i need someone, a person to talk to
some to care,
to love..
could it be you?...
situation gets rough and i start to panic.
it's not enough, it's just a habit.
and kid you're sick
well darling this is it...
the more i need people, the harder it is to reach out to them.
yesterday i wanted to keep driving until i ran out...
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some to care,
to love..
could it be you?...
situation gets rough and i start to panic.
it's not enough, it's just a habit.
and kid you're sick
well darling this is it...
the more i need people, the harder it is to reach out to them.
yesterday i wanted to keep driving until i ran out...
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i'm about to take bleach, scissors, or both to my hair.
let's hope it doesn't turn into a hair disaster.
let's hope it doesn't turn into a hair disaster.
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tattoosnscrews:
I hate Cake with a passion!
johnny_crotchrot:
Damn...your cute. I had never made it past P on the list of girls until last night.
smoke waves carried us to new planes of conversation.
for hours we spoke in metaphors...
philosophizing from here to there to somewhere over where? and forgetting where we started.
to touch realities with someone, to even have those realities synchronized...i think it was part of the enrichment i need.
other enrichment my life could use:
the serenity of the ocean again, that at peace with...
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for hours we spoke in metaphors...
philosophizing from here to there to somewhere over where? and forgetting where we started.
to touch realities with someone, to even have those realities synchronized...i think it was part of the enrichment i need.
other enrichment my life could use:
the serenity of the ocean again, that at peace with... Read More
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scooter11:
I actually spent the weekend reading James Miller's bio of Foucault. I think you might like it--good balance between discussions of ideas and fist-fucking. 
Seriously, it was a good read. Hope your own reading is going well! 
Seriously, it was a good read. Hope your own reading is going well! 
inhaler97:
yay.. for your candids.
the good: the weekend was really fun. the toronto prom was a lot of fun. so many nice (and hot=) people there. and i got a few kisses which really made my night. 
i'm sure the pics will be up soon. if they aren't already...i haven't checked yet today. the girls were all so friendly and even more beautiful in person..oh my! i was pretty...
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i'm sure the pics will be up soon. if they aren't already...i haven't checked yet today. the girls were all so friendly and even more beautiful in person..oh my! i was pretty... Read More
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fil:
Ice cream is your solution to everything!
Which I guess is okay, since it's a good solution.
Which I guess is okay, since it's a good solution.
scarlett:
hey sabine! my link is http://cgi6.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewSellersOtherItems&userid=psycho_xine&include=0&since=-1&sort=3&rows=25 and my ebay name is psycho_xine thank you!!
i'm hitting up the library soon. tell me what to check out and why.
ill respond to my comments from before soon i swear.
the summer is here and i'm slacking already.
ill respond to my comments from before soon i swear.
the summer is here and i'm slacking already.
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miss_magenta:
yay! i'm glad you had a good time sweetie. 
"say i like to suck big dicks."
"okay, okay, you like to suck big dicks"
i love that movie!
"say i like to suck big dicks."
"okay, okay, you like to suck big dicks"
i love that movie!
inhaler97:
awesome...2 bad about your bookstore... I think he is really great at writing fiction about conspiracy, and beyond that...well he wrote this book I want to read is called 'the man in the high castle' which I guess is about an alternate version of the world if the germans and the japanese had won WW2....
a moment waiting to happen
never know when we'll fall over that edge
isn't it exquisite...?
never know when we'll fall over that edge
isn't it exquisite...?
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miss_magenta:
i heard that song at work today. i was running around dancing and singing it because i haven't heard it in ages.
jeff:
dahlia video shoot ohm pdx
lookit that. 21. the american step out to the edge as my friend said. i've made realizations..but matured? who can say. i feel 17, sometimes 12. heh. but this, i guess this means i have to be responsible now, eh?...
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edea:
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~~~~~~~~~~~
sorry I'm so late!!!!!
sorry I'm so late!!!!!
elektra:
Sometimes i feel like i'm 10 years old myself but then other times i feel like 30. Strange huh?
i never write angry poems, just sad ones, but oh well..blame the pms. not even a poem really just a reaccuring thought.
I've spent most of my life
Searching for that lesser light
That wouldn't sting my eyes
While needing a love
That doesn't need me
To be
Less needy.
Inevitably
Ending up with the same sum
Two separate not one alike.
Still alone here...
