I WILL fuck you up!
Current mood: bitchy
"If I let you, you would make me destroy myself. But in order to survive you, I must first survive myself. I can sink no further and I cannot forgive you. There's no choice but to confront you, to engage you, to erase you. I've gone to great lengths to expand my threshold of pain. I will use my mistakes against you. There's no other choice. Shameless now. Nameless now. Nothing now. No one now. But my soul must be iron cause my fear is naked. I'm naked and fearless.-And my fear is naked."
Seriously. Seriously???!!! Who does what you've done? If there ever was any hope before it's gone now. This is a new year, a year in which all the strength I gained going thru all the shit i was put thru last year is now at my fingertips. I'm stronger, more focused. Call me names, call me a bitch, whatever makes your sad little self happy, but at the end of the day, I'm not the one crying over my insecurities. You've alienated the only true friends you ever had because you're too ball-less to stand up for the friendship. You're too busy chasing after someone you will never have because HE DOESN'T WANT YOU. Stop it. Stop playing your sad little games, stop acting like you're some sort of hot shot cuz you're not. The other ones of your kind make fun of you. You're pathetic. You always try to make everything about you, or create a situation where you can be the hero but we all know you engenieered the whole thing to begin with. No one wants to be with you because everything about you is a facade, the only real thing is your lack of self respect. Well, I have to much respect for myself to be party to this kind of farce. I hope you enjoy wearing my garbage, it was meant for you.