If anyone has any ways of remaining positive when everything is fucking up please tell me!! I am seriously jinxed at the moment... everything is still going wrong... looks like I have wasted about $2500 and a whole year of work getting my designs together for Beserk
argh!! ... but I am not going to let this beat me.. must... stay... positive.... 
This weekend should...
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Sorry I havent written to anyone lately...
I have been soo busy.. I set a deadline for myself to get my company up and running, so i took a week off work... banned myself from this website.. (otherwise every time i am on the computer i get NO work done 
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anatdevice:
blurry doesn't stop them from being 100% percent adorable. and hot.
illbillzillbub:
you havent secretly arrived in Melbourne have you?
i thought i saw you today, must've been that clone of yours
i thought i saw you today, must've been that clone of yours
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Arggh!!... i am having the most fucked up time at the moment... seriously everything that can possibly go wrong is.. starting a business is fucking hard!!! All the patterns I have had made for my designs so far are apparently useless cause my pattern makers sucks, so I have to get them all made again... the program i bought for my embroidery machine...
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Arggh!!... i am having the most fucked up time at the moment... seriously everything that can possibly go wrong is.. starting a business is fucking hard!!! All the patterns I have had made for my designs so far are apparently useless cause my pattern makers sucks, so I have to get them all made again... the program i bought for my embroidery machine...
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night1:
hiya...sorry you've been having such a rough time...hope things have gotten better
I was just passing through here...and thought I'd check in on everyone and see how they were...and so here I am...but doesn't looks so good
write back with some good news, will ya?
I was just passing through here...and thought I'd check in on everyone and see how they were...and so here I am...but doesn't looks so good
write back with some good news, will ya?
peter_minger:
I have absolutley no idea why he's leaving. I guess its just one of those things He did say he'll stay and play out all the gigs that we have booked...which gives us until February to find a replacement.
How can you ban yourself from SG!?! I don't think I've got the will power to do it.
He did say he'll stay and play out all the gigs that we have booked...which gives us until February to find a replacement.
How can you ban yourself from SG!?! I don't think I've got the will power to do it.
I really have to stop taking illicit illegal substances....
I had a trip on the weeked for the first times in years.. I think i spent most of the night laughing and debating whether the fire signs or water signs are more powerful!.. (I still say fire) 
.. but all this shit must be seriously messing with my brain... 
I ordered a pair of boots...
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wraith7000:
Hey I wore sexy boots for Halloween to, but I'm sure they weren't as cool as your are though, but I waws dressed as a woman while wearing them
pkybear:
FIRE FIRE FIRE!!!!!!!!
I so agree about the fire signs. Fire is about cleansing. It is so not controllable. Fire can go through a forest and just destroy it, but then new life shall return.
Hope you had a good Halloween. Oh and those boots looked really cool.
I so agree about the fire signs. Fire is about cleansing. It is so not controllable. Fire can go through a forest and just destroy it, but then new life shall return.
Hope you had a good Halloween. Oh and those boots looked really cool.
Went and saw Kill Bill last night which was funkin awesome! tarantino is my hero
.. i have been lookin forward to this movie for ages!! .. but damn the Australian censors for making some of the scenes black & white.. apparently it is too violent for us Australians..?!?! we are pretty sensitive you know .. fuckers !! i can't wait for the next one..... Read More
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jaggy:
it was black and white at tinsel town in the states too. no worries. DVD will have the tastey redness and maybe some offal and viscera fulci style.
twwly:
i darling!
my boa is between 2-3 years old, and i've had him for about 10 months - maybe a year now.
he was abused and malnourished when i got him, so it stunted his growth. he's only between 5 and 6 feet long.
but im getting him bigger! he just ate 2 huge rats last night, and looks like a little porker right now.
he's a total asshole, completely unhandle-able. personality of a garbage disposal. but he sure is pretty.
my boa is between 2-3 years old, and i've had him for about 10 months - maybe a year now.
he was abused and malnourished when i got him, so it stunted his growth. he's only between 5 and 6 feet long.
but im getting him bigger! he just ate 2 huge rats last night, and looks like a little porker right now.
he's a total asshole, completely unhandle-able. personality of a garbage disposal. but he sure is pretty.
Finally sometime to catch up on here... damn I have been slack with writing! ..
Went away to Bryon Bay for the weekend which was excellent!!... Byron Bay is a crazy hippy town about 3 hours away from where I live in Brisbane.. it is really beautiful.. lots of rainforests and beaches..
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lorelei:
thanks for the link! you have some cool designs.. i would love to start a clothing company, i have a lot of ideas.. but that's just a pipedream. hope you continue to succeed in the pursuit of your dream! actually what i'm really aiming to do is sell homeade soaps and shampoos and such. there are already a million people doing that, but i figure being on this website would be great help in getting off the ground, by offering discounts to all the sgs and members. with a full time job already it's just a time issue right now..
hopesfall:
I never saw that you liked Zao, i love them, they are playing in seattle in november i think, which is crazy cause i thought the last tour they went on was their lst one, but guess not
Fuck.. ok.. well i wasn't expecting this... !!.. hmmm.. i am not sure if i like it yet?!? i want the old site back!!!!! .. but i hate change.. maybe i am just not used to this.. argh!.. it just looks so different..
Anyways.. well i am feeling better today!.. thankyou for your lurvely well wishes!!
I had a crazy afternoon today, doing everything i...
