Friday Oct 25, 2002

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Damn, how I appreciate honesty in a person. If I have a problem with someone,I

1. Avoid them, or if that's not an option,
2. Tell them. Maybe it'll fix it. At least they KNOW.

I really can't comprehend how some people let their issues build up, try to hide them, until they explode.

Crazies.
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astrid:
Ugh, I hate when people do that, especially in a relationship. If I have a problem, I just tell the person. Why would you just sit around and let it eat away at you? It makes no sense.
l0nd0:
Somtimes its just the other person acting like theres no problem letting it build

Sunday Oct 20, 2002

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Apparently my sister asked my father why I have password protection on my xp user.. and he replied:

"She has naked pictures of herself hidden there. She puts them online."

WHOA! I could see my father joking about something like that, but it seems rather suspicious that it is, in fact, TRUE.

If he was serious, it kind of worries me. I'd rather not discuss...
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rosalyn:
Thing is, my dad didn't say it to me - he said it to my sister, who told my boyfriend about it. (almost sounds like telephone, err...)

Yea I'd rather not talk about something like this with my dad.. in fact, I don't really care if he knows as long as we never have to discuss it, heh. So,. I think I'm just going to say nothing... but I'll post about it if something does happen, heh
linz:
thanks for the welcome! i hope your dad doesn't find your out your secret. if my dad found out, he'd just be like..uh..that's nice, linz.

Thursday Oct 17, 2002

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Got my ear lobes upguaged today - 10g.
My original plan was to gradually stretch to 8g.. but now I'm thinking I might go up to 6. biggrin It's so addictive!
But that's it. 6. I swear.

Got some midterm results back today: 90%

Too bad that's just psychology, which doesn't count for much towards my GPA... on saturday I write data structures.. now THAT will...
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dia:
You should post more, I think you say very reasonable things in a very tactful manner, and I like your views in general. I think you're a cool girl, was just looking at your set again, thinking you are super sexy, you have a great body, a beautiful face, and are not shy. I am big on your outward confidence.
montagro:
Thanks for your insight. I think about it like that too, that the reality could never fulfil the fantasy. I know I should just take a chance, but I have this pesomistic attitude and serious fear of rejection that I'll totally blow it and be humiliated -- which are two character flaws that I really need to deal with. But I digress.

Anyway, thanks for defining data structures for me. Now I know, and I will forever know, and for that I am eternally grateful!

Wednesday Oct 16, 2002

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Been feeling down lately... which is strange for me. I mean, of course I feel bad when something's going wrong, but lately there doesn't seem to be a *reason* for my sadness.

That is, until I start inventing reasons. Attempts to justify what I'm feeling, I suppose. Too bad recognizing this doesn't help fix it any.

*MEOW*

Ah well,,, I'm sure soon I'll mood swing...
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sidleymack:
sadness without reason isn't necesarily a bad thing, it can often lead to being happy without one as well. doesn't really make any sense and is corny as hell, but it works for me.
gil:
i was in one of thouse moods a couple of days ago
i was better the next day smile

Sunday Oct 13, 2002

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Week 2 of my 'significantly cut down alcohol intake' was a success. So far, each drinking episode has seen me drink but *two* beers, rather than a micky of vodka. My body thanks me. I feel so much better.

I love the taste of alcohol, but loathe being drunk. Bad combination. But evidently one I can control.

*proud*

Course, I compensate by over indulging in...
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joscelyne:
I know, I know I know I just changed my alias again, and I'll probably change it back to Joscelyne, but I'm having a hard time choosing because soon all the aliases will be permanent and there's no way to ever change them again! This is how I'm going to handle having my fun while I can. Only it's not so much fun anymore, it's more like indecisiveness.
joscelyne:
heh yeahhhhh it must suck to not have a friends list of your own? frown

Thursday Oct 10, 2002

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SO COLD. Apparently we cannot afford much heat, so we just freeze. My mother likes being cold, or something, as well... I think this temperature is more because of that than the cost. Lunatic sleeps with the window open in winter!

I keep my room like an oven, though. HAHA if only I had the computer and a fridge down there, I'd never leave.
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morgan:
The best thing todo, of course, is to wear your pajamas tucked into your socks and a sweater at all times. It's surprisinly comfy.

