So I'm writing. Mostly for myself. But because you can't help yourself, and eventually you'll find this entry waiting.

The past few months have been...intense. explosive. Honestly, I did not expect to fall for you. I always felt a strange pull in your direction, like the tide lulling me in. But falling in love with you? No. Because I could see...
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jozsef:
That's pretty intense to say the least. We sometimes see people taking actions and making choices which seem obviously and tragically unwise. We might speculate that they are mentally ill, damaged or simply have chosen to be miserable. The simple explanation is that in the context of their beliefs and predictions, they are doing what needs to be done in order to avoid even bigger hurts in the future. Intelligent people do not change their minds easily in this area because their actions are not undertaken lightly and they truly believe the best possible outcome will one day be forthcoming, once they get it right. I had an experience not so long ago with many parallels to what you describe and the ending was not in any way fun. I was used to fixing everything so it definitely brought my limitations into sharp focus. Some among us don't know how to be happy and don't trust the experience when it finds them. The rest of us have to accept that we can offer advice, love or what have you, but the other person can accept it or say no thanks. I was literally thinking of you this morning and I wish you had a powerful experience to share that ended with you being wonderfully happy.
relentlesclimax:
i can dig it.
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I Suppose I should update my profile on the mundane happenings of my life. I've decided to stop shaving my head since I won't start any treatment again now for a couple of months. I got it a perfect platinum and then decided baby pink would be a good idea (breast cancer awareness in October). Yeah. The brand I used didn't take...
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jozsef:
See what? Just be grateful that a really tough mouse that's a body builder hasn't taken to leaving dead cats around. That could get old pretty fast. Apart from all that, I guess a few things have happened in a year and a bit. If you feel motivated to elaborate, I'm quite sure it will get read. It's just a feeling. 😉
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jozsef:
Damn good, actually, and also has 66 beat quite decisively. My mantra is try not to turn into a blob if at all possible and I haven't been paying quite enough attention to following it. Thank you for the inspiring reminder.
jozsef:
BTW, I order you to stop cutting your head off in pictures, or in any other way as long as we're closing loopholes. I hope I've made myself clear. 😉
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you DON'T prove you're in control by being a fucking bitch. it just makes you look like you're trying way too hard to prove yourself and also that you're a right cunt.

what a laugh. at most you've proven yourself unreasonable and spiteful. or that's the general opinion, anyway.

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In the spirit of giving....

macaroncafe.com

I need macarons in my life again and no one in this dusty ass backward town makes them (or makes them proper).

xoxo ;)

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you're so vain. you probably think this post is about you.

don't you?

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vonpink:
well it better be.
jozsef:
It's on my list of very special songs that I most want not to hear for the foreseeable future. :P
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Is it normal to have a migraine for 3 days straight? I migraines maybe 2 or 3 timesa year . But they never last this long. I think it may stem from my sinuses. My eyes feel like they might fall out of my head.

My son is running a fever for the third day in a row. It's the plague. The plague has taken...
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scotty113:
LOL!!! Rex, of all of the questions you could ask: your mind never ceases to impress me tongue
legman:
"Is it normal to have a migraine for 3 days straight?"

NO! go to the doctor!

kisskiss
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r3x:
a) I love it when I'm given pet names or terms of endearment.
b) What you call "sketchy", I call saving myself hundreds in hiring a professional carpet cleaner.
c) I truly appreciate your sympathy and kind words. I knew the day would happen some time but this was so random and hasty and painful. I tried my best to make his final days the best of his life. Yet I still feel like I failed him.
subatomik:
it's all about that sinister black. just cuz it screams "i'm so rediculously badass"
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Antibiotics.... ugh. My tummy feels like someone ran it over with a semi.

However, they're necessary.

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vonpink:
was more then one shooter. no magic bullet .
weather dominator machine is on the fritz's
vonpink:
just let the guards at the gate know you know me. lol
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What does fire symbolize in dreams?? Does anyone know? I had a dream that videos showed up on my phone that I didn't take, of houses starting on fire and burning down. What the heck right?

Other than that, life has been whatever at work. Inventory prep, kids...ugh. I've had a stress headache the past 3 days. It would help if I...
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scargatta:
i want your t shirt !!!!! and get drunk too blackeyed
yaridovich:
No idea about the dreams, but I'd suggest talking about it with a psychoanalyst. If you've been under stress, it might be worth talking about your problems too. Just a suggestion, in any case.

You want some of my sleep? I've been sleeping way too much lately and it's messing my life up. frown

Hope you had a good night and good drinks that night. smile
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I am attempting soup. It's a mushroom and wild rice pilaf soup that I added pork sausage to. I hope it turns out ok. I started with a base from a recipe, then kind of started adding what I wanted... I also have homemade biscuits from scratch in the oven. I'm more excited about those...

It's been cold here. Frigid for this...
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vonpink:
whatchamacallit
vonpink:
its my secret power.