sydni

Dude, at some point, I am going to sleep.

and at some other point I am going to quit liking the Italian that is another state away.

Not fair.

8 months single is a long time, Miss Mama Samling. I miss you.

Hope all is well in Sg land.

I feel like I'm dying.
My uterus, my back and my head all agreed to launch a terror attack on me.

Good thing I have to work today! Oh yipee!

Feel my wrath tiki drink drinking mutherfuckers....it's better to order jager tonight.


consensus says: oh yeah, everyone even slightly stupid can fuck off today.

love you all.

Sweet jesus. If It's longer than 5 sentances or not about something punk rock it's not worth writing for you to see.

sometimes this site can fuck off.
and so can my bleeding uterus.


fuck.

Yeah daddy-o, it's my baby Jazz....

Jazz is like an old friend who comforts your soul.
It's a moonlight walk or an extraordinary view atop a building.
It's fine wine, candlelight and old LP's.
It's old men, cigarettes and whiskey....

Almost everynight as I go to sleep, Miles Davis and John Coltrane sing me a lullaby. I forget my past and my future, and they...
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The universe is amazing abundant and returns beautiful things.

HAH! I got a job!

it's just parttime for now, but it's at a busy bar that's going to need me to fill in as well. I also have something else lined up.

Show tonight. Fuck yeah!

Today I officially started my job hunt.
The awesome thing is that I'm hireable. I'm awesome. Let's face it.
I had 2 interviews today, one tomorrow and one on friday.

I am going to blanket this town with my resume.

Samling, bless her heart made a good point to me today during my boy-craziness....

when am I going to work on me?

And the...
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I'm off to Portland today....

Did smuffy google PDX for us?

anywho, hopefully this will be an eventful weekend.....I thought about driving down today....I have the day off....hmmm. Venice?

Show last night was good. The universe saved me from literally flushing 100 dollars and my visa card down the toilet. Cash in the ass.

Hitting the job market on tuesday. I want to bartend. Say...
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I got fired and even my boss admits I did nothing wrong.

She's cleaning house. firing almost everyone. And I'm the trainer.

And I mean literally, did nothing wrong....she had no real reason to let me go.

At least I have a glowing reccomendation.....from a karaoke bar.

oh....and the clencher was.....she asked if she could keep the door open to me coming back if her...
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I have no idea what I'm doing.

But so far it's working out.

I'm just going with what feeeeeeeeels like a good decision.


thanks, universe for the abundance in my life!

We danced and talked till six am. We cuddled, and then we slept. No nookie, just the right amount of fun. Good time for a first time hanging out completely alone. We'll call him C. (gotta keep em straight these days)

I see the italian, (let's call him D) this next weekend. That I'm really looking forward to. Some of the most darling eyes to...
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