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highlights of last night...

- the fashionable wine-bag that freakpirate made for me.
- drinking under the counter with rin.
- intoxicated halo two.
- sharing a cigar and a great conversation with my new platonic female friend, weetzie.
- meanwhilethecat's polaroid camera.
- strip poker and losing nothing more than our socks.
- drunkenly dancing with lotus to death cab's "the...
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freakpirate:
Hmm... I suppose that could have something to do with it. Or it could be the overabundance of shirtless guys. Looking back I should have taken more pictures myself. That would have gaurenteed more topless pictures. Oh why didn't I... Next time. Next time...

arik:
see that's just wrong. what are they doing messing up the awesomeness of the topless room? you guys should have had some sort of bouncer to keep them out wink
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i wonder if the sunshine will stream through my window in my new bedroom. i wonder how long til i can wake up to gentle kisses on my cheeks and someone warm in my arms. i wonder when i'll have enough money to be okay again. i wonder how this is going to turn out.

it's almost 2005 and i'm scared to death.

so this...
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asreal1:
Hey, great finding out that we don't hate each other... let me know when you've got your Audioscrobbler group up and running and I'm in.
arik:
haha, we are the best drunken typists ever! now if only that were a skill that we could use somewhere wink
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THE POWER OF COCK COMPELS YOU!

what?

(i'm eating candy for lunch. i had supper for breakfast because i woke up at five. i had sleeping pills last night in an effort to sleep through all of today so to wake up only in time for the new year's eve party tomorrow.)

DEAR MEMBERS:
if any of you are in the calgary/edmonton/whatever area, come to...
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arik:
well damn. i guess we'll just have to make snowmen next year then. rainmen though? that's happening in february tongue

i love rainy days so much. especially now, cause i have three skylights above my bed. it sounds so awesome when the rain is falling.
arik:
hehe, well i have three giant skylights that are directly over my bed. it is super nice to lie down and watch the moon, or the rain, or hail, or whatever. they have shades now though, which is good because they used to wake me up all the time.

that sun thing, it's very hot wink
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arik:
dum de dum. bored bored bored, but not for long.
monkeybutt:
you have beautiful eyes. i hope you get laid on new year's. kiss

[Edited on Dec 30, 2004 6:58PM]
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lu5t is super professional and a wicked photographer. i can't wait til he makes official photographer for the site. he deserves it. i dressed up in lots of visha's pretty clothes today. it was so much fun.

only two days til new year's eve. two days til i get to see my lovely kasara again. i misses her.

i guess i should change my...
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porcelainheart:
oh! thank you. that little comment cheered me up.
arik:
rad times at least four wink i'm writing you an email.
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clarky_182:
sorry to hear about whats happened **gives hoooooge hug** hope you fell better soon
obliviousfocus:
oh man that sucks i hope things work out for you though
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tomorrow morning i'm doing a photoshoot with lu5t. (good lord, you have no idea how excited i am.) also, i wish i had my new address so i could use the small amount of money i have in my paypal account to buy socks from sock dreams. i want some of the super longsocks and some vertical-stripe stockings like the ones voltaire wears...
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tehwickedends:
Oh nothing much.... Only your hand in Marriage.
You see you guys(canadians) have that Universal Healthcare thing and I need that and getting hitched is the easiest way to become a Citizen. So come on it would only be for about three months biggrin


Maybe four
inov8ve:
i dunno. maybe cos you're an SG. that's just a reasonable assumption.

anyway... i'm leavin for New York now. Talk to ya when i get back on the 4th.

haPpy nEW yeaR!!!!!

xoxoskullxoxo
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i would like to have a polaroid camera, i think. yes. that would be a nice thing to have.

right now my top three purchases that i'm saving up for are...

1. a pair of very nice headphones.
2. a good mic for my powerbook.
3. a polaroid camera.

i would like to sing. i would like to use garageband to compose beautiful music. my...
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mallory:
i always wanted to sing in a band myself.. but i have this thing where i cant get up the nerve to sing in front of more than two people.. blah
mallory:
i guess my confidence was lowered even more because the guys i sang in front of didnt ask me to come back again.. but.. i think it was for the better because they wanted to start a band that sounds like Ranier Maria.. and i think her voice is kind of annoying..
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silent night, broken night
all is fallen when you take your flight
i found some hate for you
(just for show)
you found some love for me
(thinking i'd go)
don't keep me from crying to sleep
sleep in heavenly peace

silent night, moonlit night
nothing's changed
nothing is right
i should be stronger than weeping alone
you should be weaker than sending me home...
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friedbanana105:
Hope you're having some fun in Cowtown. Enjoy your new year's eve!
melly:
I hope you start feeling better ... kiss
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edit: my christmas was wicked. i made my grandmother cry and she told me that i look old and unhealthy. thanks, grandma!

a year ago today, i got my membership to suicidegirls. less than a month later i was pink. smile my membername was malloreigh with a lowercase m. i had been visiting the site near-daily for a couple of months at that point and when...
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weetzie:
thanks sugah. merry christmas!
greyest_skies:
don't family just have a way of making you feel warm cuddlie inside
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EDIT: i'm about to upload a fuckload of old pictures into my candids, so go look!
EDIT: okay, they're uploaded. go. go look. do it now. biggrin they're all from late 2003 or early 2004, with the exception of a few extras from shoots i've done since then.

you know what's a little bit sad? i tried to describe who i am and what i want...
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supremepizzaman:
Hi! I'm glad you liked my e-mailzors. smile
allycat_13:
Saw your post on the hating christmas thread. Family is weird about vegans and such (look at Simpson) and its not your fault, but theres. They want an image of what they are and we're not it usually.
Have a Merry Christmas nothingless, shouldn't be too bad. Its only for one day!!! biggrin
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i think i want to get a bridge piercing. i was looking at an old picture of myself (located here) and it looks sort of like i have a bridge piercing because of reflection. it looks kinda cute. of course, i don't want to be overpierced, and i did just get new glasses, so maybe now isn't the time. septum + glasses is already...
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kasara:
Fork! things just keep getting crappier and crappier. If you have a decent camera I can get Ryan to shoot it for us. He did a pretty good job on my last set. We just need the right lighting is all.
annie:
haha. nah its just some picture i found on the internet.
but its awsome huh..
today i made a tiny cabnet for my rediculously tiny collection.
love annie