Thanksgiving was totally ruined for me this year thanks to finally realizing just how much of a liar skirttwlr really is. God she so reminds me of my first girlfriend on that level. The thing that really sucked about it, is that her story totally fell apart about 2 minutes into us arriving at the restaurant. What a sucker punch that was..hearing that and having to hang out with her family and her sisters friends. I came so close to leaving right then...but Mr Nice Guy here couldn't bare to hurt her like that...just like I wont hurt her by actually saying what the lie was. Hell, the part that really gets me, is there was no reason to lie in the first place..unless our friendship was really only worth a few car rides after all. It's not like we were dating or anything at this point. This one hurt though and I do believe it was finally the final straw for me, a year and a half of lies is enough for me. I don't know why I was kidding myself that there was something actually there...love makes you blind I suppose.
I ended up hanging out w/ Jason after work on Fri..just smoking out and playing Soul Caliber II..up until around 11:30. Little fucker has gotten good damnit! He of course did not have a drop of sympathy for the skirttwlr situation. Nor will any of my friends will, as they are all sick of seeing me get hurt by her. I was tired and decided to go home...but I found myself outside of Hazelwood instead..where my friend Jessica works. I came so close to just saying fuck it and driving home, but I am so friggin glad I decided to go in. How's this for timing, it tuns that her and boy broke up. Misery lovess company! We ended up staying up all night just yapping about this and that and laughing our asses off at life in general. We then finally got all her stuff out of her temp apt and into her new apt...so she is finally all moved in. This girl is such a trip...makes going to the grocery store..or anywhere just a friggin riot. Silly silly girl..I love it. Oh..and holy shit...get this...she plays chess, plays go and Soul Caliber..my jaw just dropped. I'm not sure where this will go, but I know I at least have a good friend that I will be spending a lot of time with, which is great. I'm so sick of being a hermit and not getting out. And it's kinda good for me that she doesn't smoke herb...as I'm coming very close to quitting at this point.
Something new...sure it's nothin..but I'm just fucking tired of even having to think about it...I have enough shit...stop adding on damn it! Speaking of medical shit, I've decided to go back on my seizure meds and not deal with the next round of tests. I'm going to simply stay on them for a year...let that shit settle down...and focus on other areas in my life. But damn...I will miss the visuals <grin>
Alright....I'm off to the showers..as I am going to try to get JollyRoger and a few folks to meet up for sunday breakfast..cause I'm fucking hungry. I need to stop forgetting to eat.
I ended up hanging out w/ Jason after work on Fri..just smoking out and playing Soul Caliber II..up until around 11:30. Little fucker has gotten good damnit! He of course did not have a drop of sympathy for the skirttwlr situation. Nor will any of my friends will, as they are all sick of seeing me get hurt by her. I was tired and decided to go home...but I found myself outside of Hazelwood instead..where my friend Jessica works. I came so close to just saying fuck it and driving home, but I am so friggin glad I decided to go in. How's this for timing, it tuns that her and boy broke up. Misery lovess company! We ended up staying up all night just yapping about this and that and laughing our asses off at life in general. We then finally got all her stuff out of her temp apt and into her new apt...so she is finally all moved in. This girl is such a trip...makes going to the grocery store..or anywhere just a friggin riot. Silly silly girl..I love it. Oh..and holy shit...get this...she plays chess, plays go and Soul Caliber..my jaw just dropped. I'm not sure where this will go, but I know I at least have a good friend that I will be spending a lot of time with, which is great. I'm so sick of being a hermit and not getting out. And it's kinda good for me that she doesn't smoke herb...as I'm coming very close to quitting at this point.
Something new...sure it's nothin..but I'm just fucking tired of even having to think about it...I have enough shit...stop adding on damn it! Speaking of medical shit, I've decided to go back on my seizure meds and not deal with the next round of tests. I'm going to simply stay on them for a year...let that shit settle down...and focus on other areas in my life. But damn...I will miss the visuals <grin>
Alright....I'm off to the showers..as I am going to try to get JollyRoger and a few folks to meet up for sunday breakfast..cause I'm fucking hungry. I need to stop forgetting to eat.