i had a wonderfully worded blog all written up but then i accidentally hit the back button and it disappeared.
goddammit.
ill just say this then:
im ok. i think. thankyou for everyones kind words. they have helped to lift my spirit.
and this:
theres a terribly attractive young man sleeping in my living room. too bad hes off limits and i had a steamy...
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goddammit.
ill just say this then:
im ok. i think. thankyou for everyones kind words. they have helped to lift my spirit.
and this:
theres a terribly attractive young man sleeping in my living room. too bad hes off limits and i had a steamy...
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ferretbite:
Sorry about your loss (by which I mean your blog), and I'll just say: I think "just you" looks smashing.
annisa:
i probably wont update for a while.
I'm going through a very tough time.
if you pray, pray for me. pray for me to have strength and confidence in myself. pray for me to find purpose in my future.
if you don't, keep me in your thoughts. hell wish on a star or something, make a wish when you blow on fluffy dandelions, wipe away...
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I'm going through a very tough time.
if you pray, pray for me. pray for me to have strength and confidence in myself. pray for me to find purpose in my future.
if you don't, keep me in your thoughts. hell wish on a star or something, make a wish when you blow on fluffy dandelions, wipe away...
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dorsal:
thank u 
ibanezslc:
cheer up. would it help if I told you that I built a shrine for you in my closet and pray daily to one day fornicate with THE lovely aeryka? It's not true...but just wanted to know if it would help. If i ever see you in public though I am going to jump on you! look out. 
ok you ready?
so due to ice storms i was granted a 4 day weekend to celebrate my birthday.
Thursday night:
we went to PK's for $1 night. got hit on by drunk bearded locals and with the help of Marybeth hopped in some guys car and went to an after party across town. where we proceeded to drink all their beer, i threw up...
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so due to ice storms i was granted a 4 day weekend to celebrate my birthday.
Thursday night:
we went to PK's for $1 night. got hit on by drunk bearded locals and with the help of Marybeth hopped in some guys car and went to an after party across town. where we proceeded to drink all their beer, i threw up...
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aeryka:
god those last three are horrible. thanks alot man.
deadjebus:
Hey, all in good fun. That one of me isn't very flattering, you know.
If I were to delete the source images would they disappear from here? I suppose I COULD do that if you asked nicely.
If I were to delete the source images would they disappear from here? I suppose I COULD do that if you asked nicely.
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deadjebus:
You DID sleep, for at least 2 hours, so there
We should have blown more stuff up - celebrations and explosions are always hand-in-hand.
Of course I should probably go clean up the rest of the discarded roman candle tubes before the neighbors or landlord say anything.
Sorry I ran out of fun and passed out. It MAY have had something to do with the fact that I kept doing shots of whatever was left.
Something inherently sexy about girls and explosives.
Rowr
I'm going to try and pass out for a couple more hours - head still hurts and whatnot.
We should have blown more stuff up - celebrations and explosions are always hand-in-hand.
Of course I should probably go clean up the rest of the discarded roman candle tubes before the neighbors or landlord say anything.
Sorry I ran out of fun and passed out. It MAY have had something to do with the fact that I kept doing shots of whatever was left.
Something inherently sexy about girls and explosives.
Rowr
I'm going to try and pass out for a couple more hours - head still hurts and whatnot.
doontheloon:
yea no matter how drunk i am i'm always able to admire the stupidity of other people. My friends rarely know when im drunk. Could be because im a mature drunk...or im just crazy all the time. But yea my unnoficial was good....went to Hangar for that Midwestern Music Festival thing....AND PBR draft is my new best friend. OH and i almost got mugged....that was fun...idk if you know where Garden Park is...but its pretty slummy hah
good day!
good day!
so friday night i started a mosh pit at the bar. it was an ozzy tribute band called blizzard of oz. i was the only girl. i kept charging people. i did fall down. i kicked mutherfucking ass. i was pretty smashed. the whole bar was filled with attractive men in tight jeans, leather jackets, with long hair and in a band. i was kinda...
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deadjebus:
And to be fair....
Who picked you up when you fell? Even if you were trying to charge... that person... and hit the person behind him headfirst in the kidney, and then fell....
Still: someone helped you up.
And I wonder who that could have been...
-- Forgive me, for I am drunk, and I know not what I type
P.S.
You have caused my addictive personality to find Dexter.
And, of course, you.
And I blame you for both.
Who picked you up when you fell? Even if you were trying to charge... that person... and hit the person behind him headfirst in the kidney, and then fell....
Still: someone helped you up.
And I wonder who that could have been...
-- Forgive me, for I am drunk, and I know not what I type
P.S.
You have caused my addictive personality to find Dexter.
And, of course, you.
And I blame you for both.
vanessa:
I see your boobs.
new job. easy money. i get to sit online. so you can all bug me while im working tomorrow nite. keep me company.
man laws suck.
immaturity sucks.
not getting called back sucks
its times like this that i seriously challenge people who look at me funny when i tell them i prefer dead people over the living.
they dont lie.
they dont yell
they...