But then again, i'm a pussy, and I start doing that as soon as it gets below 60.
l0nd0:
well you could always come visit las vegas Its still really warm down here

Monday Oct 07, 2002

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Profile day!!

I am: A 20 year old white female, prefer guys mentally/emotionally but love both genders physically, stuck forever being 'cute', a student who spends too much (yet not enough?) time studying, independent and self controlled most of the time, a rare drug user and (usually) responsible drinker.

I enjoy: Music - IDM, punk, industrial, glam, noisy things. Movies - memorable, original flics, without...
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zombiehead2:
being forever cute isn't that bad-cutes good
arik:
me? chicken out? never! i have full confidence in project-destroy-all-c++, we will crush that foul mockery of a language and make it wish it had never been born!

a tough trick to do to something that's not sentient but we can pull it off!

mmm... beer, adventures, and IDM. *sigh* sounds perfect to me.

Sunday Oct 06, 2002

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My weekend:

Friday was dull, consisting of me tackling homework in a half assed way...

Saturday morning I cleaned the house and dyed my hair (black, see last entry for why, hah). Looks nice though, I think black hair suits me. More than my natural blonde, anyway. Saturday evening I went to a friend's place for Oktoberfest. We had sauerkraut, coleslaw and white german sausage...
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joscelyne:
I wanted to see that, but I never got around to it. And woman, you are stunning in your black hair.
number6:
don't sound like a great weekend.......
Can you tell me that you have sumbitted a set ...
Please wink

Thursday Oct 03, 2002

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I wrote a midterm today - psychology. It's just an elective, so I only studied last night and this morning.. but damn, that was one easy exam. I hope not all social science classes are like that, or else I'm super jealous. Math exams break my brain. And I'm one of those freaks who *likes* math...

I've been having the urge lately to dye my...
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joscelyne:
psssst alright okay i can't hide the surprise but hint: it has to do with Emily the Strange wink
tatum:
Aww that really sucks that you're allergic to hair dye like that!! I feel your pain though! I'm allergic to red food coloring so any candy, pop, fruit syrup, etc. with red in it is a no no for me frown My mouth and tongue get extremely numb like when your foot falls asleep really badly, yeah it's not fun at all!

Sunday Sep 29, 2002

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OOoo-ooohhh gods. Now THAT was the hangover from hell. Must remember to always eat breadish things before sleeping when drunk, that always prevents the sickness... in fact last night I went to the kitchen to make some toast, but came back with another drink. Fuck?

This morning the whole mickey of absolute had magically disappeared. I only remember mixing one drink for a friend... I...
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l0nd0:
Hey we just bought death to smoochy the other day too it was a good flick, Then again I really like robin williams work
joscelyne:
You're right. It won't do any good if the turtle just has bigger organs. However if we made it a hollow turtle that still lives, I would be a happy bunny, and "they" would all fit in this turtle. If "they" didn't fit, well I don't think it would really BE the world's largest turtle.

Friday Sep 27, 2002

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Now that I've got a few of you on my <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/scraatch" target="_blank">livejournal</a> friends list, you'll notice that I occasionally post the same or very similar entries. This is one of them. Sorry tongue

I spent far longer than I should have needed on a C++ assignment this evening. Because modulus is my mortal enemy.

Now see, I seem to have little problem grasping things like...
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chaosmonkey:
You know, I have no idea what you're talking about in this entry, except maybe the books thing. Pretty girls who can talk over my head are sexy for sure. I'm down with the algorithms. I think.
arik:
c++ has always sort of confused me. like even though i know c perfectly well and understand object oriented things well enough c++ just seems sort of complex in a useless way

but maybe that's just me smile modulus is very useful but so complicated to grasp, at least for me

Thursday Sep 26, 2002

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How little sleep can one REALLY get away with? I seem to be starting to adapt to 5-6 hours a night. I doubt it can last though. tongue

I miss reading. All I seem to have time for lately is text books. I don't study all the time of course, but in my free time I crave getting up and *doing something* - going out, seeing...
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l0nd0:
Im about to start the school trend again I took a semester off and well my next semestier is coming up real soon. I know its boring but somtimes you just have to go out and do somthing.
eris:
hey....

my lovely partner took the pictures.

he actually called me when the set went up before i saw it (he's across teh country - on his way here) and was all excited that so many people asked techinical questions. and i was all, 'um... did they mention me?"

haha.

what are you studying anyhow?
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