Thursday Jan 12, 2006

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one more time, i will start over. i want the world.
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forlorn2:
wow your eyes go right throught me
kelland:
Let's have the world together.

Thursday Dec 29, 2005

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few things are hotter than sex in a public bathroom

puking in public places is NOT hot...take yr drunk ass to the bathroom...oh but it was locked, because i was in it. and i'm like, and she was like, and i was like, and we were like....

i'm ready for the heat and the chlorine in the pool on the roof. naked on the hot...
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wren:
I've been trying so hard to stop saying "like" but it still slips out. I can't help it. frown
jah:
I dig your style of writing ARRR!!!

Saturday Dec 24, 2005

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i remember now why i don't drink tequila...on second thought, this could be a good thing.

i wish there was snow on the ground. i have nowhere to go.
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yeatsgrave:
yeah, if you want a bad drunkenness instead of a good drunkeness tequila ( the drink of asstocks) would be a good pick....I'dd pick a nice merlot.

snow see, thats why i moved from nyc to tampa fl to escape the winter weather...yet strangly every xmas i go to nyc and longisland to see relitives..not this year tho...

well asta pasta
xoxo
~OctoberRust


yeatsgrave:
yeah my stupid ass doubbbleeeeeeee posted




[Edited on Dec 28, 2005 11:00PM]

Thursday Dec 22, 2005

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his name is diego, he is from colombia.

after the glass shattered and stuck to my face...i didn't really feel like xmas shopping. so last night i got chaos tattooed over my heart. it took ten minutes. my present to myself. i feel like writing, but i'm so stuck right now. everything internal and my heart stops when i fall asleep. i've been forced to...
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yeatsgrave:
At least you feel like writting, that leaves me with less than you...I went and bought some games for my xbox i got american chopper2 and the new castlevainia....

nothing better to do here in afghanistan....

i cant wait to get home to fl. where 2 bottles of absinthe and alot of red wines waits for me..that and interesting company..i cant talk to any one here, they lack intelligence and are not interesting

so very bord and lonley ( like kurt cobains song somthing in way.)

~OctoberRust
doozer:
I'm just another randumb person who doesn't know your, nor you me. Nevertheless, I do care for you. Be it the 'real' you or the enigma that is 'Snow' whatever

Sunday Dec 04, 2005

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i adore the dark circles around my eyes
it makes the green deeper and the stare darker
the wine tastes better too
with chaos tattooed over my heart
goodbye my sweetheart hello vietnam





someone buy me a fucking computer and a camera so i can send in sets. i'm serious.
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hunter:
I think your circles are sexy. I've got em too. How much did your crotch tattoo hurt compared to your back? I'm thinking of getting one below my belly button, which is close to the crotch.
75rhino:
off to b-more

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Saturday Nov 12, 2005

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i don't care.
i have boyfriends
sifting through the dirt
you can't look me in the eyes
i smoke alone...in the hallway, by the bathroom, in the corner
the doorbell rings
i wear yellow every day and it bothers me
it is simple
it is complicated
it smells like chaos, between my teeth, with my lips slightly parted
you keep trying to grab my hair...
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teddykev:
P.S.



My Yanks dream team would most definately include youkiss



Your friendly neighborhood teddykeverssmile
75rhino:
it gets cold out there sometimes
the ability to go back for more
is what seperates
that kind of cold is sobering
terrifying
to the bone

Tuesday Nov 08, 2005

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ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
fuck off. i don't have anything to say, because i don't WANT to say anything.

okay.
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true_love:
unacceptable. bad show.
mrdaft:
Seige to desist,

We said too much, and nought enough.

Riding that wave of isolation.

Friday Nov 04, 2005

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"you could put a milkshake on me"

i guess the tour dvd was on showtime. weird...i just went out to the bar and had people recognize me from hbo...now showtime. i am a cable goddess. okay not really. i'm a depressed recluse who is trying to figure out a way to fucking buy some groceries. you saw me sifting through the dirt and now i'm...
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mrdaft:
How soon shall it fall,

When will that old man come out and attempt to prove who is the master of the year? whence we came, shall we go again, but for a blink of the eye in the eye of man.
geoffingeorgia:
My first vehilce (in 1989) was my grandmothers 1967 Seville in this very fitting mint green. electric seats, windows, locks, even the radio antenna extended when you put the key in the ignition.

on a different note... don't you get royalties from the video sales? i just bought mine

Sunday Oct 23, 2005

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75rhino:
i fucking swore there was going to be
a wizard of oz set
of you and stormy for halloween
instead i got a ninja and she hulk
fuck
scheisskopf:
Just caught the First Tour thing on Showtime, much to my surprise.

I must say, though I had for no particular reason, not really paid much attention to you before, watching you animated, moving and talking, is quite a treat. I love your mannerisms, esp. the way you speak. And not to worry-- as irresistable as you are, I'm sure the Yankees would accept you.

You are NEATo.


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Sunday Oct 09, 2005

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we're off to see the wizard
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kelland:
You are the subject of my oil painting for art.
fruitless:
How many drinks do i need to have. In order to get pink floyd to go with the wizard of oz.
Just curious and still cold and confused. Two for ones start in 10 min.

Man it feels great to vent


SORRY AND THANK YOU

[Edited on Oct 23, 2005 3:57PM]

Thursday Oct 06, 2005

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sometimes, i just amaze myself. i'm a real catch. i rule in the world of sarcasm. it hurts to look in the mirror. my gut hurts from laughing at my own jokes.

i need to do another 2 girl set. it has been too long.

drinking coffee without mexi chocolate is no fun. there is no point to it. ahhh the world is coming to...
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deadmansparty:
I just wanna wrap you
up and put you in my pocket skull
punkinhead:
Sexy, innocent with a touch of horror.

How about white nurses outfit with a small bloodstain, and a nametag that says "Be patient, I'm new!" For a prop, a scalpel or syringe with mysterious red fluid.

Have fun this Holloween

Be well,

ph

Monday Oct 03, 2005

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buy me a fast car
i have poison in my veins and curry on my tongue
stop writing what you do not know
you are too afraid to ask
and i will not tell you
13 hours of sleep
the dirt sticks where you bleed
its not mud...it smells too clean
my face is cloudy, knees buckled, arms raised...
but not in protest
chaos has...
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mrzombie:
fabulous, very interesting words
widow:
you're probably too busy for this, but that is TOTALLY ok, i dont need your approval, or mind that you are busily not doing anything, im just here because a friend sent me to your journal, and i respect you simply because you are human. thats enough. and so im sitting here, thinking about my next academic article that i must write, and im burned towards wishing i could taste a different flower.

you have needles in your arms
but i dont care
ive got all the love in the world
except for a small soft toy that i used to cherish
there's a lion in that box..or is there?
you have such emotion that its like a newt crapped on its own head biggrin
fire in the hole boys!
insane inside incidently incredible insightful insane
lalalalaa
*dances*
there's a firefly in my pants and its so fascinating how it just keeps on burning - despite its situation
i love newts..or more, i love the word. say it. its fun.
im going to be in my room today, hiding from the world, knowing its beautiful, and that's enough for me.
enough i say.
how nice have enough. its an eastern way of thinking i believe.

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