Sooo last night was awesome. I shot a whole 27 image album. These are two of the gems I captured live on cam. I have been having so much fun really embracing my creative side. Obviously I shot a video to go with the album ( Don't worry SG, I learned my lesson...I won't post it here) Anyways, what do you guys think...
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lwrose:
Vintage, I love it
gadget:
I think you're fucking incredible. The balloons are a really great touch.

Well, after trying my hand at another relationship - I have found myself single (again).

sigh.

I am feeling really worn out and incredibly worn down.

Im stressed as shit, and devastated. I should have known that a relationship with someone who's struggling with their mental health would be doomed. When we first broke up, or when she first yelled at me for prioritizing my...
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furge:
You're a fucking champion. Don't give up, as much as this all sucks and as much as it hurts, the world is SO much better for you being a part of it. Share your heart with everyone who will have it, and keep on being your best self<3
gadget:
Dissociative spells& Animal Love. Honestly though, I have a lot of mental health issues, and that is not why your relationship was doomed. It sounds like it was doomed because she didn't care to prioritize rationale and her own health. It's really hard work, mental illness, and a lot of people are lazy by nature. The combination of those two things is what made her incapable of loving you. I ended my relationship a few months back because it just felt like he had mental health issues he wasn't dealing with, that were manifesting into behavior that was toxic for me. He's in therapy now though. We're trying to work it out. That's the key though, when mental health is in play, you always gotta be working. It sucks. Of course, my PM is always open. I catch myself saying that a lot "I just want X to love me". It's the worst feeling. It always makes me question my self worth.

I've been working away diligently on my laptop. Between working on consistent branding, photo & video editing and profile revamping - my wrist, back and eyes are killing me. It's all going to be worth it now that Im making my return, but damn. I could sincerely use a rub down and a beer.

Next month is my birthday month and I have really...
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Well, hello world. It has been a while since I have been on here, but guess what. Im back!! I have been working as a cam model for a little while now and finally decided to get active on here again...despite how nervous I may be.

Anyone miss me?

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calicruz84:
Yes please! New set coming soon?
prospero1:
Omg that was one big break!  welcome back.
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I have started a new job!!
WEEEEE!
I have officially hung up my bar towel and advanced in the world. I now have a big girl job, with benefits and everything. oooh.
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kryptonianblood:
sweer deal
noel:
Congrats wink
Even if this post was made a year ago tongue
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I dunno how many of you have painted your places, but the smell of paint apparently never goes away. It has been a week now and my apartment still smells like paint.

not cool.

well I dont work until 4 today, and I have a huge to do list calling my name. I was kinda lazy yesterday, It was my day off, and I got...
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draven:
Sounds wonderful dahling!
xo
tonni003z:
paint takes 30 days to fully cure, so the smell will be around for a while. try spraying diluted fabric softener in the air & everything in the rooms 
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Sooo big news! I will be cutting the ribbon at a shop opening.
My artist Mike Godley is moving his shop into downtown Oshawa, and changing the name. It will now be known as the Lost Anchor.

Its gunna be a huge shindig! I think I will actually be cutting the ribbon with a chainsaw.... not too sure yet but Im very excited about it...
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gam:
hahaha love the chainsaw idea!!! hope we ll see the picture in your next blog
mephist0:
Sounds awesome
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alrighty so as nerdy as it is, for some reason today I decided to read my horoscope....not really sure why, it's been a pretty lazy morning.

this is what I got:

Acting on impulse, changing your usual routine, improvising and using your intuition rather than following a prescribed, logical way of doing things is called for now. The tempo of your life accelerates...
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julesdoll:
Usually people fit their sign. On the other hand, I'm a Virgo according to my sign and I act nothing at all like it. I act like a Scorpio perfectly though. Its all relative isnt it. Nothing applies 100%
videre:
Horoscopes are very interesting for a number of reasons.

There origins and historical uses I find fascinating.

They are also interesting from a psychological point of view as they are documents that have much scope for interpretation allowing the reader to take from them what they want.

Horoscopes are obviously popular and in this respect clearly serve some purpose in this age as they have for thousands of years.

It is understandable that you take exception to them being so different but I wonder if you had only seen the first one you mention, would you be more inclined to believe in them.

I have a friend who is very knowledgeable on the history of this form of communication and spend a very interesting afternoon once talking to him about them.

You have an exciting and fascinating subject in front of you, that I am sure will return for your time spent studying it a great deal about the human condition and our need for belief in something.

Enjoy your investigations.
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Today the painters are coming and painting my apartment!! WEEEEE!
renna:
oooo! I love newly painted spaces! We've just chosen a new colour for our room. I can't wait to paint!
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Can someone please explain to me what the fuck is wrong with people?!
Canada just printed 500,000 copies of the Canadian study guides for those applying for citizenship.

To become a Canadian Citizen you need to study this document and then pass a test based on the material it contains.

Well, it seems Jason Kenney got his panties in a knot and refused to...
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heartbaker:
I agree. I wish California would legalize it
oracle:
I have no idea what the content of the citizenship exam is and although I agree our legalization of gay marriage is something we should be proud of I don't think it should be taken as a slight that it's not in the study guide.

Unless, of course, it was going to be part of it and someone purposely had it removed then, ya...that would be wrong.