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you just have to sit back and watch it happen, theres nothing you can say or do to fix it.

imagine watching someone you love wither away into little peices of who they used to be. imagine seeing the skin fall off a somewhat firmiliar face, this isn't the first time. imagine being you, trapped inside your head, screaming and pounding at all the walls...
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jill:
how did u hot bitches get to do a SG booth at warped last year?
i need that job
saida:
THAT WAS FUCKING HILARIOUS!!!!
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lil_tuffy:
what?

:tuffy:
eyespy:
Sitting in the exact same spot as you were. Just watched Michie flood the sink from doing laundry. shocked "I HOPE KEITH DOESN'T COME HOME NOW!" as the water is flowing over the counter. haha




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if i was a vegtable, i'd be an onion.

as soon as you'd touch me, i'd make you cry.

personally, i can live without the onion. i don't love the onion enough to let it make me cry...

i sure do love mayo though.

figure THAT one out.

fucking genious.

im feeling quite lovely right now.

xo.
t.

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lil_tuffy:
that shirt went with me to SXSW. It smells like texas now.

:tuffy:
claudia:
that is such a cute fucking journal entry. I'll wait to see those movies with you. kisses.
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ok, erased all kinds of shit i just wrote to start over again.

complaints for today: pulled a muscle in my back, thigh's are making walking quite difficult, slept for 12 hours last night only to wake up completely exhausted, body is being an asshole and wont let me eat more than 3 bites of food before making me feel ill and i never want...
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networkgnome:
You should work to live; not live to work. It'll burn you out eventually, even if you otherwise really enjoy what you do for a living. A day off for "sanity maintenance" is good.
retroactivwe:
You coming to P0rm?
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my dads house burnt down.

im doing a fundraiser at my bar on april 16th.

im keeping a donation box at my bar until then so, if you know where i work... please come by. bring clothes, dishes... anything.

xo.
t.

oh yeah, happy st patricks.

its like fucking clockwork, every 4 or 5 years in the winter one of my dads houses burn down....
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billybillybilly:
OH! i just remembered!

i made a new friend dear, and partial thanks goes to you. my new friend...?


irish carbombs.

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tib:

frown
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Dear me:

to do list:

-pay visa
-tell dad
-change over already saved money to american
-tell dad
-start packing stuff to mail down
-get iPod
-get iBook
-second job
-dr's appt on the 31st
-see dentist
-send in passport application
-inquire about british passport
-tell dad
-get boxes from LBC
-send in insurance claim for camera
-get visa to send bills
-move bed to...
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kade:
I just wanted to tell you that I really liked your hair in the Bang photo. I also really liked your jacket in that too. I pretty much love that photo period. Just thought I'd let you know.
I was also noticing that you had 2 nose studs and a lip stud. Its funny, cuz I just got my second nose stud, but I just took out my lip stud. Sillyness. eeek
corsair:
Happy Saint Patrick's Day!

My Toast . . .

Heres to a long life, and a merry one.
A quick death, and an easy one.
A pretty girl, and an honest one.
A cold beer, and another one! wink
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i have to pee real bad.

i cant get over the creepiness of that last bunch of photos.

working 6 shifts in 5 days... tired.

thinking about driving down to the tattoo expo in detroit tomorrow to see my darling lovely benni, nicolelee and kira. mhmmm... that'd be fun. buuuuuuuuut, i have to work tomorrow night so i'd have to leave around 6pm...
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jill:
how did u get on warped
did u just go witha band u know?
pyrate:
I use to be the king of drunken phone calls though. I told my girlfriend once when we just started going out that i loved her, and recanted it as soon as i realized what i said. bad news ARRR!!!
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huck:
how long did u have those contacts in? i can't imagine how uncomfortable that is. bravo!

the penultimate shot is my fave; it reminds me of Metropolis, or maybe even Eraserhead, like the girl in the radiator ya know...
saida:
i should drive up tonight
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i'm fucking exhausted.

i have a headache from all the coffee i drank today.

i don't want to be awake anymore.

i'm the female equivalent to a 40 something male that wear's plaid jackets, drinks 40's and stares at all the little girlies. i wonder if i creep out my friends...

i smoke too much.

3 am 2 days in a row, 6 am for...
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faseplant:
FUCK YEAH IT'S THE BEST SONG EVER! LIKE, NO DOI!
ryan:
i love reading your journals tegan.
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its fucking raining.

fuck rain, i hate it.

lots of voices around me... voices, photos... people.

i could stare for hours... so hard to beleive its real. physical contact seems so far fetched... kind of like a dream.

yeah.

thats all...



xo.
t.
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kickinglovers:
the rain jus makes everything that was sad ten times worse. like we dont have enough to deal with..

where are u for u to be surrounded by photos, people and voices?
quinne:
i have to wait til my immigration is done before i move outta state
could be november or later
booo
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how much do i totally love my benni?

oh MAN i've been waiting for this set to go up for so damn long.

shes mine bitches...all fucking mine.

annnnd does anyone other than me find it wierd that i gave willem half a boner? oh mister marshall...

xo.
t.

curtis & carla's wedding made me cry... im full of love. someone marry me.

i...
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lil_tuffy:
you'll have to come get it. apparently, the us postal service doesn't ship to canada anymore.

:tuffy:
dusty:
nipple clamps...
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hello.

hi.

so i didnt end up going to the male strip club which was somewhat of a releif. i say somewhat because i kind of did want to see what it was going to be like but i suppose i can do that another time.

tomorrow is carla and curtis's wedding... if you see them tell them congratulations. we're having girlie pretty time in...
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edison23:
dear tegan... you made me blush today. I felt bad for looking but I had to.
deliverer:
Tegan...I love your latest set with Benni, but I have one concern.........You gave Benni some excellent nipple play, but it seems that your nipples were neglected. You have not only the finest nipples on this sight, you may very well posess the finest nipples known to womankind. I can only imagine how erect they could get with a few nibbles from Benni or even a little bit of ice. I imagine great lenghts could be reached.
Anyway, I still loved the set and I just wanted to wish, possibly for future sets, to see your nipples being played with a little.
smile