Friday Jan 31, 2003

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man, fuck! i just finished this long, expressive entry and when i hit submit it brought me back to the fucking guest page. fuck that. (when i'm annoyed/upset/angry i say fuck or variations of fuck at least in every sentence...)
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nisi:
fuck.

joyrider:
yep. it sucks when the database seizes up and chokes. i lost a good entry the other day, so i just posted a link instead. i am lazy. fuck.

Wednesday Jan 29, 2003

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well...ending this relationship a lot harder than i thought it would be. last week when i decided, i had some conviction and it lead me to believe it would be just fine. and ultimately, yes i believe that. but for now it's already starting to suck and we haven't even gone through with it yet. heh, i know...we were supposed to start this week out...
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sebsis:
Well, I agree, but I don't know her well enough to hug her without her asking for one. Hugs are the best!
sebsis:
Oh, yeah, and I *still* think Sabine has a cute belly!

Thursday Jan 23, 2003

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what a strange day it was yesterday.
for days i've been upset, just thinking of what i should do about the guy i'm dating, and yesterday morning i found out something that upset me at the time. (he didn't cheat or anything..) but anyway, i was too upset for class & work so i called in and called the boy over to talk. after consulting...
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hugoroark:
6 months from now you'll be sooooooo happy that you are making this choice. Personal growth and confidence will be a natural side effect that will make you a better person. Your recent travels should help you understand the possibilities that are out there...
hardluck5413:
Thanks for the compliment!! I knew what ya meant wink. Have fun with the swing. Tell me all about it. Hopefully after you break up, you don't end up like me. It's been a year and a half since I've had some. frown ah, what can ya do though?

Tuesday Jan 21, 2003

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yay! atari is hooked up and ready to use. it makes me smile.
another thing that makes me smile is that my sister/best friend reunited with an old boyfriend of hers. it's been a few years since they saw each other but the feelings came back quickly. he's so romantic and sweet, the kind of guy i always knew she deserves and knew she would...
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chaosmonkey:
You should contemplate monkeys tongue

Indecisiveness in college is no big deal. There's only pressure if you absolutely have to be done in four years. Which I guess most people do...

Hooray for GPK! I've got exactly seven Series One cards. I just stumbled across a single package of them in a Big Lots several billion years ago. Maybe around the time Series 13 was out. Very weird. I was just glad to get an Adam Bomb wink

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cozybear:
We bought a super nintendo a couple of months ago. I'm a huge fan of the mario and donkey kong country games.
I think I still have my old atari at my mom's house, but no games. =(

Wednesday Jan 15, 2003

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i am happy. mainly for two kind of silly reasons, well the first is especially silly.
1) i bought an atari w/50 games today. i've been wanting one for over a month now. i randomly started reminiscing and really really missed all the old games my sister and i used to play. so yeah, i'm excited.
2) i took a look at the pictures for...
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hugoroark:
You know I did notice that about your set...I pictured you 'smiling on the inside'....Is it because you're not ready to show the world your platinum grill, cause you know thats the rumour.
nevilthedogboy:
Anykind of idea on when the new set'll be out?

oh gods... me and my little cousin' used to be able to speak/sing along with everylast word in the little shop...

Woof!

Monday Jan 13, 2003

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wow..suddenly things around here seem to have spiraled while i and over half of the suicidegirls have much of an idea of what even happened. i'm sure the members are even more confused. i guess the point is that people just have differences sometimes. i'm just sad that it came to this, really cool girls leaving. especially toreena who i had just gotten the courage...
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pigs9488:
I actualy think i might go to mortuary school. I keep changing my mind, but i think i am going to end up going there. I dont know whats going on either. But i have been a member for a long time and there is drama that comes up every 2 or 3 months. It's stupid and no one ever really knows what its about. I hope you never get caught up in it.
cozybear:
Awww you're very special. =)

I'm crazy shy when I first meet people, especially in large groups. But once I know someone I'm my usual silly self. Hehehe since I starting doing e ocassionally a couple of years ago my initial shyness with people keeps getting less and less.

Tuesday Jan 07, 2003

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i'm back from holland.
as expected, it was great. a real experience, especially for a girl who's had relatively limited life experience. to see a different place and a different way of life and even to live differently if only for a week or two. wow. i definitely want to backpack through europe now. at least for two months. but i'd still bring a friend....
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cozybear:
Yay for vacations!
Get lots of rest sweetie. You can always borrow other peoples notes from classes, but getting really sick sucks. Maybe I just like sleep too much.
joyrider:
my brother and i (and maybe a couple of friends) are hoping to make that trip in about a year. amsterdamn, berlin, vienna, and prague if all goes well, and if we have time and cash it'd be nice to hit paris.

did you get your pics done?

Thursday Dec 26, 2002

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damn i guess it's been a while. i have been to the site i just haven't had time to sit down and compose something but thanks to everyone who replied and who said merry xmas. indeed it was merry. hope yours was too.
well tomorrow i leave for amsterdam with a bunch of friends. yay! i wont be back for a week and a half...
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catatonia:
Amsterdam? That rocks! I hope you have a blast, but I imagine that you will, no matter what anyone hopes or wishes for you wink
nevilthedogboy:
you are in need of updating journal again, love...

woof

Monday Dec 16, 2002

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today was really exhausting. i woke up feeling really sick but i still had to drive my friend around all day helping him pick out an apartment. well, townhouse, whatever. at least it's narrowed down to two...finally. but now i'm about ready to sleep. we talked a lot today, mainly on the way back to his place which is an hour and a half away...
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catatonia:
Hope you're having an awesome holiday season, and enjoying whatever holidays you celebrate!
nevilthedogboy:
yer gorgeous, yer set is lovely, but update yer journal more......

Woof

Tuesday Dec 10, 2002

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i had a reveation the other day. i was wondering, as i have been a lot recently, what the hell is wrong with me. i mean i used to be so good when it came to school...and motivation...etc. now i can't seem to care, i just want to have fun. then it dawned at me that the problem is that i've always been too good....
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awalkingshadow:
Being a "goody goody" is not all that bad. In a way, it can be used as a scapegoat. The party life is great, but with those actions that you decide to take specific responsibilities aswell as consequences might arise and it is at that point in which determines your character, what you are going to do. I've been basically all over and once it's all done...then what? If you do everything too quickly there won't be anything else for you to enjoy. Trust me, I know
nisi:
where'd you go? to take some time to wild ass around (good girl), or study for finals (good girl). i think you should take next semester off and go play, maybe even travel. come visit the california desert, my door is open to you. take care of your beautiful self sugar. kiss, nisi

Friday Dec 06, 2002

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not much to say today.
just nervously waiting.

the excitement of the day so far was the office xmas party. there was a lot of food but by the time i got there it was just snack stuff like cheese & crackers. but that's the kind of stuff i love...and still better than my usual lunch of a bag of chips. oh yeah and many...
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morgan:
Word, i'll IM you next time I'm online! kiss
astrid:
Hi smile
Yeah, I'm on the first book in the series. I like it so far, but I'm only on the third chapter. I love Foxfire the movie, can't wait to read the book.
I actually live kinda close to you. You should email or IM me sometime.

Thursday Dec 05, 2002

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today was a seriously shitty, suck-assy day for all.
i won't go into details but it involves someone i care very much about (the boy i'm seeing) and legal stuff. or i should say illegal (though it SHOULD be legal). it really really sucks. i don't know what will happen to him but i'm so worried right now....
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funeraldoom:
frown
brynji:
Just out of curiosity, do you go to MSU? Because I've got a friend that goes there, and he and his roomates just got busted for the whacky grass....could it possibly be the same person? hmmmm....
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