I don't know if its because I'm horny, or lonely, or maybe the combination of both, or perhaps its because I'm bored, BUT I think I'm ready to start dating again. Im still not ready to be away from my kids though, so whom ever I go on a date with need like kids, and be OK with me bringing them along. I just have...
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doxie:
Good luck on the dating scene! Don't settle for anyone who doesn't completely deserve you 
And your kiddos.
And your kiddos.
scotty:
I like the sound of that....
Being a suicide girl means you do lots of drugs and have sex with random strangers.
at least that what my mom thinks. Yes i am going back to talking about my moms rants of me being on SG. I feel like such a teenager. No matter what i say im wrong. I am proud to say that i am 25 and have never touched...
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at least that what my mom thinks. Yes i am going back to talking about my moms rants of me being on SG. I feel like such a teenager. No matter what i say im wrong. I am proud to say that i am 25 and have never touched...
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darksaiph:
well stay strong and keep being proud of yourself
oh and keep your faith.. you will never be lost with your faith intact
oh and keep your faith.. you will never be lost with your faith intact
skully:
oh im sorry, i know that must be hard.
people make assumptions about who a suicidegirl really is.
people make assumptions about who a suicidegirl really is.
How to dye your carpet Lessons in life #1
First buy a few different hair dye colors that you would like to dye your hair. Then fallow the directions, and apply to the hair you would like dyed.
Next, get distracted. Forget that the hair that is in a bun on top of your hair has dye in it, and continue doing what ever it...
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First buy a few different hair dye colors that you would like to dye your hair. Then fallow the directions, and apply to the hair you would like dyed.
Next, get distracted. Forget that the hair that is in a bun on top of your hair has dye in it, and continue doing what ever it...
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I am unworthy
I am weak
I am defeated
I am broken
I am lost
I am alone
I am empty
I feel like I keep trying to make things better in my life, and my kids lives, but some how i end up on the bottom.
I am weak
I am defeated
I am broken
I am lost
I am alone
I am empty
I feel like I keep trying to make things better in my life, and my kids lives, but some how i end up on the bottom.
louisiana:
I don't understand, lady. If you feel this way, why not try to change things a bit? Blogging about it won't do much...
*hug from a stranger*
Hang in there, baby.
*hug from a stranger*
Hang in there, baby.
I am alone in this world, with no hope to hold me up in my dark times. Its hard to stay strong with tears in your eyes and no air in your lungs.
I finally told my mother that I am an SG, only because she was asking me sooo many questions about my trip to seattle a few weeks ago. At first she didnt...
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I finally told my mother that I am an SG, only because she was asking me sooo many questions about my trip to seattle a few weeks ago. At first she didnt...
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marigold:
Wow. Your mom's crazy and totally over the top. She's trying to convey the magnitude of her disapproval by saying fucked up shit to you that she knows you'll hate. You know you're not damaging the lives of your children and you're an adult, there's no need to listen to your mom's lecture on your life choices. I feel for you. And that cross-country nonsense is equally awful.
It's always darkest before dawn. <3
It's always darkest before dawn. <3
gentleman_casper:
it has been my experience that being afraid is just part of being a good parental figure--it keeps you aware and mindful--but so is trusting yourself and your decisions. the best mothers a have ever known, including my own, had been subject to truly "negative attention" in such capacities, yet i admire them most of all. these women are what made me the man i am. because despite of anyones' words or feeling towards them or their actions, they refused to be ashamed of who they truly were--they stayed true to themselves. it was a woman who did have her name bruised with genuinely pornographic work that saved me from one of my darkest times as a teen, made me believe in family when i thought i'd never see my mother again.
i guess what i am trying to say is neither you, or any SG mom should hold any shame. you are mindful and loving--you put it all into your children--by that alone, you are a wonderful mother, and there is still so much to you.
keep being who you are always and trying to do right like you do--it all is absorbed by your children, and none can smear that good work, such things are beyond contest.
~Much love.
i guess what i am trying to say is neither you, or any SG mom should hold any shame. you are mindful and loving--you put it all into your children--by that alone, you are a wonderful mother, and there is still so much to you.
keep being who you are always and trying to do right like you do--it all is absorbed by your children, and none can smear that good work, such things are beyond contest.
~Much love.
Why is it, that even as an adult, our parents still have control over us? or is it just me?
armorer520:
cause they can mine still think their incontrol
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xfinitex:
I'm sorry that you're feeling like that lately. There isn't really much that I can say to cheer you up, but you should feel better ok?You're wonderful and I can guarantee that your kids think you're just about the best thing out there.
coley:
Oh! Lucky! Three of my favorite girls are there!!!!! 
I hardly ever come on here and make new post, but i feel like i should.
Last week end was so much fun! Im still recovering, not that i went out and got all wild or anything, but the convention totally kicked my ass. It was a blast though.
For those of you who know me, I am a shy, very over protective mom, but...
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Last week end was so much fun! Im still recovering, not that i went out and got all wild or anything, but the convention totally kicked my ass. It was a blast though.
For those of you who know me, I am a shy, very over protective mom, but...
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ron4164:
I love that photo!
Didn't know who's son that was.
He's got quite a view going there!
Hope you had fun Amelinda.
I love that photo!
Didn't know who's son that was.
He's got quite a view going there!
Hope you had fun Amelinda.
YAY! i did another set, and it was rejected again! i love being a reject! lol. But if anybody wants to see it, its in the hopefuls section, its called post it.
enjoy.
enjoy.
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marigold:
It was great meeting you and your family!
lyxzen:
it was so awesome meeting you, love...your little guys were super rad, too!
wow, crazy usually its just my buddy rick that responds to me, I feel so flattered right now. thanks guys for giving me some attention. Im doing my set this coming weekend. Gettign my vag waxxed on sat, then getting a tattoo, and should do my new set like on sunday night or monday night.
