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EVERYONE VOTE FOR ATHENA BEFORE I KILLS YOU (no, that's not actually a threat)

http://myspace.com/suicidebeautyqueen

she's my gal. I love her. Vote!!! she lives in the same city as i, she wants to become an sg, ANNNNDDD maybe we'll be naked TOGETHER someday. so vote! DOOO ITTTT

I love you all...ONLY THOSE WHO VOTE. BUAHAHAHAHA.

okay, update, my job is going well. that is all...
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lolo:

did it hehe x

Aug 5, 2006

hardticket:

ok i voted, don't kill me.

Aug 5, 2006

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lydia:

HEY, I MISS YOU.
pm me your MSN address please?

Aug 3, 2006

helena:

have an awesome weekend you lovely lady!!
you seem happier! and thats awesome, i hope the new job goes well too.

i love you!
xoxoxox

Aug 3, 2006

i'm always bitching about something and for that i am soooo sorry

thanks everyone for the support i've gotten in this time of need.

i didn't meantion i actually HAVE a job now.

west49.

life's still confusing, but the meds make it easier. not a happy thing to mention, but hey man, that's me now.

I ruin all.

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junecash:

west49 is cool..but uh... SO expensive!! lol I cant aford to even look through the windows into there.

be happy, your wonderful!

Jul 31, 2006

missmalice_:

Again congrats on the job. Glad to hear the meds are making life easier. Don't worry about bitching it's alot better than pushing it aside. Bitching clears your head.

Jul 31, 2006

Alright, I know I barely respond right now. It's hard. I'm on some meds and stuff and feeling really out of it most of the time.

Life's sort of screwy right now. I'm torn.

Living at my parents is easy though, but I need a job so bad. I'm waiting for a call from West49. I'm just going to stop by there today and see...
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satom:

Jul 29, 2006

girlfrompasadena:

hey there.
thanks for being strong enough to write such an open update.
i'm sure it sounds ridiculous from someone you've never met but i have faith in you!
no matter how deep in despair you are there is always hope for a brighter tmrw, that's what i've learned anyway.
best wishes xox

Jul 29, 2006

i'll be alright.

take care everyone.

pictures soon.

i'm lazy.

my room's a disaster.

i'm moving everything tomorrow.

i love you all.

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joker_:

All moved in now?

Jul 25, 2006

strangekitty:

hope everything is going all right

we miss you.

Jul 25, 2006

I just went through a blackout. 24 hours of heat, no light, no hair straightener, no internet. it sort of sucked and got boring...but then i went and saw pirates of the caribbean 2 and that was rad.

then i came home to my parents house. where i was fine.

but i started listening to some music and i started to feel that tug on...
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luxxie:

feel better sweety...
it sux now..but time will def heal things and before you know it you won't be sad and it won't hurt anymore. it's hard now and you will have rough days but time will help!

Jul 19, 2006

fanglorious:

Summer is overrated.

But yeah, take it easy and try to do what you can to keep your mind off of it. People come and go in life, so if you can't keep your mind off him then at least enjoy the pleasant times you shared together. Loved and lost, etc.

Jul 19, 2006

I'd like to thank everyone for all the support. I really appreciate it. Deeply.

I'm about to disconnect my computer and pack it up, call my mom and bring myself, my birds and cd's and dvd's and stuff back to my parent's where I shall reside.

I had a blast yesterday thanks to Oryx, you're fantastic.

I also FINALLY got to meet Minkx whom...
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luxxie:

good luck at your parents house! enjoy your friends and family..it will help. I'm so jealous of the central ac, i so wish i had some right now!!!!!!!!!

Jul 18, 2006

starstruk:

Hope you are doing alright hun. Its aways nice to be around amazing support like your parents. Even without words they are there.

Its definatly his loss!!

Jul 18, 2006

So I actually got dumped today. It was stupid.

But you know what? His loss.

So fuck it, I won't be sad, I refuse.

Can't wait to shoot a new set! oh boy!

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yoshi_____:

Definitely his loss..

Jul 16, 2006

jessika:

..wish i cud join U in ur next set

x.

Jul 16, 2006

Alright, so here's what's been up with me.

I've been on meds for my anxiety, I FEEL LIKE SHIT most of the time. I was taken off of paxil because I couldn't eat. I have lost weight...yep...ew.

Everything is fine in my personal life.

I've got something going on starting today with one of my buddies who is awesome, I'll give you a hint: clothing...
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starstruk:

Good luck with your interviews hun! I hope you get both, so you have a choice!

Jul 12, 2006

satom:

Hey there little fella, did you miss me? I'm back for good now

I hope your doing better. drop me a message. and we'll throw some jokes around!

Jul 12, 2006

I think we're doing really well now...

I'll get back to everyone and post a new blog with some wicked pics of my party weekend and let everyone know what's going on.

for now, i'm actually going out to just visit a friend... this isn't like me at all!

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dagan:

Same thing happened to me about ten months ago. No Idea it was coming. SUCKS. But she didn't want to get together and work on anything, just decided it was over and that was how it was going to be.

She was my best friend for a long time. Now nothing is the same. It gets easier with time, though.

May the Fates be kinder to you.

Jul 9, 2006

oryx:

hey! i emailed you! i want to come up to north bay, like, sunday. what do you think?

Jul 10, 2006

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