it felt cold inside
so we threw the radio onto the fire
it felt good to watch it burn away to nothing
you said you felt weak
i hope it's got nothing to do with the things you told me
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so we threw the radio onto the fire
it felt good to watch it burn away to nothing
you said you felt weak
i hope it's got nothing to do with the things you told me
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my life is begining to transform infront of my eyes. i'm letting the good in, and starting to think and act in a way...
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godzuki:
I don't know about the "don't think" part
, but the transformation seems to be a positive one (insert appropriate butterfly metaphor here), so good for you!
scooter11:
Well, that's good news, anyway. 
so i'm another year older. my birthday could've gone better than it did. but the follow up was enough to make up for it. now, i'm awaiting the panther release tonight, i'm gonna hit up the seattle apple store and see the lovelypanther roll-out! i can't wait!!!
anyway, a new g4 ibook is in my immediate future, i can't even begin to tell you how...
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catdad:
Belated happy birthday!
nopantsdave:
I always get burned out on school after about a month. I then tend to skip class for about a week and "recharge". I like to think it helps more than it hurts, but who knows.
things have smoothed out a bit since yesterday. i am feeling better. i am however stressing about far too many things. school, money, the details of my upcoming move. i need to learn to worry and think less.
looks like i'll be spending the remainder of my 21st year on this planet at home, with my cats, possibly cleaning, working on some sketches and maybe...
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looks like i'll be spending the remainder of my 21st year on this planet at home, with my cats, possibly cleaning, working on some sketches and maybe...
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pureblu12225:
so was it as grand as you expected...
hope you got lots of cool dillies and such
boojiboy:
Happy Belated Miss.
Linz accidentally grabbed your SG jacket with the PJ sticker / patch on it. I have it here, and'll get it to you somehow. Hope your kids are keeping you company and things are going well. How was that show with Jesse the other night. Saw the poster. Good score.
Kev
Linz accidentally grabbed your SG jacket with the PJ sticker / patch on it. I have it here, and'll get it to you somehow. Hope your kids are keeping you company and things are going well. How was that show with Jesse the other night. Saw the poster. Good score.
Kev
my heart is very tormented right now. equal amounts of happiness and sadness tug at me.
i know that i am a lucky girl. i know that i am loved and am completely capable of returning that love. and i know that things will work themselves out, for better or for worse. i can only keep my fingers crossed that it's for the better.
i know that i am a lucky girl. i know that i am loved and am completely capable of returning that love. and i know that things will work themselves out, for better or for worse. i can only keep my fingers crossed that it's for the better.
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drewvis:
all i can say jayne is that you are the best. i'm gonna send you some birthday gifts. rock on.
monica:
happy birthday!
so i told my family tonight that i'm moving to london. they took it rather well. my mom couldn't stop smiling, and told my step dad that she was glad they were cleaning out their garage. i'll save my money, sell my car, sell anything else that i have that's valuable. get a laptop so i can stay wired, that's fairly imparative. pack up what...
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jacqui:
thank god !
i dreaded telling my mum that i was moving out :/ she, like your mum took it very well ! you most probably dont need as much money as you think. you will get a job as soon as you get there so dont worry too much about that. yay....i feel so excited for you. the turning of a leaf maybe just what you need ?
xXx
issie
i dreaded telling my mum that i was moving out :/ she, like your mum took it very well ! you most probably dont need as much money as you think. you will get a job as soon as you get there so dont worry too much about that. yay....i feel so excited for you. the turning of a leaf maybe just what you need ?
xXx
issie
drewvis:
moving to london huh? wow... good for you. it's gonna suck with you being so far away but hey, you're gonna have a blast.
ok...so i'm in need of some serious money saving strategies....any suggestions???????
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mathematics:
challenge yourself. choose the $ amount you want to attain within x months. choose an amount that's a bit "over the top". at first it might seem impossible to accomplish, but that's the point. that should serve as a motivator to push yourself to prove you wrong.
that's what i did. i set the $ amount i want to have by the end of this year and i already hit it with two and a half months to spare.
that's what i did. i set the $ amount i want to have by the end of this year and i already hit it with two and a half months to spare.
catdad:
Reclusion has worked for me. If I don't go out, I don't spend money. Of course, it has its disadvantages, too.
the last day has been refreshing and lazy. it's so nice to relax for five seconds. had the pleasure of spending it w/ Jesse, grabbed a bite last night and headed to see Pink Martini. they were amazing, as i had expected. all in all i had what i would venture to call a next to perfect evening, everything seemed right. it was warm...
