ayla

{mood} upset beyond compare
{music} none

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When the hell is it going to stop?

How many flashbacks and episodes to I have to go through before I fucking lose it all?

Why is it that I might have to be put on meds for my problems?

Why couldn't I have been raised normally, so I wouldn't have these problems...

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arsenic:

you aren't alone..

Jun 14, 2004

tank_ex_mortis:

Yeah, but at least you recognize it and try to make it better. Most people seem to be too stupid to do that.

NOT THAT I'M BITTER OR ANYTHING!

Jun 14, 2004

*new feature!*
{mood}reflective
{music}Story of the Year: Anthem of Our Dying Day

Some random people I admire:

Alica Keys: she's real. She have a phenominal voice, she writes all her own songs, and she's a good actress as I saw in one of her videos. She doesn't use her body to sell albums, she uses her god given talent - her voice.

Davey...
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sebsis:

You say nice things about people. That's cool.

Jun 11, 2004

matthewomen:

how is my fav SG / afi friend

Jun 11, 2004

I'm getting my lip pierced in Berkeley today.

So I can get fired tomorrow.

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v0rge:

Oh, and i love you fantasys!!!!

Jun 9, 2004

amelia:

you are a doll *kiss*

Jun 9, 2004

I have a morbid curiousity.

Seriously. I have this thing for wondering about death, and all things dark, depressing, goth, ect, ect, ect.

But I'm bubbly?

Somehow, this doesn't add up.

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madmann_83:

it's a kick ass combo! someone who can be fasinated by death yet bubbly... i love it!

Jun 7, 2004

harvdog:

not worth trying to add things up, live like ya wanna live darlin'

Jun 7, 2004

I think telling work to fuck off was a bad idea.

I have a massive headache now.

So much for enjoying a day of hookey.

Edit @ 8:05 pm:
Looks like there's still something good to this day after all:

From : Brady Brock
Sent : Friday, June 4, 2004 10:49 AM
To : 'Jade Adams'
Subject : RE: Alter Bridge

Hit me back in...
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carpe_diem:

kiss your head better?

Jun 5, 2004

some_crazeh_dood:

That's awesome!!!

Headaches, now there's one "thing" I could be fine with if "they" got rid of them completely. I don't know if that made sense cause im still tired and sleepy=/

Jun 5, 2004

This has been weighing on my mind for a while.

But first, sorry for the nonresponses,...I've been living in Photoshop for some time now (Bracket, RoseMarie, I'll have your pics to you soon!).

Anyways, I was watching Home Improvment a couple of days ago. It was the one where Brad got busted for pot. And Tim and Jill were all "Where did we go wrong?...
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tofubot:

were they all "i refuse to be in a band with some pill popping jesus christ eddie vedder wannabe!" and decided? or was scott really hopped up on drugs and went "guys, we should break up, it's not you it's me. i just love popping vics all day long

tofu "

"

Jun 4, 2004

tofubot:

yeah, "i wanna continue popping pills", "well i wanna keep writing crappy songs" "okay, deal"

hahahahahahaha

tofu "

"

Jun 4, 2004

I'll respond to all your comments tonight.

In the meanwhile...

...why the fuck was Robert Smith trying to kill me and my friends on an abandonded farm?

The Cure hates me.

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tofubot:

oh come on the cure doesn't hate you. i think they're just screwing with all the AFI fans since davy stole roberts thunder by wearing the same makeup

and FYI... vegas is the HELLA cheap.

we might not move into the place kat's aunt is buying because there's places that are like 1444x1444 sq. ft. 3 bedroom 2 bath for 850 a month and only 100 for a deposit!

not only is that 100 dollars less than i pay a month in rent as it is, but for 2 more rooms and a hell of a lot of space in a nice area a piece down the road from the strip.

doesn't that make you wanna puke?

tofu "

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Jun 3, 2004

carpe_diem:

awwww but i love you long time

boom boom $15?

soooo drunk he he xxxx

Jun 3, 2004

God...

...it's too beautiful out. Perfect skies, perfect temperture.

Too bad I burn as easy a motherfucker.

That can be easily countered. By sunblock and not going outside to lay out by the pool - something I haven't done in nearly two years - after 3. When the suns peak hours are over.

To note: Bleeding Through is fucking awesome.

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carpe_diem:

awww that does suck, im still trying to get to download to see them and have a damn good time but we will see

try and get the girls to take you in with them

Jun 1, 2004

some_crazeh_dood:

It's a perfect day today for me as well!

Jun 2, 2004

It's only 9:17 in the morning.

It's Sunday.

Can't I sleep in today? I don't wanna wait until tomorrow.

Amber comes over tonight to finish up a photo shoot. Yay! Someone to pick on.

So it's about two more weeks until Live 105's BFD. Two more weeks and Ashleigh is out here to party with us for the weekend. I'd be able to stand the...
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some_crazeh_dood:

Haha damnit, worth a shot though.

Must be something big if you're waiting on telling us.

May 30, 2004

carpe_diem:

ahhh we have today (monday) off for some reason, its a bank holiday of some kind!

ohh incubus 2morrow night he he im over excited

going to a friends house to begin some filming today for some short films were making

will be cool.

Ash xx

May 30, 2004

*copied and pasted from Livejournal*

So, I did something I haven't done in over ten years.

I sat on the steps of a Catholic church. Keep this in mind: Catholisism and I have never been friendly. Good thing I'm not Catholic. But upon leaving, I still felt the urge to be respectful and to make the motion of the Cross. Old habits die hard. Find...
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genghiskhan:

religion works for some people and ruins others. it's a beautiful thing and a useful tool in the hands and heart of the intelligent and openminded, and the worst thing in the world for the ignorant and closeminded. brainwashing at it's worst or learning at it's finest. you decide I guess

May 29, 2004

silencenoir:

I'm back and missed talking to you. Hope things are going well in your part of the world.

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