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sylentodasity:
Hey Beautiful!!, Hope you have a WONDERFUL Weekend!!!
caz:
have a fab weekend darling
Arggh!!! i feel sick!!..
i had an insane crazy weekend.. i got home from work on monday after feeling like shit all day and having the worst headache ever... went to bed at 7.00 and slept until 4.00 the next day.. then woke up with a swollen sore throat and a killer headache.. went back to bed and slept for another 12 hours... so I...
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i had an insane crazy weekend.. i got home from work on monday after feeling like shit all day and having the worst headache ever... went to bed at 7.00 and slept until 4.00 the next day.. then woke up with a swollen sore throat and a killer headache.. went back to bed and slept for another 12 hours... so I...
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derek:
sending you well wishes.
mmmm, not liking the new look on here
mmmm, not liking the new look on here
zechariah:
Ok its nto yours but I have a little anime drawing I did in my pics thats about a 5th of the way done Let me know if its the style you like.
Z
Z
Ok.. time for another Siara update..
I am soo glad that everyone that got my stickers liked them!! Thanks for putting them up and around for me!.. you guys are the best!
I had an excellent productive week with my clothing company Beserk... I finally got up the courage to tell the manufacturer I was using that I had found someone else... I have been...
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night1:
hey...i'm still around...just passing through, atm...will be back soon hopefully to update
ophelia:
I've been thinking of you as I drink out of my newly-stickered water bottle in classes
Your new candids are adorable!
Your new candids are adorable!
Hope y'all had a lurvely week!!!
I went and saw The Hope Conspiracy play on Wednesday night, they stayed at my friends house.. and seemed like they had the whole 'rockstar' ego thang happening, which sucked... they were ok, sounded better live than on the cd but really i just went for the alcohol anyways.. hehe...
Finished another two mens shirt designs this week, which...
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derek:
got the stickers while i was on holiday. i will start plastering them everywhere!!
i had one of the best smokes in ages while away. yum!!!!
i had one of the best smokes in ages while away. yum!!!!
germany:
thank you ever so much for the stickers...they're dope and i was just thinking i needed some new stuff for my car
Hope y'all had a good weekend.. mine was ok... i realised that alcohol + siara = crazy jealous insane siara...
is it too much to want the person you are with to not want other people?!?!... yeah yeah i know it is... i know it is human nature and all that.. and it doesn't mean that he doesn't want me.. rah rah .. and i... Read More
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mirkwoodmaiden:
as for your question of the day.
i dont know. i think guys are to caught up in being macho to think in that manner. this isnt my field.
i dont know. i think guys are to caught up in being macho to think in that manner. this isnt my field.
djbq:
thank you, sweetness, for your kind offer for the insomnia cure. check you're email - i'll send you my address b/c i'd love to try it!
the singapore market is great b/c it's completely fad based and if something is "in" EVERYONE has to have it - and they don't mind spending $ for it. as a matter of fact, they would rather spend big bucks for it b/c it's a status symbol society as well.
bunch of label whores.
anyway, i know that doesn't make the artist in you cheer, but it should make the business woman in you cheer.
and there are definitely some free thinkers there too, who will appreciate what you do and what i'm trying to do - stlye/art - for what it is.
jealousy is hard. it's human nature. but, and i know this kind of trust is hard to come by, but if you trust the person you're with the beautiful thing is to see all the hot boys/girls checking out your hot date and wanting to be with him/her and you know that he/she is really YOURS!
answer to the question of the day -
i have pondered that one much myself, and the conclusion i've come to is that it isn't even a/b sexuality. it's not that i think humans are by nature bisexual, it's a/b love.
and i think that if humans are open-minded (which is not necessarily their nature) and honest w/ themselves they'll find love sometimes in places they didn't think they were looking for it.
for example - i am married to one love of my life - a man, but the other love of my life is a woman. and i guess that means i'm bi, but i dont' really think of it in those terms. to me she is just a person i love.
in my book you love PEOPLE, not GENDERS.
cheers,
vega
the singapore market is great b/c it's completely fad based and if something is "in" EVERYONE has to have it - and they don't mind spending $ for it. as a matter of fact, they would rather spend big bucks for it b/c it's a status symbol society as well.
bunch of label whores.
anyway, i know that doesn't make the artist in you cheer, but it should make the business woman in you cheer.
and there are definitely some free thinkers there too, who will appreciate what you do and what i'm trying to do - stlye/art - for what it is.
jealousy is hard. it's human nature. but, and i know this kind of trust is hard to come by, but if you trust the person you're with the beautiful thing is to see all the hot boys/girls checking out your hot date and wanting to be with him/her and you know that he/she is really YOURS!
answer to the question of the day -
i have pondered that one much myself, and the conclusion i've come to is that it isn't even a/b sexuality. it's not that i think humans are by nature bisexual, it's a/b love.
and i think that if humans are open-minded (which is not necessarily their nature) and honest w/ themselves they'll find love sometimes in places they didn't think they were looking for it.
for example - i am married to one love of my life - a man, but the other love of my life is a woman. and i guess that means i'm bi, but i dont' really think of it in those terms. to me she is just a person i love.
in my book you love PEOPLE, not GENDERS.
cheers,
vega
Hope y'all had a good weekend.. mine was ok... i realised that alcohol + siara = crazy jealous insane siara...
is it too much to want the person you are with to not want other people?!?!... yeah yeah i know it is... i know it is human nature and all that.. and it doesn't mean that he doesn't want me.. rah rah .. and i... Read More
beleive in yourself and get that shop going. i know you can do it.
[Edited on Nov 27, 2003 5:32AM]