I did a LOT of homework today. I still have the really hard stiff LONG papers that I have to work on all weekend. I think the weather is making me depressed. I'm tired and I never feel like doing anything... not even watching tv. I don't know what's up with that. For the most part people liked my poem this week. I cut off... Read More
"I still have the really hard stiff LONG papers that I have to work on all weekend."
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It's official...I'm lost to my dirty mind. No, don't send a search party, it's too late for me...
I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling so depressed right now, Ana. But I do like where you're going with that last line. Doing a little of that myself (well, trying to).
Keep at it, I know it's hard work, but from the amount of concern and attention you put into it, it feels to me like the classes are important to you.
I've been reading your updates, but haven't always been in the right state of mind to contribute. (That means I'm watching you! Write more!! Words...goood! hehe)
The weather here brought light rain, but the change affected me more than I expected...know what you mean.
I wanna be the fairytale theater (shelley duvall) snow queen for halloween. I don't have money to buy one... but maybe I can Goodwill/come up with something. It would have to be awesome. When I dress-up I go all out... I have tons of homework... and was not going to dress-up... BUT now I wanna be a snow queen... *sigh* I don't know. I wish... Read More
Clutter is a bitch, sometimes I feel like just giving up everything and living completely free of all constraints, but then I think of how much I will miss my Mac, my shoes, my pretty vintage cups ... and I just forget about the idea
I hurt myself cutting down a tree. I had to! It was hurting my other tree. The good news is that the tree is gone. The bad news is that my body needs help ) :
Today I have to go to a dog funeral. I'm kinda wishing I didn't say I would go. Jack was a great dog. But a dinner with 50 people talking about doggy-funeral stuff could be.... something.
I had a hard time waking up today. I got up... spent time with my dog. Could not find my dog... found him hiding under my bedsheets. I guess... Read More
I don't usually go out but my friend got married. So I went out! It was not a large group of people. I was mostly just talking to my friend jes. We got some yummy drunks and they played 2 gaga songs. There was nowhere to dance... SO we danced anyways because you have to dance to GAGA! And it was fun. But now I'm... Read More
Yes. It's true. Love is a bitch and then you die. I mean really! Every time I get into a new relationship I'm like "wait... I've done this before" it's almost like the same story every time. And it usually ends the same.
So now I'm like. Why start anything? It's just going to end up the same. I could write a story right now... Read More
I know exactly what you're saying... I quit "relationships" a few years ago after a horrible end to what started off as a great friendship turned relationship.... Done with them... almost think staying single is the better road to go... I think maybe getting a few "Cuddle Buddies" and a few FWBs and life should be grand...
I don't HATE love... I'm a big fan of it... I think more people should find true love... but for me... I don't think I was made for it!! I'm just tired of being tired! One of my favorite sayings is: "Love is an illusion created by divorce lawyers!"
Stay true to yourself, and love who you are... I believe that is the key to happiness.... if someone to love comes along... then I get to share that journey.
I'm not unhappy... actually I'm very happy... and have taken the time to change some things in my life... so what I'm saying here is meant to be inspiring not discouraging.
I'm going to write a poem about a jade plant this week. I'm trying to decide what jade plants make me think of/come up with ideas. I know they are a money tree... friendship tree... but I think they are more.