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I feel like being random with this....

I got home from worka bit ago, smoked some of my dad's weed because i'm out. My father doesn't know I know he smokes (is that right? lol) I feel like Iim destined to smoke always, I guess maybe because both my parents always have. My dad is pretty successful and my mom subjectively so, but I really...
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On a break from work. I am starting to get burnt out i think. I just hate working two jobs to support myself. I need to get back to school, get a degree, etc. I know my time is more valuable than 9 bucks an hour, and I want to work a nice day job that I can make good money at.

I want to...
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My life is finally taking a constructive turn! I got a second job at the Gap. It's a great place to work, super laid back. Been picking up more hours at the salon too. In the past two weeks I've been able to save 1000 dollars, so getting a car is maybe in the near future.

I want to start dating. Partially because I'm finally...
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I've been having the craziest fucking dreams lately. I usually never dream and now every night I have the most intense dreams. I don't know why dreaming is bothering me...

trying to find a second job so I can move out but it's basically impossible.

my life has become much too monotonous.

I can't believe how much my life has changed in the past year. Last summer was the absolute worst ever, basically everything that could have gone wrong could. this summer has been random, great, and although i am still pretty shy and anti-social to people I'm not familiar with, the few friends i have are literally my lifeline. I love megan so much, i really...
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megan and i have been talking and we decided to move to denver. it wont be until august but im excited, and i am going to back to school.

broke as shit always, which sucks, but i have a few job interviews so hopefully ill have a second job.

now all i need is a car. and some more weed.


twilight is a great movie....
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still freaking out about the apartment. I wake up every morning just panicking lately because I know that geteting rid of my apartment is a big fucking deal and i haven't done it yet. i am so insanely stressed right now.

I am about freaking about how I am going to pay the rent for my apartment. I thought someone would have subleased it by now, and it hasn't happened. boo.

I'm laying in Megan's bed right now. We decided to go out and get breakfast this morning, because we are never up early enough to go. Heading to Ft. Wayne tonight for a show. The band is The Ready Set. I haven't really heard them but I think they are a drum pop band. Work is going well. I got my first check, which was...
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