well let me see. . . .more waiting but this time for love. . .
and more travelling but this time for love. . .nothing too exciting, definately nothing too indepth. . . i want to get my back pierced. . .corsets. . .that sounds good to me. . .yes that is what i will do this weekend. . .
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and more travelling but this time for love. . .nothing too exciting, definately nothing too indepth. . . i want to get my back pierced. . .corsets. . .that sounds good to me. . .yes that is what i will do this weekend. . .
or maybe not.. . .i...
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brooklynbabe:
I hope you enjoyed your weekend. Did you get the tattoo or the piercings? I love the way the corset ones look.
mneylu:
where did you grow up that you had an ocean? don;t you have one now? (my geography is terrible.. and i even took it last year...) I have to move away from my ocean soon too for more school. Im gonna miss it too.. 
I am empty
Cold and alone
Desperate in the mirrors calling
At the bitter end
Sudden realization
An act of self-love
Does not heal every broken bone
Anesthetized, and coming numb
Good enough for now
Not for long. . .
The glancing stroke of heated lips does linger:
Beads of sweat and silent screams
Deserve more than merely living in dreams. . . .
Cold and alone
Desperate in the mirrors calling
At the bitter end
Sudden realization
An act of self-love
Does not heal every broken bone
Anesthetized, and coming numb
Good enough for now
Not for long. . .
The glancing stroke of heated lips does linger:
Beads of sweat and silent screams
Deserve more than merely living in dreams. . . .
sarahjane:
thanks for commenting on my set dear 
mneylu:
I bet it will. It totally feels like forever.. But it such an awesome surprise as to when it goes up. It's worth it 
so where do i start. . . .
i have this week off from work, so far, maybe they will call me in, who knows. . .who cares. . .
i feel torn. . .lost and washed up. . .
lost
waiting for something to come along and pull me under. . .
a woman in florida died of a flesh eating bacteria, only happens...
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brooklynbabe:
Hope you find a way to enjoy your week off from work.
Hope you find a way to enjoy your week off from work.
mneylu:
Thanks for the comment on my set
I look forward to seeing yours pretty lady
I look forward to seeing yours pretty lady
Where are the voices that of so late were so dear to me?
Trapped in the levels between heaven and hell, notions of religion to which all knowledge is alien . . . what is this . . . the figures draped in blood, mocking the ideas of love. .
And to think that so suddenly all notions of friendship are gone, because you feel...
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Trapped in the levels between heaven and hell, notions of religion to which all knowledge is alien . . . what is this . . . the figures draped in blood, mocking the ideas of love. .
And to think that so suddenly all notions of friendship are gone, because you feel...
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brooklynbabe:
Glad to hear you liked it 
vitriol:
Tool?
thank you sweetie!
thank you sweetie!
OMG,
I have this feeling in the back of my mind that nothing is ever going to be ok, I am struggling through my break-up, trying not to lose friends, but trying to tell everyone the truth. . .this sucks horribly, I want to just take some pills and have everything be ok in the morning. . .where did I put that little brown bottle?...
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I have this feeling in the back of my mind that nothing is ever going to be ok, I am struggling through my break-up, trying not to lose friends, but trying to tell everyone the truth. . .this sucks horribly, I want to just take some pills and have everything be ok in the morning. . .where did I put that little brown bottle?...
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brooklynbabe:
Don't worry, it will be okay eventually. I'm having a hard time also. At one point I'll feel fine and then an hour or so later I'll be crying again. But I do know the day will come when that will be all over and this will be a distant memory just like all the other breakups I cried over. I don't even think about those times anymore.
My next dilemma is what to cover the tattoo up with. Doh!
My next dilemma is what to cover the tattoo up with. Doh!
Peacock with the all seeing vision
Seated at the right hand of an angry goddess. . . .
Skilled with magic and art
And armed with a deserted princess,
To bargain against a pantheon of the rich and merciless
Scattered to the wind
In the fashion of modern myth
Taken with a note
On the little brown bottle marked Drink Me
The aspartame messages found...
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Seated at the right hand of an angry goddess. . . .
Skilled with magic and art
And armed with a deserted princess,
To bargain against a pantheon of the rich and merciless
Scattered to the wind
In the fashion of modern myth
Taken with a note
On the little brown bottle marked Drink Me
The aspartame messages found...
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(Side note first- I am so glad to see that there are people reading these journal entries and thank you for the kind comments . . . they are always appreciated . . . and now that the mushy stuff is out of the way)
So umm . . . well let me see. . . relationships suck. . .but we all know that already....
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So umm . . . well let me see. . . relationships suck. . .but we all know that already....
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brooklynbabe:
relationships=
At least mine....looking forward to the pics.
At least mine....looking forward to the pics.
OK so I was looking at these pictures I have been taking and wow. . .I love Wigs. . .that is all I have for now. . .but damn Wigs rock!
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brooklynbabe:
Yup wigs are awesome- I may have to take a trip to my local hair shop to see whats new...
You are so pretty!
You are so pretty!
ok. . . . here is the trouble with college. . .so I moved 8 hours away from my best friends (all 3 of them) to attened a University that had the English program I wanted but the junior college I was going to failed to send my transcripts on time. . . .they only had two months. . . . .so now I have...
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fatality:
Welcome to pink
fatality:
Welcome to pink
WOW. . . .ok so i have gone two days without a computer and finally I had to say fuck it. . . I had a virus, well actually a worm on my computer and had to reboot the whole damn thing. . .a major pain in the ass. . .
but that is over now and I can move on. . .teach me to...
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soma__:
welcome to the pink!