amelinda

Bueno pues... Te digo que hoy empezo mi escape de Colombia haca los Estados... Mis maletas son hechos y estoy esperando un vuelo de Cartagena a Bogot. Voy a pasar un par de das ah y debo estar en casa en Virginia Beach por la tarde en viernes. No s exactamente cmo siento sobre la idea. Quiero quedarme ac, pero extrao mucho a mi casa. Pero as es la vida. No hay nada que yo puedo cambiar en esa vaina, por qu meterme en mil problemos preocupandome, verdad?

Qu hay en Ohio que te da las ganas a vivir por ah? Mi mam es de Ohio y ella le odiaba a la ciudad donde viva. You nunca he ido.

Y lo que de parecer fuerte afuera y ser tierno adentro, s tienes razon. Pero soy gminis y por eso hay dos de mi. Siempre he luchado con cual es mi verdero identidad, el guerrero o el poeta. Obviamente por mi trabajo, es facil decir el guerrero, pero de verdad, hay muchas veces cuando me canso de esa forma de ser demasiado.

Bueno, te tengo que dejar. Me voy al aeropuerto en una hora. Hablamos ms tarde. Un abrazo.

I wish you the best with all your treatments and stuff. *hugs*
Thank you for the add!
Oh, and maybe that guy still thinks it's easy to quit smoking, but, after six years, isn't ready to prove it yet.

There's absolutely nothing selfish about wanting some time to yourself on your birthday, hun. You shouldn't be thinking otherwise.

I will be looking for it and waiting (impatiently) to see it hit MR.

Yes, very chocolaty. It's worth picking up at your local beer store.

Hmmm, I don't know whether to hope your little man's aims gets better or gets worse... but I do hope his bladder grows quickly. And that the kitten's eyes improve quickly.

Well damn. I guess I'm gonna have to go take another look at your sets. I just never noticed how long it was. It's still beautiful

I'm glad to hear that aside from those couple events, the day went well for you and I'm glad to hear now that shockwave is doing much better.

I've been pretty good. I move out of my CHU in about 4 weeks and then I'll be living in a tent for the rest of the time I am here, so I'm cleaning up, throwing away stuff I don't need/really want to take back with me, and pulling pictures down off my wall locker as careful as possible, because I used double-sided tape to stick them up. I realize now that that was a bad idea. lol Other than that, life is going pretty much the same way it always seems to for me and I'm just riding the waves.

Well, I apologize for the disrespect, but fuck that, man. That has NOTHING to do with a woman's merits as a mother, so you shouldn't let that get to you. I mean, I'm sure it's hard, cuz it's your mom, but look: I'm in the Army, my sister's a college graduate pursuing her dream of being in the theatre, and my brother, well, he's a bit of a mess, but I don't think that's too fuckin shabby at all for a couple of drug dealing/addicted parents. Do you? A man/woman's merits as a parent are based on how their relationship with there kid(s) is and how well they take care of them. On that note, I haven't seen anything indicating that you are anything EXCEPT a good mother. You also clearly have some working relationship with their father and that says a lot as well.

If you feel better about moving to Idaho and it doesn't affect their father any more than he is affected now, I don't see a problem with that at all. You're right. You DON'T have to live with your mom. You don't even have to see her much. That's the beauty of being your own person; making your own decisions.

Well, I'm glad you're not being too hard on yourself about it, hun.
I'm doing pretty well. I only have a little over 2 months left before I'll be back in the US again. Each day closer is a day that I'm a little happier.
How about you? When's your next treatment? How are you feeling right now? What about your neighbor? Your kids getting along with eachother alright?

Ugly. I live by my brains- if they go, I'm in big trouble.

Got to be ugly if its got to be one or the other.
Ugly is subjective, what is ugly to one person is beautiful to another.
What about you where do you stand on the issue?
(if its any help you don't come across as stupid and you are definitly not ugly )

Weeellllll,
A. I don't know where "here" is (or maybe I do know and I just can't remember at the moment), and
B. Because for the next 2 and a half months or so, I am still going to be living in Iraq. Then I've got to go back to Kansas for 5 months. Then, I have to go to San Antonio for 4 months, and then I'm probably gonna be in Ft. Cambell, Ft. Knox, or maybe Ft. Benning.

Maybe if I wasn't in the Army, but then I probably wouldn't be alive right now, and DEFINITELY wouldn't be on a computer so much.

If it's any consolation though, wherever "here" is has gotta be better than where I am, if not just because you're there, so I wish I was there too.

In all seriousness, hun. I would gladly send you the money for a nanny so you could go out with your boyfriend or whatever you wanted to do.

You're right. You DON'T get out, but old people don't complain much about not going out (in my experience, anyway), because they have lived their lives. So that's proof right there that you're not old. You still have that wanderlust. Hell, what old people have YOU met who even TALKED about voluntarily moving across the country? I haven't met one yet.

YES, GO TO OHIO!!! think of all the things you like about the WA landscape without any of the other bullshit--i was amazed. it looks like home, smells like home, even almost feels like home from time to time...i, well, you should think about it...email me and i will give more detail.

Thanks so much for the comment on my blog! Hope we can become friends!

Man, I fuckin' wish someone would stop by and relieve me from my lon day so that I can do my homework. Goodness knows there is a shit ton of it to get done.

No need to thank me. That set totally deserves to go live. You and the setting you're in with the sunrise makes it one of the most beautiful sets I have seen.

So, what's stopping you from getting toned abs? The scar would still be there, so I don't think you have to worry there, hun.

I hope you're well.

I have over 700 photo's i took and yes i had a BLAST!!!
You should come next year.

Yup you definitely got that right, emotional stress is definitely worse and more harmful than the one cause by searching a job. Once again good luck with finding a new job :hug:

well stay strong and keep being proud of yourself
oh and keep your faith.. you will never be lost with your faith intact