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Woke up with my tongue in the same dirty mouth but my mind is sharper and I feel the pistols press against my hip bones and I can face the world without feeling useless..gonna play cowboy and indian with the world once again.

oh by the way my birthday is coming up
miao!!
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ldwarren:
Hey, any kind of comment from you makes me happy as it shows you were thinking of me.

Have a lovely weekend dear.
kiss skull miao!!
zode:
My Favorite Character and Scene from Demonic

Thats a Broad Question and can be answered many ways but Ill proceed on the premise that they are connected.

The character I connected best with was Jenna. I suppose it goes to both her and my duality, hers presenting perceived vulnerability and essential extreme sexual nature acting in concert with my psyche of both a Alpha Male Big Dog and my protectorate nurturing Soul of someone born on the Cancer /Leo Cusp. She just screams for my attention and would become complete and competent, her yearnings finally satiated by my manner and affection. Her Demons slayed. The Sex of course would be Amazing!!!

The scene I enjoyed most would be the seduction of Jenna by Mars. I refer to it as the Love scene between them. The two parties filling a void and achieving release in a veiled act of both intense emotion and basic human need. Both times I read it I became vehemently aroused and needed to perform my own brisk act of release. Expression of Love is a Beautiful thing particularly when it is atypical. You captured something I enjoy immensely the mutual connection and expression of a sexual desire that transcends the typical mind.
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zode:
I knew you were in need of a little puke pick me upIm so good to you.

Visiting those places in our mind that make us uncomfortable helps to keep everything in perspective. You can never think too much its one of your qualities that make you so attractive.

Advice=

Endeavor to persevere.

Talent often makes poor career decisions. Make choices wisely, have clear and attainable goals.


On the JT Leroy storydont take it as a personal affront, there may be more than meets the eye to yet appear. Look at your personal contact as a valued insight to a vast story.

My hostel date is a little inconsistent and weve yet to connect to be able to go. I promised her the experience and strive to keep my obligationsI hope for sometime soon.
zode:
You would enjoy the showI dont think I can make it this week but maybe next
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what the fuck???
who? what? huh? what the fuck?
i was a fan..........i was an admirer. i spoke on the phone with jt/whoever it was. wtf. i'm really confused. once a hero, now a fraud?? all those fucking emails from him were from whom???

skull

anyway,
So Ive started writing a new book, The Scaffolds, loosely based on some childhood experiences of mine. Since Ive started...
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rolandtr808:
Happy New Year 2 You 2!!!!! love
hellblazer:
Thanks for the birthday wishes, jt. wink

Yeah, I read about the whole leroy thing and remembered you had interviewed him/her.

"It's a strange world.

Let's keep it that way..."

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Damon_Shadows sent me a compilation cd in the mail, i got it today! thanx, sugar.
I know lots of people are goin to see Hostel tonight so PLEASE dont tell me anything, I didnt see it tonight but will hopefully see it over the weekend before I hear too much buzz and hype about it..i dont want my virgin ears to bleed until Im there...
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jena:
Mama looky here and then there...... OK! SOmething to send home to the parents.

You little bitch, you cheated!!!!! eeek eeek eeek It's ok.

CARLOS D CAME TO SEE THE FUNERAL CRASHERS, GET OUT!!!!!!!!!!>>>>??????? What!?!? That is SO FUCKING AWESOME!!! I'm glad I wasn't there, you know. I read that he has a thing for big women (not like Jackass's "Sweaty Fat Fucks"--a little sexier) so I would've gotten drunk and tried to sell myself to him for like, a dollar or something. I really get nuts in general when I hear of any guy preferring big women, what ambitious bitches. It kills me, I swear. My ex will look at this site and say "She could use about 10, 20 more pounds." I think this fetish is the missing link of the next John Waters. You should work this into your future writings.

You killed me for saying you've been in love with yourself for years. tongue tongue tongue Are you like me, while having sex, grab a hand mirror to check your hair? I've done it. shocked

Ok. I gotsta work on that work schedule shiiiiit. I only have one other co-worker so it's rough. tongue

Love, Peas. kiss kiss kiss
wendy:
yay you did my survey! it's getting around.

if 50 cent ever kidnaps you will you please let lloyd banks know that he can come kidnap me too.
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Random thoughts. How can humans punish other humans for anything, in any form, it just doesnt seem right. We are all walking imperfections. Get over yourself. Theres a mouse in my study, I swear there is. I fucking hate the postal service, anyone who works for the postal service, or anyone who wears blue. When Im rich Im gonna pay a hot dude to puke...
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zode:
Your philosophy is sounds although I sort of mentioned it jest as my friend does not wear underwear.

