Monday May 02, 2011

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was anyone here sent away to a WWASP program
.....particularly Spring Creek Lodge
















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paytenpanic:

your pictures are so amazing you are so gorgeous! sooo beautiful i am so jealous! xxx

klausbuben:

wish you'd come back...

Friday Oct 29, 2010

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ahh. so i am applying as a transfer to csu and ucs and although i know i have come a very long way in the past few years for returning to school and so on i realize i am trying to sabatoge myself! i am really trying to stop the cycle but it is very difficult. i suppose the fact that i realize my behavior...
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userjay:

One of my friends who was a history major is a teacher in another country. But he works as a kindergarten teacher because its the only job he could find where his gf lives. lol
I kind of limited myself so there are some things I dont know very much about. The closest thing I took to an economics class was US Labor history. I went to a liberal hippie school though so it was pretty one sided.
It kind of sucks now because to be a teacher I also have to know about politics and economics. Ive been having to study on my own to learn things.
Some of the teachers that I had at my junior college sucked. The ones at the UC I went to were mostly good. Even if they were not great teachers they usually knew their subject really well. I would definitely suggest going to the best college you can get accept to if you want to go to grad school.

mattacme:

Good luck with that and as you say, acknowledging a behavior is the first step in altering it.

I finally learned that if I have to work incredibly hard at something one or more of the following is likely true.

1. I am going about it the wrong way.

2. I do not have a clear understanding of the desired outcome.

3. I suck at this and I should focus my energies on something I am more effective at.

Self realizations are no different that general realizations, they just hit closer to home. If possible you need to be able to heed your own perceptions and make effective efforts to alter your own act. You can definitely do this.

Saturday Oct 23, 2010

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ok
1. i am seriously regretting theamount of taquila i consumed last night.
2 Wonkas factory violates major health codes im sure of it.
3. i get to dress like a zombie for work tonight kinda excited (perhaps will post pictures later)
4. am cuurently OBSESSED with Damien Rice.
5. want to curl into a ball and die just for like a week or two...
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ambientlight:

Sometimes I think it's best to just cut loose, and let the river take you where it will... just watch for the falls.

Ouch on the tailbone!

mephist0:

Ha ha, that is the perfect disguise. Halloween has to be one of the best seasons just for that. I think we are going to try to do the stampede again, this time I will try to get someone to film it all Cloverfield style.

Any fun Halloween plans?

Thursday Oct 21, 2010

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its not so much that you spent the night. its not so much that you leave so early. its in the middle of the night when your arm is wrapped tight around me that my eyes are wde open and i am wishing i could be anywhere else.

i am so confused as to what i want right now. but who isnt.

to be with...
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ambientlight:

Change can bring beauty.
Change can bring pain.
Most often... it brings both.

ambientlight:

Relationship changes can be the worst! I hate it when the sparkle goes, or things go truly sour. There comes a sense of urgency, and a sense of trepidation, when the decision is made but yet not initiated. Tugs the ol' heartstrings in too many directions.

Uh... where'd the bruise come from?

Monday Mar 15, 2010

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Thank you to all of those who commented on my last blog and im sorry if i didnt get back to you all i will eventually.

In the mean time i will let you all know looking at naked girls online while in your school library can get you a lot of interesting looks as people walk by, and in some cases it can provoke...
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elplaguita:

I think that sash and her boobs have everything to do with that, i checked her set and its amazing! i loved it.

Hope youre doing good!

bladen:

Reading through my old blogs and comments and I just want to remind you that

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

I'd whip yo ass in some darts! wink

Thursday Mar 04, 2010

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In october i was diagnosed with melignant melanoma. It was on my left calf and it was a growth and not one of me pre existing moles. I am only 21 years old and i think it is extreamly importanat to get the word out. Although i grew up in a beach city and baked in baby oil all day when i was a young...
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toxic:

It's good to hear everything worked out for you. Your a very strong and beautiful woman

handsolo:

dang.

Monday Jun 15, 2009

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i have found that my mind has perminatly taken to a new level.

it feels good to know that your mind is growing but to know that you will perminently look at things in a specific view that is so positive and meaningful is something i cannot put into words.

I love my house and i love my bed and i love that at night...
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denie:

january:

Happy New Year lesbifriend!!! does that joke ever get new?? Miss you, hope yr aweswome as usual!!

xoxo,

Meeeeee

Tuesday May 05, 2009

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oh how i love huntington beach. To wake up in my home and be so close to the beach i can smell the salt and feel the sun beaming on my face and have that be my wake up call is pure perfection. I am glad i have realized where i truely want to be. i run on the beach daily and lay out as...
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deldiavolo:

My God, im SOOOO jealous of where you live!!!! frown

Rules to be you though smile

allm3y3n:

I CAN SEE MYSELF WITH YOU FOREVER

Tuesday Apr 07, 2009

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If it feels this good gettin used
you just keep on usin me
until you use me up


talking about the way you use me
but it all depends on what you do
it aint to bad the way your using me
cause i sure am using you to do the things you do
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january:

stop pretending yr not gay. brad is only using you (and you him) to cover up the mutual gayness.
i know you want me.

tongue

sash:

so yeah, I miss you like crazy. the bunnies want to eat you and I want to shoot you!
love you

Tuesday Apr 07, 2009

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i sit and watch the news and to be honest it has been a while. Who would want to watch this bull shit. Every minute of it is negative and when it isnt its filled with useless information about celebrities and shit that even zombies would bore of.

And when the fuck did everything get so god damn personal. You don't respond the way...
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gaslight:

Indeed. I carry my phone everywhere, but I have no home phone. It's the convienience of people being able to get you if they need you. But yeah, the people who are constantly texting and calling someone, face always glued to their phone.....WTF? Join the real world! whatever
21? Nice! I remember most of my 21st....some of which I would like to forget. hahaha