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busy from now til a while from now. sorry. no time.

i am not functioning well and it takes me hours longer than it should to get anything done. fuck relationships. fuck crying. fuck emotions entirely. i wish i were made of stone. or a robot. robot

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lotus:
HEY!
I got presents! From you!
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and since I'm a total brat I opened them right away! Thanks! They're so cute!
The asshat thing is hillarious too! Who the heck is her husband and why did I call him an asshat? lol.
kiss kiss kiss
It's so funny that you got me.
yay presents!
thanks!!
cgilbe1:
when relationship things suck i play johnny cash's "that old wheel". sage words from the man in black.

but if you think, to paraphrase Lisa simpson, that playin country wont make you feel better remember,as bleedin gums murphy says its not about making yourself feel better. its about makin other people feel worse.

but seriously. good luck
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oh my fucking lord. i love my powerbook so much. you can't imagine. it's... it's fantastic. *drool* now i need to find some awesome free mac font sites. any suggestions?

takakoshimizu's storybook sounds like so much fun. i'm going to be a superheroine, which is very exciting for me. ahh. oh, today i set up my voicemail again (because rogers wireless employs a lot...
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shayne:
congrats on nearly a year of delicous Malloreigh hotness. I cannot wait for a whole new year of YOU. xo
dempsey:
Hehe... i'm so glad you like the powerbook. As for fonts, well, you can use any font from windows as well (OSX supports Post Script, True Type and OpenType fonts). One good freeware font site I used to love (before I got so damn typographically anal) is daFont. They always have something cool hidden away.

For somewhat inexpensive fonts (in relation to the "expensive fonts" that cost like 100-200 for ONE FACE!!!@!) that look amazing, I like Letterhead Fonts. That is where I got the font I used for the "Malloreigh" tag. smile
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i just want to make sure that everyone knows that aya's new set went up today. it is positively wicked. i'd tell you why, but i'd rather you go look at the set. trust me... it's awesome!

in other news, i am about to go to the post office to pick up what i hope is my computer. fingers crossed. we shall see. if...
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arik:
i used to wear eyeliner, i still do on special occasions wink
aphexplotz:
Hmm, AIM seems to have died. I'm going to grab some food, catch you some other time smile
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i wish that i were kissing someone right now. someone new. i love the feeling of new kisses. the butterflies, the excitement, that uncertainty over whether you should touch your tongue to theirs. ahh. flutter. sigh. love

i'm in a very romantic mood. i want to be taken out on a date. i've never really dated, or been romanced. i want a boy to ask me...
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akl:
if only you lived in reno..
fadinghope:
Definitely not ruined, but it makes one want to hibernate for the winter smile

hope you find what you're looking for.
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everyone go say hi to my friend t3t5u0. he only has nine days left on his account and i'm making him use it. convince him to stay on sg! show him the wonders of the naked internet! (i wonder if he'll upload a profile picture. he's really cute. and SINGLE, ladies!)

also, walker texas ranger is my bitch (as evidenced in aforelinked thread)....
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fancier:
Okay, 1: You said 'romancing' which is the best word ever.

2: Old school dagger and skull tattoos are definately hot, even with a cheesy secret meaning.

3: I don't really have a #3 but I felt the list was too short without it.
fancier:
It is time for me to sleep and dream of WTR and star tattoos. Sleep well miss, when you do.

Mmmm vegan Oreos sound delicious.
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time for another update. i have a picture of my septum piercing, but i've decided that i don't look good enough in it, so maybe i'll take another picture tomorrow when i'm bored and have nothing better to do than dress up and take pictures of myself. sadly, i think i lost my usb cord, so that won't do me much good at all.

can't...
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stipud:
you see what I did there? that was an inside joke.

we are insiders.
cassiopeia:
blush How could I refuse? blush
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some people call me a space cowboy
some call me the gangster of love
some people call me maaaauriiice (wooow wooow)

so i'm sitting here, typing my journal, in victoria (thank god, but i return to the boonies tomorrow), and my face is decorating the top of the page. i didn't realize that modeling for indieclick would be so unnerving as i surf sg! "hey,...
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krys_____:
thanks. 77 cents is the title of the painting from button 5, it's actually "77 cents for every dollar earned." Yes, it's about the wage gap between men and women. Number 10 is a self portrait, actually.

