aldine

i would like a new family


or was secretly adopted at some point during my infancy

i got a new cell phone!!!!!

did my first make up application at school, i was super nervous

and im stoked to try the new GREEN SCIENCE line, which just came out today!

i really need to socialize more, i love meeting new people and i haven't been out lately, its really sad...

i need a spirit lifter....


and a new cell phone!

HAPPY 420!!!

get high

i graduate in a little more than a month. im so excited, but i don't know for sure what i want to do. i really want to become a mac make up artist, but you have to freelance for them first or something. that was a totally random rave/rant about school. ha.

my grandmother had a stroke and i had to go back to indiana this weekend...


being back there gives me a very uneasy feeling. walking into my father's house is like walking into a time capsule. i havent lived there and everything is EXACTLY as i had left it. he hasnt touched my rooms, even my bathroom supplies are still in there... its actually just...
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didn't go to school today, but i was feeling under the weather.. so i just lounged around and slept.

i need a vaca, being in chicago right now is bumming me out. i need to feel heat, and sun, and good weather for more than a day straight.

i want to shoot a set with SG so bad, i can hardly stand it.

freddy and...
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i was really hoping to shoot my set saturday with sioux, but we have to reschedule because she wasnt feeling well... (i hope youre feeling much better!)

freddy really doesnt want me to do this, but if being naked on this website is the only thing i ever accomplish, i'll be cool with that. i think that all the girls on SG are so beautiful,...
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i need to fuck. end.

i've been on my deathbed the past four days...

being sick is the worst feeling ever... but on a higher note, freddy is coming this saturday. we're looking for apartments together, i couldn't be happier.