fucking hell. i've been sitting here for 20 minutes trying to think of something to say that isn't totally whiney, but i'm sorry i can't. today has been incredibly sucky. i had the worst phone conversation with my ex ever. he was really really mean and said fuck you and hung up on me. then i had to go to work with my eyes all...
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i got a fucking AWESOME Ozzy shirt today! 
i only paid $3!!! i love my work sometimes. anyway, band practice tonight...blah blah....i told the ex i would go by his work. i kinda forgot about it, and then he sent me a friendster and reminded me. now i'm all nervous. oh well. i can always just walk out if i feel weird. i sure do...
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i only paid $3!!! i love my work sometimes. anyway, band practice tonight...blah blah....i told the ex i would go by his work. i kinda forgot about it, and then he sent me a friendster and reminded me. now i'm all nervous. oh well. i can always just walk out if i feel weird. i sure do... Read More
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jim197761064:
your on friendster, im on friendster. lets be friendsters eh! my e-mail is mybrainhurts77@hotmail.com ssshhh...dont let anyone know. ops!! i got an awesome Gn'R shirt today. so ya for the both of us. 
topbanana66:
I saw The Dirtbomb's and The Sights on thursday - have you heard them? Hope you are having a good weekend...... 
oi! i've just decided that when we go on tour i'm gonna have a mohawk. it'll be summer, i can't have all this hair! anyway, i'm excited!
ps getting drunk by myself rules!!!!!!
ps getting drunk by myself rules!!!!!!
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clashcityrckr77:
thanks for welcoming me..and you heard right...I AM the shit! hahaa 
jax:
Hehe any day now hopefully. You should come to New York and vist me and Pat sexy
ok, i guess you guys are sick of hearing me wallow in self pity so here's some good news for once. we (my band) got a pretty good review in Maximum Rock n Roll, supposedly in Razorcake (haven't read it yet) and on a few webzines. i'm pretty stoked. oh yeah we made 3 peoples top ten lists in MRR too. its something i've always...
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stormy:
ok-looked at your candids again... im totally in love with you. #9, cutest fucking picture ever. texas isnt far from arizona take a road trip over here and sing to me. im gonna be here for 10 more days.you know you want to 
jaidee:
good luck! and congrats!
eh. another sucky night to complete my totally sucky weekend. we went to some stupid karaoke thing. there was a show that i knew my ex was gonna be at. it was probably cool, but i just didn't want to see him and make a fool out of myself. and trust me, i probably would have. anyway, i'm done with going out as opposed to...
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djdigdoug:
I'll follow him around pointing and laughing if you'd like
But seriously, I know it's painfull, but don't let him break you. If you turn into a hermit, he wins! Fuck the self pity and get right back on that horse girlie! Nothing would bother him more thatn to see you out having a good time by yourself with your friends, etc.
Don't let the question of whether or not he's going to be there or not dictate where you go, in fact, I'd search out the places he's going to be jsut to rub his face in the fact that you CAN be happy without him (not in a Jan Brady sort of way, but you get the point).
Take care, and have fun being single for Pete's sake!
But seriously, I know it's painfull, but don't let him break you. If you turn into a hermit, he wins! Fuck the self pity and get right back on that horse girlie! Nothing would bother him more thatn to see you out having a good time by yourself with your friends, etc.
Don't let the question of whether or not he's going to be there or not dictate where you go, in fact, I'd search out the places he's going to be jsut to rub his face in the fact that you CAN be happy without him (not in a Jan Brady sort of way, but you get the point).
Take care, and have fun being single for Pete's sake!
t42unme:
Come on girlfriend.. Pick yourself up. Focus on shit you want to make happen. It's all about you!! You don't need anybody to reach your goals!
anyone interested in buying my band's (The Winks) 7" record should look on www.supersecretrecords.com for ordering information. they cost $3. later...
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devastator:
i was at the austin show, but i didn't see you.
and yeah, it sucked being so short and behind such tall males...
and yeah, it sucked being so short and behind such tall males...
mulhollanddrive:
Sorry to say that the Runaways reunion is a no go. Lita backed out at the last minute, cuz she doesn't want to leave her kids. Sal from EF was pretty bummed, as he was trying to put it together. He said it was so close. Too bad, cuz I really wanted to go. He's supposed to send me the rest of the line up for that thing. If it's cool enough, I might still go.
Hope you are doing a little better. Take care.
Hope you are doing a little better. Take care.
guys, i'm having a really hard time tonight. i know i said that i felt stronger today, but tonight i feel just as hurt and lost as ever. i went to the burlesque show. before the show, my best friend and i went to another bar, where she met some guy and talked to him and proceeded to get really drunk so that when we...
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lane:
gah... sounds like a shitty night over-all, which is really lame considering that under normal circumstances, going to the Burlesque show would be really fun... ::hug::
how could someone NOT miss you? I mean, come on, you're like the epitome of cool.
how could someone NOT miss you? I mean, come on, you're like the epitome of cool.
topbanana66:
Looks like you need some hugs! Maybe go out with other friends and try other activities for a time to relieve bad feelings? PS - I'm interested in the rcord as well...Take care!
PS - I'm interested in the rcord as well...Take care!so...ok. night before last, my boyfriend of almost a year dumped me. i say dumped because it was completely one sided and pretty much a surprise to me. anyway, i've shed many many many tears and punched many walls and hard objects, but nothing's gonna change what has happened. i'm still sad, because i do love him, but today when i woke up, i kinda...
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curiousfeline:
Woohooo for freedom and SG Burlesque!
*meow
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*meow
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bedukay:
what a fool he is.
actually, everything sucks worse now than it did the other day when i wrote 'everything sucks'. go fuckin figure.
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deanna:
feel better luv
havannaaffair:
two words: Joe Dirt 
everything sucks.
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t42unme:
not everything
last night i took nyquil and fell asleep listening to Nico.
.......sigh........
.......sigh........
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wraith7000:
Nicooooo Suaveaaaaa....oh wait...that's someone else 
toria:
Ha!
My night was Tylenol Cold&Flu PM, a joint, and traffic sounds and sirens.
So much the same, and yet so different...
My night was Tylenol Cold&Flu PM, a joint, and traffic sounds and sirens.
So much the same, and yet so different...
working while sick is fucking sucksville! 
my throat feels like someone fucking karate kicked me in the neck from the outside and then forced me to eat shards of glass. it truly fucking sucks. and i'm too poor to go to the doctor. more nyquil, please! 
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curiousfeline:
My boyfriend's all around treatment is Nyquil..haha. So I have plenty to give you. Feel Better chica.
*meow*
Feel Better chica.
*meow*
kitten:
im retarded
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[Edited on Jan 14, 2004 4:09PM]
Feel better.
*meow*
good luck. and try not to let him make you cry! boys are dumb.