bailey

i'm sitting in a foreign living room, with a very expensive computer on my lap.

i'm emotionally all over the god-damn place. but that place is mostly negative.

i think i am giving up on life again.

guess i can get that neck tattoo now.

why is it sometimes SO HARD to achieve something that comes so easily?

wow.

things turn out a lot differently than you imagine, most of the time.



yesterday i got to sit outside in a tshirt drinking a margarita. i heard it snowed in boston.
tee hee hee hee.

my tummy is flip-flopping.

my this time tomorrow, i will be...

WARM!

(among other things.....)

YAY for vacations!
(especially the ones you cant really afford, but take anyway)

oh poo, they didnt like my profile photo.


but today is my first day off!
i'm going to sit on the couch for the rest of the night doing NOTHING!

yay!

today, i love life.

tomorrow, we shall see.

saturday? probably a little bit.

sunday? most definitly.

i wanna new drug

one that works like is should

one that wont make me feel so bad

one that wont make me feel too good


(i should be shot)

hello!

i'm off to embark on my 14 hour work day.

sitting in an office.

all alone.

i probably have...oh..2 hours worth of actual WORK.

i might be insane by the end of the night.
*edit*
i might be MORE insane by the end of the night.

where does one go to find a grand adventure?

i'm ready for one.

its easy to say, 'i'd like to tour the country' or 'move somewhere else' or even 'throw away all your possessions and fake your own death'

but what i really want is..the chance of a lifetime.

but aren't these things supposed to find ME?

i got no connections.

no more complaining.

on to excitment of...um....

i got nuthin'.