alexis

Today was a crappy day. Usually my days are indifferent, or it has good parts that are equally weighed down with bad parts.. I'm libra.. life is centered around balance, and creating an overall 'chill' and laidback lifestyle of not too much good or bad... just enough to keep things interesting without being overwelming.

But not today.. today was exceptionally bad.. when one bad thing after another occures unrelenting... I had a really good day about 2 weeks ago.. it was inevitable that the bad day would be right around the corner.

It started off with
1. I'm moving out in a month and currently apartment searching... I was promised by a realtor that they would have a huge 4 bedroom house available in Northern Liberties, with a yard and parking, etc... and my friends and I were all besides ourselves, we were so excited to get a house together... we were going to have suicidegirl parties and the works. But no, when I met with the realtor this morning and asked about this said house, she no idea what I was talking about. They lied to me, then they tried to push 'well we have a studio starting at $650..." f' that'

2. I parked my car in a hotel parking lot for a few hours, I didn't think it was anyones spot... when I went to get it, a silver bmw was blocking me in, and then an uptight business woman starts yelling at me and threatening me "I was going to get your car towed! I was calling all of my friends to come block you in! This is the second time you did this! (actually lady.. I've been doing that longer than you think)... " With my tail tucked between my legs, I said a million sorrys and drove away. It sucked, getting yelled at makes me really upset, but I had it coming to me...I was going to get caught sooner or later.

3. My profile picture keeps getting deleted... I would add a new one, but then when I went to refresh the browser, *crash* went the computer. So thats whats going on with that.. sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't. Oh how I lament having a mac!

4. It took me about an hour to print out two 11x17 pages on my espon printer. I even put it on speed setting. I went to mount the pages, and was trimming around the edges when all of a sudden, my xanto blade slips and cuts off a chunk of my finger! Its a rite of passage for any art school student to have a peice of themselves cut off by a blade... I guess it was my time. So my finger starts bleeding and it wont stop! It still wont stop.. I have it wrapped in tissue and duct tape.. I'm waiting for it to clot, but everytime I remove the tissue it starts to bleed again. Any advice?

5. Last... I had another house prospect in south SOUTH philly. Man it was ghetto... It was the worst house tour I've ever been on. The house was beautiful, but the landlord a condescending bigot. He said unreasonable things like... I wasn't allowed to tape things on the wall, play music loud, I wasn't allowed to step on the marble he was putting in the bathroom with my shoes on (WTF???) and I made a crack about my friend living in the basement and he started yelling at me! He said it was illegal, and that " If caught you with more than 3 people in hee, then I swear that I will be your worst nightmare!" OOOookkay.. weirdo. He acted like his new glamourhole was too good for us kids, nevermind that it's located in the armpit of Filthadelphia.

Yeah so I'm almost ready to cry from the stress of today. It's almost over. But hilights of today include:

1. I found a really nice 2 bedroom for $800, all I need is a roommate... (with a very nice landlord)
2. I bought mango ice cream at the corner store... mmm tastes like mango lassi
3. oh, and I've been accepted to be a suicide girl (actually I found that out awhile ago, but didn't saything because my pics are still 'pending')