job out there as long as it's within your tolerance level and qualifications. Sometimes companies will even train you on a job that doesn't require experience. Don't give up!
catdad:
If I were you, I'd try a temp agency. Depending on the type of work you'd be willing to do, they may have you take some aptitude tests (if you were going to be doing office work, they'd have you take a skills assessment on MS Word, Excel, or PowerPoint, for example). The nice thing about temp work is there is no obligation for you to stay if you don't like the environment, the manager, or the coworkers (or if they misrepresented the type of work you'd be doing). But, it can get your foot in the door for a long-term job and will add to your resume and work history.
do people just take turns breaking each others hearts? I broke my ex's heart... so now that i'm falling he's not going to give me his and break mine in this process? starting to seem that way. SO next up is me breaking someones heart. i'm sick of this. why can't we all be happy?
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zpo:
The price of love is that we open ourselves to being hurt.
There is one important truth we often lose sight of. I'm guilty of it too. Each of us is responsible for our own happiness. Others may play a role, but we retain the responsibility. If you can, take 5-10 minutes completely for yourself today. Staring out the window - a cup of coffee and watching people - whatever it is that you enjoy and think is frivolous or not worth the time - do it today for just a few minutes.
There is one important truth we often lose sight of. I'm guilty of it too. Each of us is responsible for our own happiness. Others may play a role, but we retain the responsibility. If you can, take 5-10 minutes completely for yourself today. Staring out the window - a cup of coffee and watching people - whatever it is that you enjoy and think is frivolous or not worth the time - do it today for just a few minutes.
absolutelyzero:
I don't understand this love nonsense. It's like a joke to make you go insane or something. I just try to be careful when someone tries to make any indication that could potentially lead to my heart.