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I've spent most of my life
Searching for that lesser light
That wouldn't sting my eyes
While needing a love
That doesn't need me
To be
Less needy.
Inevitably
Ending up with the same sum
Two separate not one alike.
Still alone here...
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osoesoteric:
Hey Sabine can you forward me e-mail about the toronto prom.. i haven't been able to get a hold of noelle to get any of it.. thanX.. and hopefully I will see you there.
fil:
It's good to see folks still flexing their creativity. Don't stop.
i was thinking my set might go up on easter b/c of the bright colors.
the next one should be much better. it sounds really fun at least. another side of me.
i wanted to right something meaningful but sleepiness is overtaking me so i will find a poem to share (since i've been so shabby and not posted a single one in the poetry...
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the next one should be much better. it sounds really fun at least. another side of me.
i wanted to right something meaningful but sleepiness is overtaking me so i will find a poem to share (since i've been so shabby and not posted a single one in the poetry...
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osoesoteric:
definitly.. i will see if i can get my shit together by then
cereal_killer:
Yup! Definitely going to Toronto Prom. I went up for the bowling event they put together and it was a blast! This should be the best time yet! Glad you decided to (and could) come up for it.
i love compliments, really i do.
but still, when someone tells me i'm beautiful i have to wonder what they see or if they simply use such terms frivolously.
because i've only glimpsed beauty in myself on a few occasions. when i was caught in a moment of glee. because everyone is beautiful when they laugh. or held safe in someone's arms. because everyone is...
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but still, when someone tells me i'm beautiful i have to wonder what they see or if they simply use such terms frivolously.
because i've only glimpsed beauty in myself on a few occasions. when i was caught in a moment of glee. because everyone is beautiful when they laugh. or held safe in someone's arms. because everyone is...
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nopantsdave:
I should be going down to go bowling with the SGChicago group next Monday.....if you want to come you're more than welcome to ride along with me or meet us all there
disappearhere:
Woo-Hoo!
Thanks!!
Thanks!!
call it an excercise in mental health 
, i feel like making a list of things that make me happy.
riding in the sun, with the windows down and loud music on
laughing late at night with my sister and general quality time, even if she does occasionally break my shit. hehe
knowing i have at least a few true friends and a place to...
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, i feel like making a list of things that make me happy.
riding in the sun, with the windows down and loud music on
laughing late at night with my sister and general quality time, even if she does occasionally break my shit. hehe
knowing i have at least a few true friends and a place to... Read More
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no_one:
i'll have to admit the new postal service is good especially tracks 2 and three. Might I suggest the newest Pet Shop Boys album..."always" i believe. If not for the beautiful music for the Eminem song they stuck in the end. Nietzche is a genious,but Hesse, is my favirite voice of the alienated. Huxley runs a close second. Well that's my own.....purposely vague
oninotaki:
Yeah it really has been great weather here especially after that crappy snow storm we had. It would be way awesome to see you in a two girl set. May your drunken revelry not fall through like mine have the last 2 weeks. Anyway Nice to see a SG from MI! May the rest of your week go very well
so, it's about that time when i finally update my journal. 
i've been spending way too much money lately! really, but i kept finding fabric and clothes on ebay that i need. must..stay...away...from ebay. hey that rhymed. =P i'm the dorkiest. i'll have to post a pic of my robot shirt in the crafty group, and what the hell here on my journal when i...
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i've been spending way too much money lately! really, but i kept finding fabric and clothes on ebay that i need. must..stay...away...from ebay. hey that rhymed. =P i'm the dorkiest. i'll have to post a pic of my robot shirt in the crafty group, and what the hell here on my journal when i...
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nopantsdave:
You going south for the summer? We should have a mass get together or something as a going away party before you leave.
tatum:
Wow I'm definitely with you on the ebay thing! My goodness I really need to stop too!
I can't wait to see your new hair! I need to do something new to mine too but I have no idea what, I'd dye it but I can't for work
I hope you had fun in chemistry today
I really need to stop too!
I can't wait to see your new hair! I need to do something new to mine too but I have no idea what, I'd dye it but I can't for work
I hope you had fun in chemistry today
I'm in a constant struggle between the idealism which I hear is characteristic of youth, the avarice and disillusionment that is characteristic of the middle-aged, and the wisdom that is characteristic of the old.
I think it's possible to be idealistic and wise at the same time, but if I'm idealistic and greedy, then I'm fooling myself.