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scooter11:
Hot bath+book=paradise...
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[Edited on Oct 17, 2003 11:40PM]
you would think an extreme lack of sleep would teach me to get my work done earlier. i'm sure however that i'll do the same thing next time, it's just ridiculous. anyone have a cure for this procrastination bullshit??? a pill or something? i'm fairly certain that anyone who developed such a drug would shortly become very wealthy. i'll just have to keep my fingers...
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bettie:
I am the queen of putting things off til the last minute and it kills me everytime. If you find a pill like that will you please let me know, I'll need a lifetime supply.
johnnyvonbondie:
...and you can get PBR for three dollars, whatever that is.
jesse
jesse
i've been thinking of relocating for about four months now. the destination keeps changing, but now i have it narrowed down to two locations. i wish it wasn't almost a whole year off though, i am so anxious. it's either a rather short move, that will land me next to many friends and loved ones, or it's a move that could prove to be quite...
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drewvis:
wow. 2 great places, even though i have only ever been to seattle. good luck with everything no matter where you go. i'm sure it will be the best for ya.
jacqui:
the question from last night, kates new horse is 'section d welsh cob' , does that make any sense ....?
where will you go ?
if you want to live in england for a year or two i know lots of people that could hook you up with a bedsit or even a small apt for not too much. good luck !
xXx
issie
where will you go ?
if you want to live in england for a year or two i know lots of people that could hook you up with a bedsit or even a small apt for not too much. good luck !
xXx
issie
my monday has shaped up to be an interesting one.
woke early for classes at 1pm
exchanged emails with a foreigner i've missed talking to
went to class, was fairly productive
came home early
at dinner, and a bit of dessert
worked on watching the appendecies of the fellowship
ran some errands
did some sketching and finished some design homework
played with the boys
did...
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woke early for classes at 1pm
exchanged emails with a foreigner i've missed talking to
went to class, was fairly productive
came home early
at dinner, and a bit of dessert
worked on watching the appendecies of the fellowship
ran some errands
did some sketching and finished some design homework
played with the boys
did...
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drewvis:
ahhh yeah, you know when monday starts off on a good foot the rest of the week is gonna go by super quicks and it's gonna be a good one. make sure you keep us all informed on how it goes. take care.

jacqui:
awe. nice to know that you are feeling better than yesterday!
i wish my day today would have gone better. i've been so tough lately, and things have been going well. but the one guy who ruins my heart came into my work today. the one guy who can make my world come crashing down like no one else.....why the hell was he there. ever since i was small, he's had a knack for making this...
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pjjjj:
Wow. Without knowing the situation between you and your father, I can practically feel through the internet the pain you're in as a result of this. I doubt there's really anything I can say or write that would make things better, but I wish you nothing but the best of luck in dealing with all this.
diggity:
so many pages in my paper-journal devoted to the love and hate of my father...i think the general crappyness of dads these days (and maybe since time memorial) makes me want to work with youth. i hope you find the means to untap your strength when faced with your father.
the voice of hope sandoval is haunting my mind
my day has been a perfect grey rainy one
i got caught in a thunder storm and got drenched on the way to class
the hail hurt my face, but the thunder and lightening was beautiful
i was productive in the lab at school today, got some work done
i bumbled around campus today daydreaming to...
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my day has been a perfect grey rainy one
i got caught in a thunder storm and got drenched on the way to class
the hail hurt my face, but the thunder and lightening was beautiful
i was productive in the lab at school today, got some work done
i bumbled around campus today daydreaming to...
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johnnyvonbondie:
yeah right...the thing is that i'm really not a good guitar player to begin with. it's just a hobby at best and the new guitar is well beyond my abilites as it is, but i really wanted it so i got it anyway.
i ordered it online and i hope that it get's here in a week or so.
as for playing in front of girls...well, i usually don't. especially in your case as you know what a decent guitar player can do.
i'd just look like a dipshit.
now playing in front of people that have no idea, that's another story completely.
now if i were collin, i'd just take my shirt off, grab a guitar, and watch the girls come runnin'.
that bastard. sometimes i hate him.
jesse
i ordered it online and i hope that it get's here in a week or so.
as for playing in front of girls...well, i usually don't. especially in your case as you know what a decent guitar player can do.
i'd just look like a dipshit.
now playing in front of people that have no idea, that's another story completely.
now if i were collin, i'd just take my shirt off, grab a guitar, and watch the girls come runnin'.
that bastard. sometimes i hate him.
jesse
johnnyvonbondie:
where's that red on gonna go?