I'm not new to this site. I've checked it out, but deciding to blog from it is a whole 'nother category altogether. For some reason I feel more confident writing honestly here then on my livejournal or myspace thingees. I guess it's because since everyone else is naked around you, how hard can it be to bare yourself in writing a simple blog? I used to feel like this wasn't ideal, writing on a site that has no pictures of me. (Part of this is growing up with Catholic guilt, partly because I'd rather look a the stunning ladies here) Then I realized that it's not fair for me to see you all with no clothes on, yet I'm supposed to hide behind the screen anonymously? It seems kind of unbalanced in terms of my relationship with the thousand brave females behind these jpgs. For only $12 a month, I get to remain in the dark, with tons of alienated, though complexly sensual, visual communications that are so one-sided it's insane. If I wanted to pay money to see one person in the nude in real life, it'll cost me MUCH MUCH more, and those ladies are self-admittedly in it for the money! Meanwhile, here you all are getting no cash from me, allowing yourselves to be ogled, and expect what? Feeling sexy? Artsy? A part of something bigger then yourself? Whatever your reason, I'd like to apologize in my first blog post, and say I'm sorry for not showing my face. It's been too small of a price to pay, and it started feeling like unfair trade coffee or something.
And well...until I get over the hangups of being naked myself on the internet, let me at least be a real person. I'm here. Thank you for sharing your minds and bodies. You're all collectively more beautiful then any of us can ever exclaim out loud or in a blog.
reddesert
And well...until I get over the hangups of being naked myself on the internet, let me at least be a real person. I'm here. Thank you for sharing your minds and bodies. You're all collectively more beautiful then any of us can ever exclaim out loud or in a blog.
reddesert