I Love Drunk GirlsPost Away.
jacksalt:
Why were you invited to the paranormal convention?
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im about to go to coney island. Its cold so that means less annoying folk. I hope. So I sent my book off to my agent! I am also hoping to volunteer here
CHECK OUT THE PICS IN THE STARRY NIGHT THEATRE REPORT!! its something i've always held a deep interest in. it would be awesome to write about my experiences if anything bizarre happened...
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zode:
I hate the gentrification of any urban area but New York in particular. Losing a genuine article is bad enough but its loss coupled with gluttony adds insult to injury.

I made a new friend last weekend and she is dyeing to see it. We may do the midnight thing but I hate crowds. Most likely Ill see it during the week.


Yes it is true if I had access to your brain Id constantly be licking it and poking at it. Id embrace it often, nurture it and even buy smokes for ityes true love.
charlemagne:
I hope your gift cards show up, though I doubt it. Our noble Postal service does have its thieves.
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guinnessstoudt:
happy new year!!! woo hoo, I'm going to get some pictures taken here shortly, for the site. I'll keep you informed. kiss
charlemagne:
Ouch!
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charlemagne:
I think by the time I got around to reading your journal entry something got deleted. Have a good New Year and may all your books go bestseller!
jena:
Happy next-foot-in-the-grave baby doll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss I sure did drink one for you; I was crocked by 4pm.

What'd you do mama? kiss kiss kiss
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Ive been reading about the history of Hells Kitchen all day. If theres one thing I want to read in the next few weeks, its How The Other Half Lives. I cant believe dumb hippies tried to change the name Hells Kitchen to Clinton. Yuck. Thank Christ that didnt happen. So.New Year. Its gonna be so dead, I cant wait. Dead, back in the mid...
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apple_addict:
happy new year sweety kiss
charlemagne:
You'll know you're a New Yorker when you get that New Yawk accent! The Californians are trying to steal the show, but New York is still THE CITY!
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i AM Insane.

Goddamn it am I really doing this? Am I really writing a second entry in one day? Thank you, Bacardi razz. Thanks a lot. I wanted to get drunk mainly so I could write but its amazing how hard it is to spell at this point. Like dog and god. Getting those mixed up. I cant wait until I look out the...
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zode:
I was hoping she would take the plunge as well seems we have the same morbid sense of romanceIll drink the Kool-Aid if you do.
jena:
OH MAN!!!!!! SHIT 47 jobs!!! That's fantastic, you beat the shit out of me!!! REALLY, 47 or are you just saying that?!?! Well I could imagine since I am 30 fucking 2. PLus I jsut remembered yet another short lived tragedy. I gotsta edit. You need ot do a journal-resume next!!! We should start a business. For serious.

I gotsta check my mail I know--I got a little pop saying it was from you! biggrin love

Where in das South are you from? THAT reminds me!!! I had a one-day job in Virginia!!! Bastards wouldn't talk to me again after they saw my tattoos. mad

kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss

How's the current job going?
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helllllllo wink how was everyone's christmas? mine was pretty cool. i finished my novel 'bound to die young,' which i'm pretty excited about, and i got a phone call from my sister. we hadn't spoken in like 6 years. things between us haven't been glam since 1999. it was very strange hearing from her, but very cool. i miss her. i need my big sister in...
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mercie:
wow, you finished a novel! I've always wanted to write something, but I always seem to stall after the first initial great idea, a few chapters in... I guess I'm just not cut out to be a writer. tongue Glad to hear you had a good xmas. smile
ldwarren:
helllllllo back to you (I cut and pasted your hello to make sure I got the correct number of l's there - yes, I am anal).

My xmas is going well, two days of family, drink and food, now it's time to start the socializing with friends again. My brother announced that his wife is expecting a kid so it seems like good news all round on the brothers/sisters-front. You havent spoken to her since '99? Wow, must have been a fall-out/story there.

Must be exciting and daunting thinking about your next project..just include a slightly demented Englishman in there though.. wink
kiss
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Holidays really do a lot to someone. Whether or not its about a religion, which to me its NOT, but it still holds a certain expectation from others.
And whats that?
love can often be selfish. I know my mother would want me home for Christmas. But Im here, in New York, the city that keeps going no matter the strike, no matter what great...
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jena:


Fuck me! It's Christmas! love
carebear:
merry christmas to you 2 dear hope you got everything your heart desired