Is this the begining of the end? I can only hope so. because if it is, I think the carnage will be incredible, the wiskey will flow like water and girls will all think I am harmless.
But me and my jackass ideas.
I finally turned my roomate into an openly hostile person. I knew she had it in her. Apparently we were supposed to eat exctasy together, make out on new years and walk off into the fucking sunset. Apparently we had been planning this since thanksgiving. To bad I didn't know about that.
Sometimes you just have to do whats right.so...........
I told her at 5 oclock on new years eve that i was doing something else, she freaked out we, laughed we cried we yelled and I left Instead I got drunk made out with the first girl I saw ( she was 34 though, but I would never hold that against her ) And the rest is kind of blurry and once again I didn't get laid, But I guess you cant win them all. But how the fuck else do you bring in a new years right. Sitting home and feeling sorry for yourself, thats what I do the rest of year. But it is stange with each year, Am I cheating death I ask? Each year always brings something completlely unexpected, But it is sad when it seems that there are less of my friends to share these experiences with. Sure you can always make new friends, But memories can be powerfull things and I liked my old friends. But death comes swiftly and it hasn't taken me yet, so I guess I shouldn't complain. After all to only exist now in my memories sometimes seems like it might be better then living on this thing that we call earth and having something that I call my life.
well fuck it all
even if i said it sucks to be me, it would be even worse to be you.
But me and my jackass ideas.
I finally turned my roomate into an openly hostile person. I knew she had it in her. Apparently we were supposed to eat exctasy together, make out on new years and walk off into the fucking sunset. Apparently we had been planning this since thanksgiving. To bad I didn't know about that.
Sometimes you just have to do whats right.so...........
I told her at 5 oclock on new years eve that i was doing something else, she freaked out we, laughed we cried we yelled and I left Instead I got drunk made out with the first girl I saw ( she was 34 though, but I would never hold that against her ) And the rest is kind of blurry and once again I didn't get laid, But I guess you cant win them all. But how the fuck else do you bring in a new years right. Sitting home and feeling sorry for yourself, thats what I do the rest of year. But it is stange with each year, Am I cheating death I ask? Each year always brings something completlely unexpected, But it is sad when it seems that there are less of my friends to share these experiences with. Sure you can always make new friends, But memories can be powerfull things and I liked my old friends. But death comes swiftly and it hasn't taken me yet, so I guess I shouldn't complain. After all to only exist now in my memories sometimes seems like it might be better then living on this thing that we call earth and having something that I call my life.
well fuck it all
even if i said it sucks to be me, it would be even worse to be you.