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man laws suck.
immaturity sucks.
not getting called back sucks
its times like this that i seriously challenge people who look at me funny when i tell them i prefer dead people over the living.
they dont lie.
they dont yell
they...
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deadjebus:
Bar stool therapy? More like starting a pit therapy.
Thanks, my shoulder hurts now...
Thanks, my shoulder hurts now...
johnnyt:
I prefer to yell and lie to dead people.
Aeryka's 23rd birthday is in 11 days.
things i've realized today:
- there is nothing wrong with me not wanting to see someone anymore...shit just don't work.
- i shouldnt feel bad about it
- i know what i want
- i'm fucking awesome
- there is too many fish in the sea for me to be sad over not getting to catch just one...
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things i've realized today:
- there is nothing wrong with me not wanting to see someone anymore...shit just don't work.
- i shouldnt feel bad about it
- i know what i want
- i'm fucking awesome
- there is too many fish in the sea for me to be sad over not getting to catch just one...
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scarekrow:
It would be the Godzilla of sexiness, right?
(But you're still in the middle of Illinois)
(But you're still in the middle of Illinois)
doontheloon:
especially crunchy peanut butter.
Happy Valentines Day!!
Happy Valentines Day!!
so what the best way to delicately and as nicely as possible tell someone i'm not interested in seeing them anymore? without hurting feelings
i hate confrontation. i hate people not getting the message passively.
i hate this whole dating thing. i struggle with doing what i want and being viewed as a slut. everyday. it really bothers me.
i hate how cuz i used...
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i hate confrontation. i hate people not getting the message passively.
i hate this whole dating thing. i struggle with doing what i want and being viewed as a slut. everyday. it really bothers me.
i hate how cuz i used...
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trocar:
You have to be happy with you before you can be happy with someone else. You know you're awesome, but do you believe it? (I believe it).
maryann:
dating is tough.
it should be fun... it is.
but it can get sticky
don't forget your patience. it helps.
it should be fun... it is.
but it can get sticky
don't forget your patience. it helps.
well then....thankyou for everyone's kind words and sweet things to make me smile. my saturday nite went better and i feel better.
i do that sometimes. i get really excited and see how an evening will go in my head and i build it up to this wonderful thing with no hangups and then the complete opposite happens and im crushed or as you read...
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i do that sometimes. i get really excited and see how an evening will go in my head and i build it up to this wonderful thing with no hangups and then the complete opposite happens and im crushed or as you read...
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scotty:
I love you Miss Pretty
I love you Miss Pretty
ilium:
Great to hear you doing better, gorgeous.
so im home
n drunk
n lost $6
drunken among other things
but terribly lonely.
doesnt help best friend now has a boyfriend n they're makin out all the time now.
i was totally on the prowl tonite n didnt get any attention as i was hopin in dammit i still look hot as hell.
fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me....
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n drunk
n lost $6
drunken among other things
but terribly lonely.
doesnt help best friend now has a boyfriend n they're makin out all the time now.
i was totally on the prowl tonite n didnt get any attention as i was hopin in dammit i still look hot as hell.
fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me....
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tallboy66:
fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me. fuck me.
OK.
OK.
trocar:
No, I did not write that to make you feel better, but rather to help you justify the expresion of your feelings. There's a passage from one of my favorite books that goes "...better to go crazy now and save your sanity for later." Let out all the "bad", don't hold it in.
its raining lot o rain right now. ive been really busy lately and today felt really good about myself.
my car wasnt working too well but it dried out. crabs are doing good. they need a bigger home. and a heater.
i finished the first book in the dexter series. and ive pre-ordered the new chuck pahlaniuk. its called snuff.
valentines day is coming. interested...
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my car wasnt working too well but it dried out. crabs are doing good. they need a bigger home. and a heater.
i finished the first book in the dexter series. and ive pre-ordered the new chuck pahlaniuk. its called snuff.
valentines day is coming. interested...
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corpseripper:
hello i love your crabs i hope you have a wonderful birthday yep another lonely v-day for me
btw you are so beautiful and that dress will fit you very well indeed
btw you are so beautiful and that dress will fit you very well indeed
thea:
If I can get the video working I shall most deffinitly be putting it up
so stoned and talking online to new people cause this to shoot out my fingertips:
while listening to father of the bride 2 in the background and being unable to taste my apple juice due to this stupid cold....o yeah by the way ive been sick since wednesday. ya know my body feels like it got hit with a mack truck which is normally a...
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while listening to father of the bride 2 in the background and being unable to taste my apple juice due to this stupid cold....o yeah by the way ive been sick since wednesday. ya know my body feels like it got hit with a mack truck which is normally a...
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trocc:
ok, you totally got me started reading Questionable Content yesterday morning, and i haven't been able to stop! i am thanking you and shaking my fist at you all at once.
cuda86:
QC rocks.. i wish he did it on the weekends too