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I can't stop doing things, talking to people... being alive... I haven't let my head slow down enough that it could do any thining... I haven't been sleeping much so I'm tired, useless, and kinda, well, sad. But in a weird way... I can't explain... a lot has just been happening and I don't know WHATS HAPPINING!!!!
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astarimpaled:
im envious of you, you enjoy living. i wish i could feel like that again.

sorry not trying to be a downer. just don't let anything stop you from feeling the way you feel now.
longwave:
Your writing is very enigmatic. You should write zen koans for a living. confused
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hella hella hella nervous
yo
whats up?
Yeah
me too
what?
oh right
na
not usually
bitches say what?
nevermind
leave me be
the end biggrin
vrulovwrath:
What are you taking? tongue
Whatsthat 6 feet under TV Show everybody has to their favorite by the way? I always wanted to ask that surreal
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I just watched a car flip over and get trashed all to hell.... I was mad because they were driving too fast for me to make my left turn... And they hit a bump in the road... it was crazy... no more car for them. They didn't look hurt but it was a bad hit...

CHILDREN---!!!! that is why we don't speed!
the limit is...
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vrulovwrath:
Relax. And play with your dog.
wink
longwave:
Sounds exciting! At least, in a distressing way. You must master the Buddhist meditation techniques and then like a log you will remain through any of life's little dramas. smile
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walk walk walk walk walk....!

PUPPIE is jumping on me... he ate a mint.... bad puppie!
but he has good breath... SADLY
I can't sit around and smell his puppie breath
I have to go to the bank
then work
then school
THEN HELL!
TOMORROW IS MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE!!!!
MSI
MSI
MSI
MSI
I'm picking my fav person in the WORLD
up from school
WE...
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vrulovwrath:
Aren't you yet an adult? Youre above 18. Anyway have fun with your friends wink
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I got my tattoo touched up. Feeling good. Head is starting to feel attached to my body again.
wakedude:
very vibrant colors in your tat. where did you have it done? I'm shopping for a studio in the Seattle are to do a couple for me in the fall.
vrulovwrath:
What tatoo is this?
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Okay your right!
I forgot to out manson on my list!
damn me!

Feeling the alive vibe today
diggin on it
it's cool
it's cool
I just can't wait for time to pass
this week is bad
and nothing will make it better
end of fucking story
vrulovwrath:
"Okay your right!
I forgot to out manson on my list!
damn me!"

I hope you werent ofended like the last time with the hug thing I said. I just said that because I din't have anything else to say smile

Maby nothing can make it better but many things can make it worst, have you thought about this? I hope your (and mine) next week is better wink
longwave:
This week has been good for me, and nothing will make it bad. Hmm, I wonder if just about the time things start going well for you they'll start sucking for me.

It's the way 'o the world.
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I hate fucking hipppster/sceanster guys... they are all asshole!!!
EEERRRRR
fuckin
EEEERRRR
They think they are the king of the fucking world...
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motorjojoink:
I am a nerd.... an evil nerd. although, i am the dark overlord of the underworld, does that count me out?

skull
longwave:
Totally agree. You might want to read this for an insightful take on the annoying, bullshit culture of irony these immature pricks believe is so clever and sophisticated:

http://people.bu.edu/rcarney/acad/irony.htm
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watching movies and eating popcorn is fun...
end of story smile
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vrulovwrath:
Watching movies is fun. Eating pop corns is not so fun though (at least for some people) tongue
randi:
i love watching movies. we should watch movies together sometime.
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ahhh feeling soooo much better
I had coffee
smokes
driving
oldies
talkings--
and now I'm going to sleep
with my puppie next to me
as long as I find losers to drink coffee with me tomorrow I"m set
Yay
fucking better
I hate panic attacks
if only
if only
vrulovwrath:
Great wink
longwave:
Strategies against panic attacks:

- You're worried it MIGHT happen. Remember it might NOT.
- Breathe slow, long and deep.
- Stillness. Do not react AT ALL. Panic attacks quickly die of starvation when you refuse to feed them.
- Study Buddhism.

<3
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I always get sad at night... I'm not sure if it's a mental disorder... or if I eat too much sugar---But none the less all my friends are sleeping or busy... and I can't make myself sleep... My mind is kinda going in helllish circles. I need a friend to talk me outta this cycle... JUST the sight of someone right now would turn it...
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bleakronin:
You're not alone. If there is any day in the week I hate more it's sundays. Not because I know the weekends almost over and I have to start a new work week but because I know no one will be around. Everyone is busy with their wives, girlfriends, boyfriends, whatever, and I'm home alone...in the dark....contemplating how horrible things are that I am just that: ALONE. Sometimes I do go for the drive just so I can say I did something, but it's not the same being alone and not having someone to share a humorous moment with. Sadly, sleep is my only refuge...there, I'm not in this miseralbe lot that is my actual life but I am someone else...someone better. frown
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ummm not sure what to think right now...
my dog is licking my hand thats good
you peoples better be checkin out the new family guy tonight
I'm really in wonders
can it stay great?
I took my dog for a walk... he's good at walking
imagine that
I'm not as happy as I should be right now
skull death skull death skull death
Even though I love...
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longwave:
*hugz*
vrulovwrath:
All litle girls need hugs. Why? surreal Anyway I only want friends (I know I ask waaaaaaaaaay toooooooooo much frown )