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polly:
yeah well. when i was little..............




i had a bowl cut.
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boys make me cry.

edit: so do girls. i am just a big ball of heartbreak. damnit! someone post pictures of kittens in my journal comments. i order thee.
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colcannon:
orders make me cry
aeonique:
This is my kittie, he doesn't make me cry

toesocks make me happy, thigh high tabi socks will make me happier kiss
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la la la. i've been singing a lot today. terrified heart and maybe i'm amazed and love ridden, mostly. i want to sing. i wonder if my not-yet-here computer has a built-in mic so i can record myself and see if i'm any good. i'd call myself and leave myself voice-mails, but to check my voice-mail is long distance, and i'm not prepared to spend...
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m0unds:
nog nog nog nog NOG

(tums tums tums tum tums!!)


there's still time to take care of the slow postal processors....mwaahahaha
dempsey:
aye... it has a built in mic... it's hidden somewhere around the speakers...
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so my computer's not here yet. i'm bored. i'm lonely. i'm cold. i'm in a town in the middle of ass-nowhere. i spend the day alternating between watching dvds, reading god emperor and eating my quickly-dwindling supply of a few staples (bagels, margarine, soy milk, granola, pasta and tomato sauce... oh, and lil dreamers). i have $0.79 in my bank account. i fear what will...
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yawg:
You still in Duncan? Sheesh, poor you. A guy I know tried to talk me into moving up there recently but I'm no fool.
michelle:
hey new friend. good luck with the despairing, I guess there's not much to do here in the urban scenster sense. Hey sorry for cheaping out on the duvet offer, just located it if you still want it. Let me know if you still wanna come with to the Battle Royale Finale at Lucky bar tomorrow night smile
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went with lisakat, dvb and jenn to seventh heaven last night. i had an amazing time and met some great people. unfortunately, i also spent two and a half hours puking my guts out, but that's the way the cookie crumbles. (back to you, fuckers.) i also met a friend of cerah's and perved out on a cute 16-year-old girl (asking her if...
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apotheosis:
You're a deviantart fan too? lol... great stuff there eh?
el_cu_cuy:
DAYNE JAH DAYNE JAH, MAL ROBINSON.... minus the robinson part.

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i see you are going on an adventure. crazy capers, dude. thats what its all about. trust me.

i made the attempt to actually talk to the opposite sex today when i was at the mall. the girl was working at the department store i was at and everything was actually going alright (gave her a flier to my band's show) and then i found out she had just turned 17. ...thats when the awkwardness blanketed me with confustion.
is it me or are younger kids looking older and older? coincidence or is it done on purpose?

i dont wanna be considered a sicko for hitting on a freshly turned 17 year old considering i am well over 18, so i just kinda invited her and left it at that.
anyway.... best of luck.

come play in my band.
'i need more cowbell, baby....'

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kasara's new set went up today.

that made my day 12% brighter.
i have a purring kitten sitting on my chest. 11%.
today i go to the bank to send money to dmpsi for his laptop. 19%.
no hot water in the shower. eek. cold. time for the suicide.

just kidding. go look at kasara naked.

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el_cu_cuy:
kittens give +5 against sadness.
friends give you +7 against loneliness.
tempting hotness pics of kasara gives you a +10 happiness.
just being maloreigh = +70% wickedness to all journals you comment on.

you OWN.


hope all gets better. you need anything from a bum like myself (even a lending ear), lemme know.

*needs food badly.
gonzoe:
stipud's picture is incrediibly awesome. you get 98% props. had the lobster been rubbing it's hitler-esque nipples, you would have gotten the last 2%. so close. so close.

and i'm sorry you're upset. even though it probably has nothing to do with me. actually, i'd be pretty shocked if it had something to do with me. but anyways...

yes, please be happy. you're an attractive girl who tries what she can to better the life of herself and of those around her. which is few and far between in people nowadays.

not to mention the fact that you like dune, tool, and excessive body mod's. which just makes you way cooler.

ok, i'm gonna stop being a kiss ass now. i hope the ass kissing as previously stated was sufficient. if not, i can always flog myself. or something.