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I'm riding my bike
trying to quit smoking (as I go out to smoke)
quitting drinking, gambling and coffee as well
maybe if I do all of that my boobs will come back up off the floor.
My father passed not too long ago and I found a book he wrote starting when I was born. Lent some real insights as to who I am and how I got where I'm at.
So...I was to have been a William or a Josh...luckily they decided on Lucas instead. Luke preceded Lucas on their name list. Mom thought Luke was too tough to be a baby's name, nor would it be a proper one for a doctor or a lawyer if I were to choose to become one.
I just want to believe there are still people left in the world who care for other people and don't live a completely self-centered life. Of all the times when you could break someone's heart, crush them, destroy them, why when someone is about to have a baby!? Do we live in such a culture of MEMEME that we can't possibly take other people's feelings... Read More
You shouldn't let things like this make you cynical, but you should bear in mind that most people who don't have something of their own tend to take from others. I'm talking about intangibles like ideas, concepts, movements, beliefs, etc. Everyone wants to feel needed and important in this world, and some people unfortunately resort to desperate measures to maintain that sense of self-worth. It doesn't necessarily mean they are selfish, but at best they are inconsiderate. In either case, these are hardly traits that should be displayed by anyone with authoritative influence over children...and yet and yet.
I'm going to Bellydance class tonight! yey! I'm not allowed to dance but who cares! I'm taking the four yrold, he's quite a bellydancer. He's been stoked all week too. And........I got my SG package in the mail today..double yay! Too bad my tank doesn't fit over my swolen melon tum. But I got Stickers WHOO WHOO!
Peace
I've been in the hospital since Wednesday, I can hardly walk. I had more kidney stones that threw me into early labor. So I got a bunch of yucky drugs, not fun ones, and now I'm home on bed rest. This sucks. Anyone want to come over and rub my back? (j/k) I've got 3 more weeks before I'm "safe" and won't have to be... Read More
I'm still sick ! Yuck. I'm so sick of everything tasting like snot. Only 6 weeks left of pregnancy before im good to go. I sure hope my new organic mattress gets here before baby. I saw my midwife Saturday, took my little sister with me. She's pregnant with her first baby. She hAd better have a girl so I can buy pink frilly dresses... Read More