sabine

k i added my wishlist. but one thing i really want isn't on there: kids in the hall, season 2. yay for consumerism!

do you ever feel like you "have nothing to say" when life is going really well?

me too.

hehe. having wild friends really pays off. in pudding.

the new les set is one of my favorites ever. good job w/the photography, mikael. and good job being beautiful, les.

ohhh! i hear an ice cream truck!!!

*supresses urge to run to it*

(only because i'd never make it in time, and i can't deal with that kind of disappointment)

i have no internet at home. so i can't hit up sg as often as i used to (which was somewhere around 12 times/day probably) so that sucks.

sorry to everyone i didn't respond to. i'll see many of you this weekend

i want to create something beautiful.

i was making a list of songs that make me happy...songs that can help elevate my mood no matter how i felt before. it's kinda funny that one is "down in it" by nin.

today i had this really downtrodden feeling. it was strange.

nothing makes me feel less autonomous and more subservient than work.

but i guess that's the point.

damn the man!!. for real.

if god existed i'd ask him for the strength to stay away from ebay. but it looks like i'm on my own w/this one.

yay..i have books!

i had forgotten stacie said i have the cutest accent ever. awww! that was almost a year ago though, i think i've about lost my accent by now. or at least people don't notice that i'm "not from around here" anymore.

i love the self-portraits. some of them are the best pics of the girls in my opinion.

plus i have new...
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i'm feeling A LOT better, as expected. thanks to everyone who gave me love.

it's one of those days (well 2 days) when everything goes shittily and it's too much to deal with when one already has PMS.

i don't want to cry my eyes out more. they're still puffy and oww-y from last night's crying session.

it's nothing major. nothing that won't pass. but at this moment i need whatever love/hugs you can spare...