I have to play a show tonight. I have a feeling it'll be the last with this band, but I'm content with that. I've learned a lot from this guys, and I feel so much is ahead of me as a musician, and I'm confident I'll grow as a songwriter. This band helped tremendously with my ability to write lyrics and traditional songwriting styles, the kinds I used to feel were too simplistic, but now I respect it. I feel more capable of separating the 'minimal' and the 'pop,' and knowing when they intersect. I feel more capable of allowing what I want to say and play to come out more freely, and not forced into a genre. I want to write sweet quiet songs more often, as opposed to cranky, mean, and distorted noisy stuff. We'll see whether it's a phase or maybe I'm getting old.
Also, I told someone today that I thought they were beautiful, someone I've been meaning to tell for a while. She makes me want to daydream. Haven't done that in a while.
Wish me luck tonight.
Also, I told someone today that I thought they were beautiful, someone I've been meaning to tell for a while. She makes me want to daydream. Haven't done that in a while.
Wish me luck tonight.