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Happy in bed

I hope it will last all day long.

I feel used.

And therefore, sad.

Anyway, I nearly had a good evening at a Japanese restaurant yesterday with Maedusa, Sinnah, Geisha and 2Shadowland. I slept with Geisha in Maedusa's spareroom. Of course, we only slept. Ho... And I did her braids in the morning, without seeing anything because I didn't have my lenses. She is really confident, because I don't...
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I know I posted this in several groups, but I need all chances on my side. So I post here too:

Hey!


I'm studying subtitling and dubbing and I need to translate a movie/documentary from English or Spanish into French. (I would prefer in Spanish)

Conditions:

It should never have been translated into French.
It should be more than one hour long.
It should be...
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Shooting this new set went better than I expected. I woke up in the morning telling "No, I don't want to do it, I'd rather go on sleeping, I will feel uncomfortable" and ended up feeling: "I look beautiful and felt great while doing it".

Thanks, 2Shadowland

In the evening, I went to Maedusa's flat to meet Dwam ( , and check her new...
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I will shoot a new set tomorrow with 2Shadowland, finally. It has been such a long time... I feel a bit uncomfortable but I'm impatient in the same time. It will be about an old French erotic story.

I calmed down.

Thanks to everyone for your support. It helped me to come back to myself. I didn't answer, because I couldn't. I now I could do it now, but it would just make me cry again.

So I won't do it, but be sure I read everything.

Wholehearted thanks.


I love you.

I wish I could be really really happy and then die all the sudden so I would not feel that exhausted, lost and sad anymore. I want my head to explode.

I'm sorry I write this kind of things on my blog.... I need to tell it somewhere.

Don't ask me what happens... I have no important problem, I should be a happy girl, I'm...
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I feel hideous. I'm an idiot, I can't seduce anyone and I won't be happy anymore.


I feel I should leave this website and may be all the rest.

The other day I cooked all day long for my parents.


I hadn't go to school for nearly a month (I was just feeling like staying in bed and crying) so I decided to get busy doing something... So I spent the last euros I had in cooking a meal. It kept me busy a complete day and I was happy they liked it.


First:...
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It's snowing.


I love it... When I'm inside.