Things will be changing soon. Eventually, regardless of which action is taken, I will be a happier person. A lot of pain may be involved, but my evolution is clearing a path for the destruction of some of my idealistic notions that are not who I am, and if I try to be them, I will dissappear into the abyss of nothingness.
The love that...
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I'd like my set to go up please. 10 months waiting is a long time. 
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fieldofdepth:
That's crazy, it's Sydni's turn damnit!
piracy:
by god.
Merry Baby Christ day and stuff, kids.
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jj_r0x0rz:
yay for holy babies
I'm sick enough that I can't celebrate my dad's christmas eve baby status with him until tuesday. I feel like shit.
I work at 6pm. I don't know if I'm gonna make it.
I miss you.
I work at 6pm. I don't know if I'm gonna make it.
I miss you.
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paulnikon:
6pm on Chrstmas Eve?
Get well soon.
Get well soon.
thedarkness:
I hope you feel better soon girl, Merry Christmas.
Trevallion is leaving me for the holidays.
I'm not really going to have a christmas anyways. I'll be working. And I'll only see my mom for a few hours and my dad on Christmas eve for his birthday.
My family is never together. Since I was a kid.
I hate the holidays. So. Much.
I'm not really going to have a christmas anyways. I'll be working. And I'll only see my mom for a few hours and my dad on Christmas eve for his birthday.
My family is never together. Since I was a kid.
I hate the holidays. So. Much.
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part of my costume decided not to look as kick ass as the rest. Now I only have a few hours to make something for my performance tonight.
balls.
FUCK!
ASS!
*shrug*
I'll take pictures of what I made. Now that I have a sewing machine (Mr. Philips is a nice man), it doesn't take 18 days to finish something. Although I still have to...
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balls.
FUCK!
ASS!
*shrug*
I'll take pictures of what I made. Now that I have a sewing machine (Mr. Philips is a nice man), it doesn't take 18 days to finish something. Although I still have to...
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hypnogogic:
Thanks 
I like her. I think I should keep her.
I like her. I think I should keep her.
kosomot:
Luck with the performance. Hope the costume works out and stuff. 
MUSIC NUTS AND COMPUTER NERDS....HELP!! PLEASE READ!!
the song: Flying Lizard's MONEY
I need: the lady's voice isolated from the rest of the song
the best things in life are free
but you can give that to the birds and bees
I want money
that's what I want
Your love gives me such a thrill
but your money won't pay my bills
I want money...
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the song: Flying Lizard's MONEY
I need: the lady's voice isolated from the rest of the song
the best things in life are free
but you can give that to the birds and bees
I want money
that's what I want
Your love gives me such a thrill
but your money won't pay my bills
I want money...
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strongmad:
I need to come see your show one of these days.
wakeangel:
If you want to send me the mp3 I'll take a crack at it. I have a few idea's that might work.
I just spent two days making my own costumes. I'm a creative bitch now.
soooooo tired. still more to do.
soooooo tired. still more to do.
paulnikon:
Who you calling bitch?
I'm not feeling loved.
I'm not sure if that's my fault or not.
time to go practice some vampiric witchcraft.
I'm not sure if that's my fault or not.
time to go practice some vampiric witchcraft.
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enzo525:
Hehehe 
I am tired.
I am frustrated. But that's okay.
I'm mad at a few certain people who promise to support me, and then don't. You know who you are.
I like tequila.
and I miss a few people. Like Venice. I still have her clothes. hehe
I have nothing to say really. I'm to be at work in 40 minutes and I haven't even showered....
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I am frustrated. But that's okay.
I'm mad at a few certain people who promise to support me, and then don't. You know who you are.
I like tequila.
and I miss a few people. Like Venice. I still have her clothes. hehe
I have nothing to say really. I'm to be at work in 40 minutes and I haven't even showered....
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paulnikon:
I hope you had that shower. Stinky.
samling:
*sigh* i'm guilty, aren't i? next month things need to change. i need to have time on thursdays to see you do your show.
Hi.
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dreamarie:
hey boo
venice:
I hear you might be here for New Years? If you are, you know you're welcome to stay at my place. And if you come, do you think you could please please please please pretty please bring my clothes down? I miss them...
I want sex.
tomorrow is going to be chaos. Right after I get the hair ripped off my labia.
tomorrow is going to be chaos. Right after I get the hair ripped off my labia.
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curioustomcat:
Can you say those three words again? Real close? Maybe whispered in my ear?
LOL!!!
LOL!!!
penultimate:
holy. fucking. ouch. i'm way to big a pussy for that. no pun intended. i have my boyfriend shave mine for me.
i have other ones, but they're more like plans of action and/or plans of escape. best not discussed, lest they fall apart.
what about you? any particular resolutions/secret plans?