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My back is so stiff and achy I can barely move. I've been hobbling around all day like an old woman. And nobody takes sex-related injuries seriously. Fuck that. I'm in pain, dammit. I think I sprained something. My mom gave me a bunch of muscle-relaxers, but they're totally not helping. Now I just feel high in addition to being in pain. So I'm still...
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Dude I am such a fucking flake. I'm always bitching about how I don't have any friends and no one ever wants to go do shit with me-- but everyone called/wrote me to try and hang out this weekend and I didn't even bother to check my messages until now. Dammit, people! I wasn't expecting that! Shit!

I could've used some company on Sunday... I...
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Today Shouga and I went and got ice cream and had several unpleasant things happen-- specifically running out of money (if you're reading this Bitchy Fat Girl who works at Maggie Moo's-- it's 75 fucking cents!! Why the fuck do YOU care? Pretend you didn't give me a mix-in, okay? It's not like they weigh that shit at the end of the day! Have some...
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So I just got a letter that I have been pre-approved for a Capital One Platinum Visa card (etc, etc)...

And I'm like-- "huh?" I've been unemployed for almost a year and the two credit cards I already have are both overlimit and haven't been payed in many months. Are they somehow not aware of this? Should I bother to fill out the thing or...
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Sorry for being so emo in my last entry. I was cranky and hormonal and being a bit overdramatic. But thanks for the sympathy.

Shopping makes things better! I bought hot-ass new shoes and a bunch of new spring clothes (I *heart* TJMaxx) and new bamboo shade-thingies for my windows (from Ikea) and chocolate chai and more fucking sushi... and now I feel wonderful.

And...
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My boobs hurt. I have a migraine. I hate being a girl right now. PMS sucks... although when I shoot my next set in a month or two I'm going to have to try and remember to time it for the day before my period-- my boobs are fucking huge right now. I keep checking myself out in the mirror (like the narcissistic pervert that...
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So I ate a bunch of grocery store sushi last night for dinner and came to the conclusion that sushi is good for you. I've been sick and irritable and tired lately --probably due to my diet of chocolate easter eggs and Dunkin Donuts coffee-- but after I had sushi I felt awake and alert and well. So I'm going to start replacing one coffee/sugar...
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Holy crap! I'm naked on the internet!

It figures the one day I sleep until one and don't even bother checking the site right away (when normally I can barely tear myself off to sleep and eat) is the day i go up.

This has definitely improved my mood!


***And everyone please say hi to my lovely and talented best friend Shouga-- she's the...
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I love this site! I swear I will write back everyone who commented to congratulate me on turning pink... it just might take me a while! So much attention and you guys haven't even see me naked yet (well, most of you haven't)!

So Easter... we did the church thing with his family. It was not as scary as I had expected. It was actually...
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There's this lovely little park around the corner from my house, an oasis in the ghetto, with grass and trees and a big field where the local high school apparantly has football games and their fucking marching band IS SO GODDAMN LOUD it sounds like a huge storm and gunfire and hell on earth. All you can hear is the rhythm section (that may be...
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