manda

WHY DIDNT ANYONE TELL ME IT WAS DAYLIGHT SAVINGS TIME TODAY!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

Hrm... It's 6:30, so it's been 89.5 hours since I've had a cigarette... YAY ME!!! Only today my chest feels like it's going to explode or something, like I smoked a whole pack last night or something. I dunno. It's weird. But YAY!!!

Also, tell me something about when we met, or when we first chatted online. Some of you are excluded from this.

PS...
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so i've enjoyed my week of 'vacation'. sofar i've:

-sang karaoke at a bowling alley.
-cooked lotsa dinner for LTrain.
-applied for jobs.
-took care of my woman.
friday
-drove to long beach to have coffee with Rae and Midian.
-got stuck in 5:00 traffic after coffee.
saturday
-had pancakes and coffee in my pj's.
-stole beer from Maxx.
-drank beer in...
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first off,

thanks bean!!!!!


well, hope to have internet soon. it's just taking some time to get settled in. i'm @ work right now, using the internet so i must be quick! hope everyone is well!!
xoxo
manda

wow. so i'm naked on the internet now.

good day to everyone. i'll be spending the day moving. funny that my set with boxes that i actually used to pack my stuff in is up on the day that i'm moving...

i want a job.
i want to move in to the apartment.
i want furniture to refinish.
i want to be loud.
i want unlimited supplies of coffee right at my fingertips.
i want to get drunk with her.
i want to be able to drive my truck...


so yeah. what do you want?

i'm here.

i got pulled over the other day, for the first time in my 6 years of driving. about 4:30 am, just outside tucson. he didn't even say anything about me driving around 15 mph over the speed limit, he just wanted to make sure i wasn't smuggling drugs in the back of my truck, with a tarp pulled over them. it didn't help...
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my schedule:

day one- work
day two- work
day three- work
day four- off, pack, sleeeeep
day five- drive
day six- drive

::sigh:: is it the end of day six yet??

Why am I awake at 3:45 am eating peanut butter sandwiches? More importantly, why am I not tired? This is insane. Working in a bar really changes your internal clock all around. It's alright, I guess. I do have a few complaints about it. But I guess I'm doing okay after being on my feet, serving and spilling beers for just about 9.5 hours...

On...
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For Her:

Weary with toil I haste to my bed,
The dear repose for limbs with travel tired;
But then begins a journey in my head
To work my mind when body's work's expired;
For then my thoughts, from far where I abide,
Intend a zealous pilgrimage to thee,
And keep my drooping eyelids open wide,
Looking on darkness which the blind do see:
Save...
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